NEW HAIR ALSO I LOOK SO MASC IN THIS PIC I'M !!! AAAAA !!!💞💞💞💞

damn right 🥺💞

call me a transaction because I do be acting trans

also had hormone appt today and we upped my dose so that's cool once again she was very surprised at how deep my voice has gotten heheheh

ok worst case scenario happened and I need a new tire ,, oh well ig feel really bad though bc my bf has to drive me to work tonight 😭 not that he minds at all but I hate being an inconvenience ,, also hate my routine changing,, but car should be done tomorrow I have a stress headache 😭

ughhhh scheduled to get my tire fixed tomorrow but an hour before my doctor appointment arrggdhdh already anxious bc idk what I'm doing ive never even been to a mechanic idk what to do or say??? 😭😭 its like the one thing I still really struggle with, really wish my bf would do it 😔😔

ive never had a hole in one of my socks before . until today . I'M A REAL BOY !!!

just gonna try to relax today ,, rainy days are good for relaxing. going to play rimworld, I made my 3 characters after the characters in the book series im reading so its fun lol

having a period while on T is the worst because every symptom is dialed up even more . I'm hungry , I'm angry , I'm horny , I'm tired , ALL AT ONCE best of both worlds?? no... worst of both worlds... 😔🙏

watching midnight mass but all I can focus on is how gorgeous this man is, jesus christ . testosterone you gotta stop ,, feeling like a vampire resisting the thirst lmao-

I don't even know why I kin this character I am nothing like him in any way but the world feels so familiar , memories are so familiar , story is familiar , I knew what would happen the character is revolting and I am nothing like him , yet I slip into his mind so easily, the memories are my own

reading a book with a character i kin literally feels like slipping back into their skin , weird analogy but it's so familiar,, like a key fitting into a lock it just feels, right familiar comfortable me

okay I'm sorry I started off sewing on the buttons but it takes so long I literally can't 😭 changing to hot glue ,, I don't know who I'm apologizing to but I feel like I have to 🤣 sewing looks and feels nicer but it takes so long it's not even fun 😭

this is why I can't go grocery shopping 😔

a drawing of Jade from #fallocaust #breakingjade 😎✨️ wasn't a huge fan of that book but loving the next one, The Ghost and the Darkness!! felt like Jade just got stockholm syndrome bad 😔

STOPP I'm serving food today bc I'm working alone and SOMEONE SAID I SOUNDED SICK 😭😭😭 it's so awkward bc like what do I say 🤣😭 I dont want to say I'm sick bc I'm serving food and I'm not gonna say , oh yk it's the hormones , lmaooo help

T shot day my beloved 💞💞💞

swear I'm going to have an aneurysm over the amount of people I've seen just casually using AI art . pisses me off so bad 😔

anyway , was actually a bit productive today!! did dishes and laundry,, stopped at the store, watered the plants, and did a short exercise!! I always feel better when I'm productive, but it's hard to keep the momentum once I get home also no time for hobbies 😔 oh well,, at least I feel good ig

I spend almost all of my energy on just trying to keep myself mentally stable and well, along with keeping up on responsibilities it's a lot of mental energy to get myself to do chores and such,, in other words , I do not have the energy to be parenting when they do not want to help themselves ,

finally found out my blood type!!! I'm A negative!! which is actually pretty cool, hell yeah

hey 👋🏻 if sunday sadness hits, it’s okay. some days are just meant for blankets, snacks & feeling your feelings. 🫂

gahh my head has been so foggy lately it's driving me insane

yippee just donated blood for the first time ever :) thank you testosterone for making me not anemic anymore lmao

you should be kind for the sake of being kind; not to expect something in return. be kind for your own self fulfillment. be kind and expect nothing.

also we didn't end up going to gospel farms, it was raining too much 😔 no getting hate crimed today 😭🙏

picked up a hat at an antique store and upgraded to emo cowboy

alright yall this is the fit for the day

okay I think i found the perfect piece of clothing to make my gay outfit tomorrow . wonderful

im kinda scared actually bc its literally going into 'enemy territory' in a rural red state , and especially in this political climate, but . they will not make me hide who I am, ever suck my T dick losers I'm gonna be the gayest bitch there even if i get hate crimed ✌️✌️

omg also,, bf and I are going out with his family this weekend to some place called 'gospel farms' guys. you know i have to dress gay as hell. also they haven't seen me in months , my voice has gotten so deep. im going to be so trans and gay at gospel farms

Conservatives/fascists live on such a mentally different planet I cannot fathom. I genuinely cannot grasp being this hypocritical, this empty of care, this selfish and two-faced. Their lives are so devoid of substance that they have to make it everyone else's problem just to feel something

me when I'm in an insecurity competition and the opponent is my mom: 😮😮😔😭😭

ooogh my T shot hurt today what the hell ow

current progress on my next plush 😎

MY FALLOCAUST MERCH IS OUT FOR DELIVERY YIPPEE !!!!!

lmao nintendo announcing DLC for a game that HASNT EVEN RELEASED YET is just . it's too far . late stage capitalism 😔 this is ridiculous. THE GAME HASNT RELEASED ! JUST PUT IT IN THE GAME ! obviously they just want money

hearing the utah governor reading the inscriptions on the bullet casings is . funnier than it should be 'notices bulges O W O what's this ?' 'if you are reading this you are gay, EL EM AY OH'

omg they left such a nice review I'm gonna cry omg 😭😭😭

sorry lol nothing pisses me off more than my mom ✌️ yall know how it is

okay my stepdad just texted me that he finally got in touch with my brother, only for my brother and my mom to start saying awful shit to him??? that it's his fault he's homeless and that he didn't deserve to be a father?? who the fuck says that to someone? genuinely?

lmao my mom deleted the two posts I made fun of ... I see you 👀👀 probably coincidence but she instilled that paranoia into me ✌️✌️ too bad I don't care

「 oh my little cat, my little cat, if only you knew, you were damned from the moment I laid eyes on you. 」

Oh, hey. Visa and Mastercard now say you can't pay for WoW. Magic the Gathering. FFXIV. DnD. Lord of the Rings. Because they're all "adult" content against their ToS just for being "fantasy". Let that sink in. Spread this like wildfire and have people in those circles call them. No quarter.

omg one of our old coworkers is coming back to work again and I haven't seen him since before I started hormones ... this is gonna be SO funny ,, everyone else has only seen gradual change,, i hope he freaks out hahaha

my bf may be old but he really gives a top tier weinering 👌✨️💯✨️👌

AAAA THE AUTHOR COMPLIMENTED MY DRAWINGS AAAAA !!!!!!

omg I just remembered, the most embarassing thing she would was get into arguments with her bf bc she would be begging him to ask her to marry her??? like HE had to do it?? HELLO???? LMAO I would literally get nauseous from the second hand embarrassment. like GIRL ,,,

therapy is me making fun of my mom on social media, don't @ me 💞❤️💞

my mom is so cringe 🤢🤢🤢 she wants attention SO bad also can tell her and her bf had a fight again LMAO what a surprise . abusive men don't change girlie!! even I know that!! come on now. I'd feel bad but she's a bitch too, so! wah wah, grow up and stop giving your kids trauma 😇✌️✨️