not texting you but yeah. i miss talking to you

The fuq does "invalid handle" mean.

I don’t know why I often go on r/genz aside from being a zillenial but man are they depressed over there.

Lost a few days of posts not posting to my discord oh well.

Tetsing something...

I take my coffee as black as midnight on a moonless night.

Twin peaks is peak.

So I came across, John J. Davis, who had a NDE and ended up writing what’s basically a fully fleshed-out afterlife “setting” based on it. From a game dev perspective, I find it really interesting. I kind of want to ramble about it a bit. I even saved his whole account locally so I can poke at it.

Ima watch twin peaks

Wife: we need to talk Me: RATE LIMIT EXCEEDED

women pulling on my choker calling me a brat and i still go home like “damn why am i so lonely” lmao

Weird feeling, not having a crush on anyone at all anymore :P FINALLY SOME RELIEF. I am back to normal!

Apparnetly its bisexual creators day, i am bi and a creator so yay me i guess :P #bisexual #creators #indie #gamedev #indiedev

Monastery: Ora et Labora #Demo is LIVE on #Steam! After 2 amazing playtests, try the new build now: 🍻Manage Resources ⛪️Build and Decorate 🙏Pray (Ora) 🔨Work (Labora) 🌩Handle Events Play & Wishlist: store.steampowered.com/app/3179120/... #indiedev #gamedev #managementgame #madewithunity

I usually end up calling people various flavors of gremlin, menace, and villain. Lol

i don’t feel isolated i just don’t feel... known, i guess

me: talking to multiple people daily, in vc every night, socially active also me: damn i feel alone lol what is this sarding bug

Any sort of partner i suppose. I am bi after all.

if i ever get a girlfriend she’s gonna have to process the fact that i spend most of my time emotionally supporting other men/women like i swear it’s not a red flag it’s just a very specific build i accidentally spec’d into

It’s really funny that at this point more than half my friends are sapphic women and like 75% are trans.

Meta enshittedfied their VR UI

New necklace.

I dreamed about Lilis game last night. What a weird dream.

Gonna play Starfield after work tomorrow I think :p

I am chaos.

trying to unlearn getting attached to potential instead of reality

I’m told the new Starfield update is pretty damn lit.

I invited someone to a pride party and they said "maybe" lol Im still happy i had teh guts to do that. Even though ive known them for years :P

Probably also need to spend more tiem doing game dev. Was going to go to a kareoke nighht at a bar the other day just to see what it was like but ended up staying late at my grandparents instead. Ugh.

I need to do my taxes lmaoo

Realized something.

I get attached, then I drift. not because i don’t care, but because i don’t stay.

I’m glad people feel safe opening up to me, but sometimes I wish someone would ask about me too.

I know it would be an unhealthy dynamic but, I kinda want to be the one getting put on a pedestal for once.

Steve1989MREInfo makes me so hungry. I want that maple pork patty. Those crunchy hash browns. And his… … …penis.

Update on my cursed pickled cheese experiment. Added black peppercorns , reset the brine a bit. And added sharp cheddar cheese slices. #culinaryexperiment #cheese #pickling

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I have a really dumb idea for a mode in my simulation game :p It involves cooking.

Deleting discord from my phone was a fantastic decision. Now I no longer feel the urge to scroll it while working.

rare moment of looking put together lol

I’m pickling string cheese :p Basically vinegar + a splash of Clamato + salt + MSG, so it ends up tasting like a Bloody Mary. Fun discovery: pickling actually makes the string cheese firm up. #culinaryexperiment

my new diary reads like teh ravings of a mad man lol

Here’s more

Took some pictures while out on a walk.

There’s a game dev reading this… who just fixed a bug that made no sense… and they still don’t know why it worked.

Enlightened jellyfish :P #gamedev #indie #indiegame #indiegamedev #indiedev

bestiary starting to look good #indie #gamedev #indiegamedev #simulation

Added Brinehero.