it’s 4pm and i’m ready for bed

they forced me to work like 40 hours of overtime and now they’re telling me to stop working. how much fuckin sense does that make???

god my job is such bullshit lately. GET ME OUTTA HERE

i barely made it to work on time this morning. i turned my alarm off and didn’t get up cause i was so tired and woke up at 5:02. i start at 5:30 lol i’m burnt the fuck out

i probably should have still worked tomorrow… that’s lots of money to miss out on but fuck it I’M TIRED

i’m also buddies with a guy at work who kinda reminds me of my dad and he tells me tea about his personal life too 😅 why do people tell me things??? it’s crazy because i tell no one at work anything about my shit. maybe that’s why?? lol

ok why did two of my younger male coworkers come to me this weekend with some TEA about their personal lives. i love this for me but like what made them do that 😂

my best friend from middle school/high school/till i was 21 just messaged me on fb to let me know our mutual friend passed…. i haven’t talked to her in probably ten years. but i think about her all the time.. it’s strange this. so many feelings

i get to watch the tbirds game tonight cause i don’t have to go to bed at 6:30 now yayyyyy

wish i could just go home rn tho 😭

yeeesss bitch. they cancelled OT for tomorrow. which normally i would be pissed about because sunday is double time but i didn’t want to work at all this weekend and now i get to fuckin sleep in. YESSSS

this overtime shit at work SUCKS ass. i don’t want to do it anymore 😭

alright… how do i stay awake at least one more hour 😭 waking up at 2:15am is BULLSHIT

and they’re making us work this weekend 😭😭 i was looking forward to a four day week. now instead of working 32 hours i’m working 86 in a row 😭😭

i have to wake up at 2am for work 😭😭😭 they’re making us work 10s again 😔

definitely don’t want to go to work still tho

well i slept like absolute shit but thankfully woke up this morning not feeling like i’m sick as fuck so that’s good i think.

well i was very excited for my long weekend but i woke up sunday pretty fuckin sick and still sick today… feels like such a waste just in bed literally all day for two days ☹️ gotta go back to work tomorrow

i’ve been sneezing like crazy today… i really hope i’m not getting sick 😬😬

i was gonna cancel my solo plans to stay in morton for the night but i’m glad i didn’t. it’s so peaceful out here and the air is crispppp.

ba humbug honestly i do not like the holidays.

my family doesn’t celebrate thanksgiving. how do i convince them to not celebrate christmas..? lol i’ve been trying for years

ok spent yesterday in bed trying not to die lol today up and at em cleaning the house!

yeah ok all done with that 😅

i’m hungover and i want ramen but i forgot today is thanksgiving 😭😭

i unfortunately slept with my makeup on and my eye is fuckin killin me 😭😭😭

TGIF!!! let’s see if i make it to the end of the day lol i’ll probably leave early. and also tbirds game tonight!!!

three more days and then five days off hell ya to that

i’ve been working 10s the last 5 days starting at 3:30am 😭😭 i’ve got 3 more days in a row but i start at normal time and now starting at 5:30 sounds realllll good lol but also fuck i’m over this shit

i am so tired 😭 i was gonna take next monday off after thanksgiving but now i might take wednesday off instead lol we’ll see

i have to get up for work and my cat just laid down on me 😭

i miss hot cheetos. i wish i could still eat them but they WRECK my tummy ☹️

i seriously hate mondays

sometimes i wake up. drive to work. park in the parking lot. and still have the urge to turn around and go back home 😅

didn’t do hardly anything this weekend and fuck it was so good.

at least it’s friday right??

i don’t wanna go to work 😭😭😭

yeah ok we’re gonna leave it for tomorrow

ok i know i should go to bed right now but i started watching a limited series today and there’s only one episode left 😬😬

emo nite tomorrow with my hunny. never been before should be fun 🙂

had a very productive day. unfortunately i don’t have enough extra time in the bank or i would just make it a four day weekend. soooo back to work tomorrow ☹️

i bought a costco card in july online and finally went today to get a physical one and only bought a couple things. costco is so overwhelming by yourself lol

i’m seeing a urologist in the morning to find out if/when i can schedule a surgery to clear a blockage in my ureters. fingers crossed it’s before the end of the year.

went for a walk to the lake and there’s a group of people BBQ’n. i’m with it. on a shitty wednesday. hell ya

gotta take thursday off to go to the dr so tomorrow is my friday and it better go by fast!!! i’m gonna take myself to dinner at azteca after work which i am very excited about even tho i will probably feel like total shit after 🙃

it’s not raining so i’m gonna force myself to go for a walk and hope that helps. (spoiler it probably won’t)

idk dude but feeling like you ate way too much when you know you didn’t and still being hungry but not being able to eat is literal torture.

made myself a very small serving of pasta when i got home and i was only able to eat half of it before i was full. and now i’ll probably be uncomfortably full until it’s bedtime. i am so tired of this shit.

my dumbass forgot to bring a lunch today (an uncrustable) and only just noticed 😅

the craziest part of this 20 lbs weight loss is that i only went down one pant size. i swear at least 5 lbs was straight tit weight.