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Yo fuck EVERYBODY who told me Cameron Winter was overrated that beautiful man has my soul

You know for the first time I have no comms I'm looking forward to maybe I should just kill myself

The fact I'm the greatest person to ever live and I'm this suicidal prolly means the entire human race should be purged

If I was given proper motivation I think I could cut my face off

I hate everything and everyone and all I want is an unregistered firearm so I can shoot myself

im da greatest

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I stg getting this job is the only thing that's keeping me going if I don't get it I'm killing myself

Gengar voracious ass 😈 cum-mission for @oceansleeves.bsky.social

At a venue and my friend is being cute with his boyfriend and it makes me wanna kms (lonely)

A year ago I was happy

I wonder what people would say after I died When I look through bladude and Spottedsqueak's pages and see the impact on people they had it makes me think what people will have to say after my passing I know I won't get the response they did, I'm nowhere as near as influential as they are

I need all my haters to kill themselves it would fix me

@/bootfromtv.bsky.social is now the Chance the Rapper of fatfur art

If I could draw I would draw my sona killing themself

I'm better than everyone

FUCKKKKKK WHY DOES THE BATTERY CHARGE EXIST I JUST WANNA PUNCH PEOPLE

I hate when people say things along the lines of "It's your BPD talking", and dismissing me as acting out of character. It's a personality disorder, it is my character, it is part of me.

The people whose downfalls I'm praying on aren't having downfalls.

I envy sociopaths

There are some certain people that I wish death upon

I love jazz but goddamn do they release a lot of music like it takes an entire month to listen to one artist’s discography

But who cares? Really, who cares what I think? I don't even feel better posting here anymore

I hate the cave diver memes, not because they're not funny, they are, but because they're misusing terminology. It's cavers, cave diving is something else

I hate white people so much

In my heart of hearts I still love him with all of mine

So am I just supposed to support someone acting like a fictional character is their s/o

I also am motivated so much by the fact I want to make so many people regret throwing me away

I did so much for him and he used me and cast me out? Feels like he owes so much to me. Feels like he emotionally raped me

I am motivated by the fact that I consider myself one of the greatest artists I personally know and that so many people around me are inferior

"You were living before you met him" No I wasn't, he saved me, and now he's gone. And sure I'm learning to live without him but I still miss him so fucking much

I want to kill myself I want to be loud about it

even just hearing the word gamer/gaymer reminds me of him I want to kms

I wish I didn't have a heart

I miss my friend

Idk if it's voice training or not but there are two (trans) ((not transphobic please don't execute me)) VAs that sound exactly the same except one does hardcore fetish content and the other voices shitposts and sometimes when I hear the ladder I'm like wtf

I want to work on music but I want to listen to music

Okay, instead of wallowing in who I lost, I'm gonna try and engage with who I still have

I really do miss him

I don't want enemies, sometimes I get stuck and I wish I could go back and prevent my actions, and I just want to apologize to them so badly I know I have to move forward and accept that they're gone but it hasn't stopped hurting I just really hope time really heals all wounds

Sometimes when I open discord, before it fully loads, the top person is him It's a painful reminder of how badly I messed up I'm just glad he's doing okay

Fucking Eagles and Chiefs Superbowl AGAIN. Putting me in goddamn suicide watch

How was Anthrax even in the big four? 😭

On this date in 2008, Have a Nice Life - 'Deathconsciousness' was released. 📈 #1 for 2008, #63 overall rateyourmusic.com/release/albu...

I forget how much I hate people