so fuckin crazy the show i went to tonight.. the lore that exists… i felt like i was back in high school. but in a good way!! never thought i would say that lol

why did i agree to go to a show tonight 😭😭

i have not gotten enough sleep all week 😅

i laid in bed it was 10:00. somehow now it’s almost midnight. FML

and here i am again up WAY past my bedtime

i was gonna call my therapist today and cancel my appt for this week cause i think i just wanna take a break for my mental and reassess after summer. but i got a text today that she cancelled hahahah problem solved. but also hope she’s ok. i’ll message her tomorrow.

tjmaxx summerween decor is ON POINT

umm my doordash order has a fricken bicycle icon instead of a car?? no way this guy is delivering on a bike???

seeing wind walkers for the third time in september i will never get tired of them

i feel very bleh today

i also slept in my make up 😅

went to mgk and wiz khalifa last night and had a freaking blast!!! didn’t get home till 1am and called out of work lmao. worth it!!!!

all computer systems at work have been down since 4pm yesterday so we can’t do a damn thing and i’m about to fall asleep 😅

can’t wait to take a fuckin nap after work lol

my dumbass took a nap way too late today and now i’m awake WAY past my bedtime 😭

i made a fill appt for directly after work today. like i gotta go straight there. usually i make it for 4 so i can go home and eat first. not sure how i feel about it being earlier 😅

friday thank god!!

one more day!!!

don’t think the redbull did anything today 😅 i’m waiting to clock out and about to fall asleep lol

fuck i really don’t want to get out of bed today

so fuckin stoked!!! i was about ready to go by myself cause i didn’t wanna miss it but reached out to a friend of a friend and turns out there’s already a group going that i can join 😎😎

hell yeah dude bought a lawn ticket and am going to mgk and wiz khalifa next week!!!! on a tuesday but oh well fuck it if i have to take off a random wednesday i’m down

ugh i’m kind of over therapy atm. idk if it aligns with the summertime 😅

is it friday yet???

i should turn off the tv and go to bed…. but i really wanna air fry some cheese curds and overeat lol

i somehow got out of cross training a diff area today but for the rest of the week i gotta 😭😭😭 and i don’t wanna 😭😭😭

it’s gonna be a long ass week 😭

took a nap today and now i’m not tired 🤦🏻‍♀️

seen on i-5 in seattle

i been smelling everyone barbecuing lately with the nice weather. i don’t eat meat but i been craving a burger lately cause of that lol so i made myself a veggie burger for dinner and it’s very yummy 🙂🙂

i get really annoyed when i try to remember where i was at when a travel work photo was taken and for some reason apple has no location on the photo 😡

i don’t know if that’s really considered hiking but fuck i should do more of that. i gotta get myself some bear spray and get on goin

walked the dash point loop this morning. about 5 miles. it was very lovely. it took me thru the campground too and fuck i wanna go campin.

yeah i know i should have gone to work that’s why i feel guilty. UGH

every time i take a day off work for no good reason other than “i’m just not feeling it today” i always, ALWAYS, feel guilty about it 😅

why tf are my neighbors pressure washing their lawn chairs at 8pm on a sunday???!

really hoping they don’t make us work next weekend - even tho it’s first shift weekend - since they’re shutting down the tankline. i don’t wanna work any OT until like october lol

dry june is way harder than dry january lmao. the sun’s out i want a beer!!!

i know the bed frame i bought a couple years ago was pretty cheap but i for sure broke it lmao and now i need to buy a new one 😕

alright. day 13 of dry june and i might break today. but i’m gonna really try not to 😅 i’m going on my friend’s boat today lol

pulled out my portable ac unit from storage and set it up today. gonna need it this weekend 😅

i have been extra tired like all week

i am so tired today 😅 i laid down to take a nap at 5.. still can’t get myself to get up lol so might as well just go to normal sleep.

it’s a little annoying that my nail salon is closed on tuesdays. i really like mondays as a do nothing day

i’ve barely been able to get myself up to do anything today. just not in the mood. i gotta force myself to shower now

i’m also in this mindset right now where i’m just waiting to see if any of my friends will text me. i feel like i almost always am the one to reach out and i don’t like that.. so we’ll see how long it ends up being for someone else to care.

i kinda want to go for a drive. kinda also want to stay in bed literally all day. which is probably what i’ll end up doing.

i’m trying to do a dry june. and now that i only vape when i’m drinking that also means no nicotine june. it’s day 7 and i’m not really having fun lol it’s gonna be a long ass month.

is it too early to go to bed?

it’s gonna be a looonnng day 😅