I need to be recognized not because of my achievements but in SPITE of them, I need someone to peer thru the mask and realize I just want comfort. This instinct has almost gotten me killed before, making massive progress in understanding myself and frustrated at what I find

+Pet +Pet (2) +Pet (3) Wow miss.. you Pet me (3) times! You must have a thing for my [DRAGON GREAT STONE SWORD (+3)] don't you? - attack [Y/N]?

Art for @mistegg.bsky.social, I practiced a ton on this piece, and so it's a little sloppy in perspective and cohesion, but I made alot of progress, especially on faces! Very happy with my progress overall <3

FUCKED UP EVIL BONE DRAGON!!!!

Friend of mine suggested I learn to meditate for mental health, but last time I did that I got really into ASMR and then petplay, so maybe if I try again at the start I can get a new ending. Ng+....

My goal is to become a popular artist, get in trouble for only drawing women and not men, and then to design an amab character who, after everyone falls in love with them, realizes shes trans, because I wish to cause harm to people who take reps for granted, because it's funny

Cute little artwork pieces for streaming! Still a WiP but it will be fun to at least show off a bit, even if no one's around to see it

Back in the olden days they used to say "pray you have a puppy girl for the winter, as she will never let your legs go cold" and yet you're calling me pathetic? It's normal, it's normal between friends and in fact maybe it's not normal because it's a PRIVILEGE

It's shameful seeing people blame minorities in reaction to any violence, and then the moment they're proven wrong they back off and ignore it, my mind disagrees but my heart wishes I could place them in our own precarious situation, so few would / could make it to where we have

I wanna stream skong My streamer niche isn't art, it's... SCHMOVMENT!!! Then everyone will be impressed and praise me and call me a good girl and pet me on the head and push their legs into my crotch while they pin me to the wall and uh uh

When people make horny art of hornet with human proportions I clench my teeth and bile rises in my throat and I do all I can to prevent myself from flying into a rage, just draw someone else cosplaying as hornet, that's not hornet she looks like a stick figure and you have to like it, you have to

Silksong is really good so far, but I'm in this optional area (the green one) which is so mean that I feel like the only reason I'm not more upset is because I just played demon souls, I get my ass beat and 20000 prank unlimited clownage and I say "at least it isnt world tendency"

don't want to sound ungrateful, because I still don't know how I could deserve it, but it's funny that I went against so many social taboo to become who I am, and that's only made me more accepted by others, maybe being myself has let me let others in, maybe I have puppy swag

Trying to run my manor but the maids are fighting again, power ranking each other, the demonprincessofheavyartillery (NOT A DEMON (NOT A PRINCESS)) is going "hmph!" As loud as she possibly can because she got below an A, things are dire

Commission done! Not what I'd usually draw, but it was a really fun challenge! I know the lighting isn't perfect but I'm still a little proud of myself for getting this result :3

I'd say "the only thing thats in my pants that matters is my shit", but I got none to give!!!!!!

Trying to make more art pieces faster, really happy with how painting is going #signalis

I do find it funny that the girl with the desire to be tranced and be treated like a pet is also autistic about learning really technical topics, dumb puppy who knows a great deal about anatomy and physiology and has a degree but she's so stupid you gotta trust me I mean her

Got a blahaj in my lap, playing piano with my cats next to me, trying to learn how to play g positions while I'm so horny I wish someone was hitting my g spot, I really thought healing from trauma and gaining full feelings would be more poetic and less stupid than this

Learning piano activates the same part of my brain that learning combos does, is this how Beatrice gets back into under night in birth? I wanna play as that slutty little bat freak, just like me fr

R&d girl who gets so annoyed and pissy if you come back with the mech fucked up, even scratches on the paint make her mutter about how you aren't handling her correctly, backseating little sister r&d girl, someone has to shut her up somehow :3c

I deserve a whole year where im not allowed to work, taken care of, AND allowed to talk in the third person, it's the only way she can heal

