Things I’m trying to do at work today: Nothing More nothing LOADS of nothing

My mom keeps giving me subtle signs that she isn’t a “boycott for the better” kind of person. And it’s pissing me off. I like my daddy more anyway.

I’m irked. I’m trying not to be irked. But I’m muthafuckin irked this GOT damn morning.

Yall .. I’m on my way to the gym. Let’s hope I make it out the parking lot this time 😅🫠

I’m emotionally exhausted. I don’t got it in me. I feel like I’m fraying at both ends, and I have an anger in me that burns white hot.

SODA ! SODA ! SODA !

Everyday but I still love em (from afar)

Sooooooodaaaaaaaaaaaa

I have two potential clients now. My business isn’t officially open until 10/30.

*sigh* no matter, please enjoy my good morning song 🌞

I completed 30 days of yoga today 🧘🏾‍♀️

I paid 3 out of 4 hospital bills cause I was tired of them niggas calling me 😅 I had every intention on letting them shits stay in collections 💅🏽

Runnin his pockets, Britney Spears, make him gimme mo!

Someone with ADHD kept saying we shared similar patterns. Then I learned I’m a high functioning autistic adult with ADHD 🫠

I heard you the first time. I didn’t move when you told me because I simply didn’t want to do it when YOU wanted me to. It’ll get done though. My spider web thoughts make sense. You just need to listen better.

I pull my earlobes a lot. Specially, the left. I also rub my temples and eyebrows a lot when focused. And when I’m nervous, I pull my fingers and poke my legs to stay present. I will mentally drift to keep me safe 😩🤗

I’ve been trying to knit. And I’m failing TERRIBLY. Other than that, I’ve been obsessing over change purses 😅

Every time I think I can stay at this company a little longer, a mfker reminds me why it’s best I just leave.

I started sending DMs and emails to potential clients. This is a big step for someone with social anxiety.

Yall … I want that Coach Kisslock bag BAHD! Liiiike, real bad. Liiiiike, it’s terrible. I’m looking at AfterPay options.

Logo updated 💅🏽😘

My business posts are doing so good on TikTok, but Instagram is QUIET. It hurts because I know people on the gram & they aren’t supporting in the slightest. But on TT, OH! Different story! Strangers really do become the support system you weren’t expecting.

… my parent’s dog just shitted on my carpet IN MY BEDROOM. Now, I’m wondering if the excuse should be “he ran away” or “someone took him out the yard” when I see my dad later. Cause WTF, Quincy?! We were just outside!

He woke me up this morning. & if you’re reading this, He did the same for you too. Amen.

I bought a wig and need to return it because my head is too damn big 🫠

Time for ghetto gospel and “church” at the house. Here’s my playlist!

Got some ads created. Now it’s time to make that lobster bisque as a reward 😋

Ok. Let’s try this working outside thing again.

Lord, I’m trying today. I know you see me. Please let up. Just a lil.

Nicki is clearly mentally unwell and has been for years. Cardi is just a bird. One is dangerous to themselves and others. The other just has no filter and makes bad decisions. They’re not the same.

I can’t wait for yall to see what I’ve been working on. Granted, it’s still fresh and I’m still learning how to make quality graphics, but ya girl has been BUSY.

Wide awake since yesterday around this time. Going to smoke me a spliff and watch TV til I pass out on the couch. Mind you … I have work in the morning

Updated the logo recently after having a mental breakdown. I’m also 100% interested in paying someone to make me one! 😅

Small update: Promo for my business begins in a few hours. I’m building the website and I’m setting things up to quit my corporate job FOR REAL. My only request is when the time comes, please share. I’m putting all my eggs in THIS basket.

people.

… the character limit is preventing me from expressing myself truthfully 🫠

I am trying to have a good day. Or at least end it nicely. & then I got lost in the city. … I got weed though. So we are just going to call this a needed detour.

It’s almost 7am & I have yet to shower. I don’t want to go in and be around them people 😫😩

There’s a lot of hype around this album. And I’m not impressed with either of the singles. Argue with ya momma! Still rooting for her, but I’m not seeing or hearing what yall see and hear. 🫠

I made a TikTok talking about my anxiety this morning and came back to an overwhelming amount of positive messages 🥺 I wasn’t expecting all of that. But it’s nice to know I’m not the only one who feels this way in the morning 😔

Happy to wake up this morning. Pissed to be spending the day at work.

I cannot stand those flauntrepreneurs who be on IG talking about how much money they make a month and want you to sign up for some vague ass training just to have to pay for a course. That’s what they make money from fr.

I think she spelled Slytherin wrong (lmao)

Literally my fat boy. I can’t snack or cook a damn thing without his supervision and/or taste test.

For those who quit smoking weed .. how? For the past two weeks, I’ve been on day 1 😅😫

Lord … I hate this job Just wanted to let you know … again.

Another small update: I’ve completed my Fiverr profile, created service packages, made a new logo and now I’m working on creating an Upwork profile. Cheers to making current investments for future gains!

“Shar-shar-shar-shar-shark a bish”

I was not expecting this to hit as hard as it did. Need to run this back one more time. Whew!