These last two weeks have been beating my ass. I got some upsetting news this morning, spent 2 hours sobbing in my closet and now I have to teach dance to children. Fuck bro I don’t even want to be here

Broke out the grippy sock hotel *BRR BRR BRR BRR*!! Now what’s the move?👀 #blacksky #blackskygamers #blackgamersky #blerd #blerdsky www.twitch.tv/ceeliongames

Man, I miss having a person… being alone 24/7 sucks. I wanna bother somebody!

Sometimes all you need is a little change up and suddenly life feels worth living

Finally washing my hair after trying to maintain a silk press for two weeks

My nervous system is a wreck right now. I’m just raw dogging extreme anxiety while trying to focus at work. And guess what? My first class of the day is with 15 2nd and 3rd graders 😊🔫

Met some niggas last night who ended up dm’ing me. Def giving vibes of wanting to be more than friends but I’m just tryna make new friends fr. I’m torn btwn stop being so strict, respond with hopes of making friends and not wanting to put myself in a dangerous situation cause they feel led on

Streaming a lil tonight cause I’m gon be outsiiiiiide tonight #blacksky #blackskygamers #blackgamersky #blerd #blerdsky www.twitch.tv/ceeliongames

Gen V is starting to get on my fkn nerves. Why does everyone treat Marie like that? Yes she is extremely powerful but when has she killed/maimed someone just for fun?? She didn’t ask for this nor does she revel in the power. And yet any time she says I’m not a monster all her friends are like👀👀👀 foh

Just booked my first wedding in VA! I needed that win. The past few weeks (bfr…months) have been rough on my mental🫩

The Wayne family has MAFIA TIES?!? whatthefuckisgoingoninhereonthisday #blacksky #blackskygamers #blackgamersky #blerd #blerdsky www.twitch.tv/ceeliongames

da na na na da na na na…. BATMAN!!! Starting Batman: The TellTale series tonight #blacksky #blackgamersky #blackskygamers #blerd www.twitch.tv/ceeliongames

I made a friend in my new city today🥰

Perhaps it’s red heads that have more fun

It’s always “friendship love is just as fulfilling as romantic love!” Until somebody screams “your hgs are not your bf!!” Is my best friend the love of my life or not????

🎵Tell me WHY! Ain’t nothing but a dead beat dad! TELL ME WHY!🎵 #blacksky #blackskygamers #blackgamersky #blerd www.twitch.tv/ceeliongames

God must really think I’m a joke man. He knows exactly who I want to hear from. And if not him, then at least send me a new nigga with genuinely good intentions. Pls stop playing with me🫩

It’s always the niggas you don’t want to hear from who keep popping up

We all in these yt people’s business! #blacksky #blackskygamers #blackgamersky #blerd www.twitch.tv/ceeliongames

Turns out it’s my next door neighbor (didn’t know I had one) I hope they step on leggos everyday never have another peaceful night’s rest 🖕🏽

It’s 1am and it sounds like my upstairs neighbor is playing the drums… What is it with people who live in apartments and have zero consideration for the people around them???? Maybe don’t make all that noise at 1am on a Monday when people are trying to FUCKING SLEEP

This gon be a rough ovulation week

Chemistry or lust whatever you call it that man had me wondering what his locs would feel like in my fists

It’s been so long since I’ve interacted with a man, me and this man made eyes at each other through his side view mirror and I wouldn’t have been concerned if he had followed me home. Good Lord I’m down bad😅

I don’t know how to exactly put it into words but Elmiene makes sliding down the wall music and I’m OBSESSED

Starting a new game!! Come hang out with me🥺👉🏽👈🏽 #blacksky #blackgamersky #blackskygamers #blerd #blerdsky www.twitch.tv/ceeliongames

Every wedding I’ve booked either my client or their family has tried to set me up with one of their cousins or somebody… Every. Single. One. I’m tempted to start saying yes but the last thing I need is for my business to be affected because it didn’t work out with someone’s big headed nephew

We’re finishing The Walking Dead tonight!! #blacksky #blackskygamers #blackgamersky #blerd www.twitch.tv/ceeliongames

Just got home from a mimosa flight brunch and I don’t got no niggas to harass😔😔😔

Found out I can have a fabric spray made using the same scents as my custom perfume. My house is about to smell amaziiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnggggggggggg

Moving back to VA may have been an amazing decision I fear🤭

Fuck that job! I’m going

I wanna see The Paradox in concert🥺

I can’t wait to dye my hair red🤭

I need niggas to get back in that studio together when remixes are being made to maintain the vibe of the song. I love Muni Long DOWN but why is her verse on Yes It Is about her ex?? Changed the whole vibe of the damn song🥴

I hate a perpetually late ass nigga. I hate waiting. If you say you’ll be here in 15, be here in 15. Not an hour late & expect me to be happy with you…. looking at me like I’m mad for no reason. Your momma and daddy should have taught you better! They failed… Miserably! Not everyone on CPT.

Someone told me today that I have the kind of body that other people pay for🥺 I must really not know what I look like to other people. But I’ll tell you one thing, I’ll never look down on my body again!!

ALL(!). No discussion of disrupted or destroyed families, distraught parents burying their children, heartbroken siblings in mourning, or loss of innocent lives. NOTHING, save for JUSTIFICATIONS.

It’s also crazy how much “why are we debating the loss of a human life” I’m seeing cause when it was Tamir Rice, Trayvon Martin, Mike Brown, Philando Castile, Breonna Taylor, and George Floyd (just to name a few) ALL I SAW WAS ARGUMENTS FROM YOU PEOPLE TRYING TO JUSTIFY WHAT HAPPENED

I logged into Facebook (I know🥴) and immediately logged out because the first thing I saw was someone call that debate man who was shot a “martyr”… some of y’all are not okay. Just because someone claims “Christianity” and is killed that does not make them a martyr

Cosplay-ed for the first time ever tonight! I felt adorable🥰

Them writers down to Demon Slayer will always twist the knife in your heart bro😭

Have that lady almost $80 just to play on my hands

Got my nails done at a new shop yesterday and they look chopped😭 Tried to get my money back and they only offered to redo them. So there goes that $75…. Where are the niggas that pay for nails??? I’m going to a different nail tech next week

I don’t know how much clearer I can communicate with this client without being rude. It’s like they’re being willfully obtuse at this point🥴

Few things piss me off more than spending time meticulously writing an extremely detailed email just for the recipient to respond and ask me a question that they could have answered themself if they had just read the email OR 1/2

I’m live on Twitch!! Come say hi👋🏽 #blacksky #blackgamersky #blackskygamers #blerd #blerdsky #twitch www.twitch.tv/ceeliongames

I’m talking lips swollen, eyes dilated, out of breath type kissing! Need that

I wanna kiss🥺