I think people who draw fromsoft (to hard?!?!) bosses as big boob women are fools You love good game, you love women, and yet? You've learned nothing from either, If you were truly determined you'd be drawing ranni as a cute straw doll she is, but youre not a true warrior, you're nothing

It's all coming up beetle

Commission for @mistegg.bsky.social, very happy with how it turned out! I feel like I'm getting the hang of using painting as a way to build depth

The garf field is a powerful magnetic force that protects the average person from micro waves, the capacity of this field for blocking harm is measured in Odies as common measurement off the Latin word "Odie" for obstruction

spent today looking at myself in a mirror, funny how estrogen brings out latent traits I wouldn't know I have otherwise, and funny how the whole dog girl posting allows me to be proud of my four nipples instead of ashamed, I feel like the first ethical princess, and only one!!!

Am I set for ruin if I become a vtuber who thinks vtuber fans are stupid, or are fans of this stuff huge masochistic dorks who like being looked down on because I can do that! I'm already looking down on them and I can get paid for it too? I hope that's the case...

Hey puppy hey, call it techno pet play because you're smartphOWNED by me rn, yeah you have to say my joke is rad that's part of the petplay please owner needs this

What? Yes of course I meant to make the same joke twice, It was obvious that society haddent reached the level it needs to be to understand my genius, and because it seems to still not be on that level, I WILL be posting the same tired puppy girl posting again thank you

It isn't fair that I have to be a chemist if I was born specifically to be some mean girls plaything, I was born to be a puppy girl, and they have me working HPLC's and doing calculations, make it stop! This is the wrong kind of lab!

If there's anything wonderful about the world today, it's how small communities who would never be able to flourish via traditional means, are able to connect and bring alive a craft and appreciation so specific, building a community can always happen when there's billions of us

CALLING IT NOW, the presence of mancountry, prince of the dark in the prophecy, ralsei getting pink blue and white ribbons, the Undertale trans dress, ralsei and Kris (ralsei being a being made from kris's own desires and views) are going to be transfemme it's going to happen

Trying to flirt with girls my age is hard because I think it's cute that alot of them are younger than me but they're not much younger at all! "When I was in high school you were in middle school" isn't really as hot as i feel it's meant to be! But calling girls lil sis does help

Art for my beloved sleepy, find her at m.twitch.tv/RealSleepyWeeb… <3

If you sneeze twice I will point that out, if you sneeze more than that I will insult you, you and your unlimited sneeze greed oink oink you fucking pig

I worry if I start streaming I will dedicate much of my aesthetic and stream on getting praise from viewers, and in that sense I will create a new torment nexus where I am held to increasingly high standards for the same amount of praise, but does it beat, getting no praise???

stupid bitch im fucking balling!!!!

loading screen tip in skyrim with frost troll model : try jerking off while rubbing your boob Two handing skill check lol

The gamers poem "ashes to ashes, dust to dust, play with me online, steam multiplayer game: Rust"

Said "A blowjob? From a girl? #epic!" Out loud and was shamed for it, God forbid I be enthusiastic

I can never stop talking so it wasn't an intentional strategy, but I'm making bits and jokes during sex which encourages women to shut me up as fast as possible, which is nice

They call my cock the bidet the way it soaks girls holes without penetrating (small)

If I visited myself from five years ago, I'd not believe how good life is for me now, how loved I am and how I'm able to be myself, that despite everything I had transitioned into an art piece in itself! if I visited myself from ten years ago that little shit would call me a slur

I need so much and it's so SO lovely that I am now a girl, women will provide for a kiss on the cheek AND I SHALL GIVE IN TURN!!!! I love women so much I became one, my devotion and appreciation will never falter and I am ever rewarded for it

"In a world where humans are a minority and ants are the norm" Imagine dragons : "oh the misery, everybody wants to my ant colony🎶"

coffee mug that says "Don't talk to me before I've smoked my #puppyweed !"

"the invisible hand of the market be touching my soft estrogenized nipples and also shaft with quite an economically minded touch"