I am feeling awful tonight. It always creeps up on me. If anyone wants to sit on the swing next to mine while I cry…

This one will stay like this i think

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Realized I never posted the fall banner I made for my local Arts Council. I was commissioned to make them a fall themed banner, and I'm pretty happy with how it turned out. 🎃 #fall | #autumn | #banner

Winter

All 3 houses lined up!! Was hoping to be able to finish with Ashen Wolves + Byleth and faculty members but they'll have to wait 🥲 #sakky_merch🌷

One of the smallest things at my job I do like, is being able to thank people constantly for doing things and making sure they know that they are seen.

If you think of me, please let me know. If you don’t hate me, please let me know. If I’m not a burden, please let me know. If you like me, please let me know. If you think kindly of me, please let me know. If you think maybe I need positive reinforcement, I do 😭😭

Late night

Yo y el babu….

Hark! Quincey finally pooped. Anxiety decreased.

Every new cosplay I’ve sewn/made this year 2025! (+Remade Past M!Alear) 💙❤️ ➴ Next year I plan to make twice as many cosplays!

Had to draw these goobers after cammy got a new alt. Hope everyone has a Merry Christmas #fireemblem #chromilla

I forgot I’m training someone new today …

This year I actually did read more so that’s cool. Keep it up, girlie!

Did not sleep much, keeping an eye on the kid and his needs. I think I’m finally not sick anymore with that odd virus/cold? Early morning shift. Feeling pretty good. :) 👍

I don’t talk about her enough, but veronica is the secret third cornder love child.

Canon accurate fates timeline continuity in my favorite fic >>>> That’s the good stuff.

I know I’m kind of a loser, but I hope maybe someone enjoys these thoughts too

My show is always on if you really think about it…

How my mind works: there’s like different layers and there’s the thing that I’m presently doing or trying to think as the frontal layer and then there’s a second layer of where there’s a tv and every channel is corriander and it doesn’t turn off. It’s my background noise.

More cringe, but I also like imagining a narrative that follows Siegbert as the protag again with cornder in the background and it makes me just as happy. I like them viewed through their child’s eyes too. And how differently they are perceived from their child vs. others in universe.

In my modern au canon(s) that are constantly playing in my head, outside of cornxan I really only have like one or two other ships that play out in the background. Reoccurring characters… Like sub plots… I wonder if cornxan is someone else’s go-to background ship. I hope so.

Have you ever noticed that the letter’s x and c are right next to each other on the keyboard? Anyways

Corrin is like his number one defender too when someone makes fun of him or the kids are being cruel and it makes siegbert embarrassed, but she can’t help it that’s her boy. The bullies target him but are aware of his dad, so they are careful. I can he does get into a fight when he’s older.

He becomes self conscious of his sweaty hands and Xander’s like “I actually used to have sweaty hands all the time too”. Ofc Siegbert can’t imagine his dad ever being an awkward little man like himself. Fetus siegbert is very wobbly fawn coded.

Modern au Siegbert does go to therapy as a kid when they™ notice he is too stressed too much for a kid. Xander probably also would’ve benefited from therapy as a child, but Garon is def “no kid of mine” about it or “doesn’t believe in it.”

“Say hello, it’s you. The purest you. You’ve been there all along. In memory, mirror, and membrane.”

If you don't hear back, then God had other plans I leave all my dregs to all my progeny Cry for me Cry for me Fate, lead me astray Take me whole and wash me away All along, there was a story Spare me all the allegories please Oh, please

I’m grateful I have the means to pay for the kids surgery tomorrow. He’ll feel better soon enough. Silver linings.

I haven’t been able to properly regulate my emotions as of late, it’s awful. It could be me being sick and the weather and Quincey also being ill. Maybe my period it’s coming up. I am just super quick to feel hopeless and worthless and then hate myself for being unable to feel any other way.

No solution, just very sad. I wish my mom wouldn’t yell at me. There’s no need to yell and just be so explosive always, all it does is make me feel sad that I my life is like this.

He needs surgery again 😔😔😔😔😔😔

Taking Quincey to the vet later. 😔 I want him to be healthy.

I will do a cornder nativity scene this year I promise

I just don’t think there would be any difference in a world without me. I wish I didn’t feel that to be true.

The art I drew for the recent graphic. In all of my art from the past few weeks I kind of did a hybrid paint over/lineart style instead of just doing lineart and going from there. I haven't had a lot of energy so it was faster to skip lineart #leokumi

Leokumi Week 2026 will be on FEBRUARY 22-28! Next year we're celebrating 10 years of Leokumi! The prompts list is coming soon, please look forward to it!

i managed something after all happy birthday takumi #leokumi

princess of the dark

Blue Velvet 💙

Hello hello! If anyone's interested, I'm accepting one more request from everything here before I'll close them all for the year 🤗🔆 #Vgen

Please see the vision.

Takumi or Leo as Fritz is the question. Iago as Drosselmeyer because vibes…

Please see the vision.

Feeling very Corrin as Clara and Xander as the Nutcracker tonight.

Religion has always been complicated for me, but I found today’s mass very uplifting and it was nice to have such an explicit pro-immigration sentiment spoken by the church. I need to brush up on how to pray the rosary in Spanish. I was only ever taught most prayers in English…

Months ago when we first moved here there were distant sounds of drums playing and my mom said “it sounds like aztec dancers”. I wasn’t really convinced since we didn’t have that kinda thing in our old town that was way bigger and thus in my mind naturally more diverse and full of culture.

Feliz 12 de diciembre 💐

Caught the last part of the game awards and once again reaffirmed I am not a gamer. I just really enjoy a few games in particular