Therapist kept being like “I need another name” “okay just one more name to list down” “who would you fell comfortable enough to call for this.” I don’t have anymore names. Truly I had just one, my dad. I am a very lonely person. I felt very sad.

Inbox— next cover of the New Yorker: “Mayor Mamdani,” by Edel Rodriguez

Finally made them a set. I messed up the color matching a bit, oops.

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Cat time

My therapist: “I’ve only known you for 44 minutes so far and I already know you are a good person” I get worried because how could someone know that? Have I been honest in everything I’ve recounted? Have I been presenting myself in a favorable manner subconsciously?

Whenever I speak I always try to be genuine/in good faith. Even when it’s kinda a mess and incoherent, it’s from the heart. Sometimes I don’t like the way I said something or realized it could be interpreted wrong so I do my best to properly rephrase it which leads to over explaining and yapping.

i added 2 new options hehe :_3cc

Happy Halloween ✨️🎃 #FireEmblem #FireEmblemFates

I’m sorry for drawing so slow.. 🥲

Happy halloweenie 💜💙🎃 { #chromilla #fireemblem }

Doodle from last night

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hm ok #leokumi

Starting therapy again feels like repeating a course. I have the GAD-7 and PHQ-9 questionnaires memorized. We are going to make a safety plan, yes I remember the last one i made. Copying my own homework.

I can't be the only one who thought of them when seeing these Halloween gummy bear plushies at Walmart 😭 Happy spooky month 🖤🧡 #fe3h #ferdibert

I’m actually super happy the way they both turned out on these drawings. Usually I get one of them right and I hate how the other comes out. 😭

Happy Birthday, Xander. 🎉

YIPPPEEE YAHOOO WAHOO YIPPPEPEPEPE

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It’s been really rough lately but tonight I felt a lot of hope even in the midst of turbulence and so I don’t know I feel very blessed to have so many people that are kind to me and share space with me, it’s really appreciated. Thank you. 🫶

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Cringe, but I don’t care that’s 1/2 of the couple that makes living easier for me and it’s his birthday, so everyone say happy birthday Xander ‼️

Happy Birthday, Xander. 🎉

I just feel like I was not made to belong with others.

Hardly slept at all because of my mom’s nerves over the possibility of a tornado.

fuse #umineko #うみねこ

this part of the convo.. the great need to explain and overshare and just make sure you put things straight when you are perceived in such a distorted manner. Since grade school there’s just been so much trauma… when you are just not believed and you wonder what you are doing wrong…

☹️

I fear “let’s have a lot of children” is both corncore and xancore… they share that braincell that’s for sure

I wonder if growing up the Nohr sibs decided to make the day she was brought to them her birthday. So there was indeed a day they celebrated just for her. When she learns the truth and finds out her real birthday it would feel odd, don’t you think? I think she would still prefer the fake one.

Thanks, she’s mine now.

I really wish Corrin had an official birthday too. I put in a random date in game and when it was eventually her birthday I had completed forgotten about it, it was a nice surprise.

I love corriander

Because I have poor management skills I will be like a week off my anti depressants and so it’s gonna be real painful for a bit.

Officially starting therapy again. I hope this helps heal my wounds.

this other leokumi wip i started

To bake a loaf and have no one touch it makes me feel sad.

Baked a loaf and barely got to taste it and idk I think that’s a blessing… cool in a way that others enjoyed something I decided to create. Especially my family of picky eaters. I see it disappear and it’s a simple thing that makes me happy.

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getting romantic again about that visit to skywalker ranch

I know it in my bones: I would’ve loved that movie…

👁️

What the hell man

I can’t find a certain jp corriander artist mutual on twitter anymore… im so sad, the world gets lonelier 😔 Fly high natsuri_25 you live on in my memories… There are so few of us left

I think today will be an extra forcefully cheerful day yippee yippeee yippeee

I need people’s enthusiasm on my existence because god knows how little I have on my own. I do try and my coworkers have asked many times “why are you cheering/why are we so happy” I’m trying to be excited for existing, for simply being here because I don’t feel it a lot.