My entire physical media collection in 2 posts. Hard to believe that today might be the last day I'll see them. *sigh*.

I got too sad so I decided to not post an intro for today.....BTW, S4 EP 4 of For All Mankind was f****ing brilliant.

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Again with the "you're gay if you have a girlfriend or love your girlfriend" s****. NO ITS NOT. F**** off.

Well s****. My last day as a housed person. *sigh*.

Rambling about my situation. Also yes I look ugly as s****. Genuinely worried about the coming days.

Also yes, this is a voice reveal.......don't judge me, I've been sounding like that for years.

Want a timeline cleanser cause of my.....breakdowns???? Here's an impression of Bon from The Walten Files that I did.

Or Margaret Hamilton being burnt when filming her exit after saying a certain iconic line.......or Toto being stomped on by extras at times........or the HORRIFIC on-set abuse Judy Garland went through (and of course her life but.....genuinely makes you uncomfortable when reading that).

I always love creating something and originally I wanted to be a game designer cause I love gaming and did take classes....wasn't great at them and just....stopped....and then I decided to switched to writing and filmmaking even though I'm struggling a lot currently.

I really don't mean to be pushy. I'm genuinely scared of losing EVERYTHING and taking too long to rebuild or get back on my feet. I can't go through my 20s....going through so much bulls**** abuse every day.

They......they did......from when the MCU first started until 2012. Also, there's no way in hell Touchstone's coming back and Miramax has their own issues.

NGL, this was kind of better than the first. Still don't see the chemistry between Mark and Michelle....I just don't.

They made a sequel to Family Plan????? Why am I curious about this???? Why am I typing this intro out????? Why am I doing anything????? #NowWatching:

IDK if I can survive on the streets. I don't wanna be homeless PERIOD but if I do go homeless I don't want it to last for a long period of time. I literally have nowhere to go and I have severe mental issues so I'm at more risk. It'd have to take LITERAL miracle for me to be taken in by someone.

Goddamn I'm already f****ing tired.

Gimme Shelter.

PLEASE donate or tip me I really need this!!!!! 2 days left until I get kicked out and go homeless and suffer more. I still don't know if I'll get a job in 2 days or something but....s****s looking bleak. ko-fi.com/noahstickley...

I tried connecting PayPal yesterday but I couldn't do to getting my password wrong so many times and getting locked out and now I only have 2 days till I get kicked out so this has to be REALLY f****ing urgent. Its fixed NOW but you should donate if you can.

Goddamnit 2 days left and I haven't continued my job hunt......IDEK how I'm gonna get one in 2 days.

Setting up a PayPal so I can connect this to my Ko-Fi but I have to do 10 million other things that's required even though I'M IN A F****ING CRISIS!!!!!!!

So...........I did a thing. I sadly don't have PayPal or Strife so IDK if this would even work but....I need help fast and the stress is getting REALLY rough and I'm on the verge of completely losing it. If you have money or time....now would be great (and I've got 3 days). ko-fi.com/noahstickley...

Again.....there's so much to unpack......it compells me.

So.........more weird blind happiness hive mind shenanigans......Yep. #NowWatching EP 3 & 4 of:

F****ing WHAAAAAAAAAAAAT??????

*SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGH*

We're not a parliamentary system Meghan. We can't just have snap elections after a POTUS dies or gets removed from office.....it doesn't work that way.

The "This film I hate was written by ChatGPT" take is like the new insult to writers they hate. Oh no, its *checks notes* closer to the original novel so it must be written by an AI---wait that itself doesn't make sense what the f**** is he on about????

I also think it's time I finally reveal what I look like. (Yes I look like s**** but seriously this he'll I'm in made me this way).

Hey look at that. Finally decided to get this app on phone.

Cannot believe its come to this........I somehow got myself in deeper rock bottom.

Now would be a good time for community to come rescue me----oh wait I barely have one offline.....f**** me then. *Sigh*.

Welp....it finally happened. I'm too broke to now get groceries..........and I don't have SNAP. Rock bottom is fun is it????? (Sarcasm: its hell and I'm desperate to get out).

This was....alright.

Okay, why not go for something more obscure this time???? I.....don't know much about this other than Julianne Moore and Sydney Sweeney are in this and Brad Inglesby wrote it....man has been really busy this year holy s****. #NowWatching:

Neal........no.

Post something random or you'll have an awful December.

......................both aren't preferable at all.

Its Trans Remembrance Day so if you're a cis person, send money to your trans friends...or if you're broke like me, just check in on them and have lovely convos.

*SPITTAKE* WHAT THE F*****!?!?!?!?!?

This looks like a picture you'd see in a marketing campaign for a horror film or a true crime documentary/docuseries about 2 serial killers and how f****ed up they were before, during and after their killings. Look at the smile....ew.

And you wonder why I tell people why I don't wanna job hunt in this economy. This country has turn a majority of the job market into slave jobs where you can't get paid good enough, can't find time or energy anymore for things you love and your mental health gets completely destroyed in the process.

I genuinely can't handle this s**** anymore. If I sit on my a*** and don't do anything, I'm only worsening the situation, any attempts to try and get me out either barely do s****, don't do anything at all or SOMEHOW worsen it A BIT FASTER. I NEED a genuine f****ing rescue at this point.

Nice........hilarious at times (even with some aged jokes) and of course well done action despite being bloodless a bit even though the story can be...hit or miss.

No, I'm not gonna make Woo Wednesdays a thing....though I kind of wish I did at some point. Anyway, I'm just glad I also get to return to my boy Chow yun-Fat...this time in a heist comedy. #NowWatching:

So that's why I saw people talking about harassment over their media opinions this morning.....and why am I not surprised its Smiling Friends of fans of all people to get harassed by???? All because she said one joke in an episode was transphobic and made her uncomfortable....god SF fans suck.

Waking up with a headache after crying yourself to sleep last night.

I.......think I might need to disappear soon. This time around, I genuinely can't scrape by to pay bills.....because apparently we've completely run out of options and I literally don't know what else to do......and I'm not sure what the f****'s gonna happen.