I need something man, just... anything. At least a place to live at? If my job is shitty at least let me return to something other than a motel room without ventilation.

Let 1 thing go right in my life challenge (impossible)

Alright, a little teaser (extremely early WIP)

nope, I lied, it got worse

Warehouse job acquired ✅ Only up from here...

After all this time and effort, I once again have reached the point where I think it was all meaningless. Nothing I've done in 3D art really means anything to me. It has got me nowhere and the only feeling I have left regarding it is how much I regret doing things the way I have. I wish to try again

Deltarune chapter 4.... This level of cooking is unbelievable man.

I seriously hope a job can fix me up, the depth at which my mental health has fallen to is new to me. Completely lost all enjoyment in almost everything, my entire day feels like a chore.

I am the most jealous person to possibly ever exist at this point. Seeing one of my closest friends keep achieving better and better things and clearly progressing with their life as I fail to get even warehouse jobs is... definitely a feeling.

I think I forgot that the reason I make art is because I want to

Impulse applied to a supermarket position. Next chapter begins here, whether I like it or not.

I can't live anymore without money, time to go back to the warehouse. It's acceptance time baby...

mfw after months of trying I get a job opportunity and then it gets instantly taken away because of stuff completely outside of my control. I am going insane.

Doom the dark ages feels so undercooked...

I've seen all of BCS at least 5 times now, and this is quite probably one of my favorite endings to any piece of fiction ever. Very close to Punpun for sure tho...

Born to be a game dev man, this shit suits me so much. I definitely still need to get more used to it but god, I have so much passion for it man

:(

Doom dark ages music is rather disappointing. Technically it's as good as eternals, but it's really missing that personality. I won't remember a single track from this OST a week from now.

Man lemme take a break... This is really getting to me lol. And I don't even get to show what I am working on right now, so it's all just work work and more work

Man, it's so annoying whenever people ask me to work with them, because I'd love to, so much... But I couldn't get a single person to collaborate with me on Canopy, and I've spent my last year working overtime to make up for the fact that I was solo. And now I am out of money and time.

There are a lot of feelings inside of me right now. I knew the next steps I will take before the end of the contest tho so this doesn't change much.. But it does feel a little disappointing.

1 hour of work ---> 3 hours of work (WIP)

man...

Best feeling ever is a clean slate...

Welcome to #Alpine, a luxurious resort nestled in one of the world's premier mountain ranges. A haven for skiing, climbing, relaxing, and taking hostages. From @lukyvald.bsky.social, @twinnienl.bsky.social, g3om, and myself comes a new map for @counter-strike.net.

Canopy is done. Having spent over a year on this project and finally being able to call it finished is a really great feeling. I'm a very different person than who I was when I started working on this project.

I do be having to publish the big canopy update now even tho it's not fully complete yet. ...I guess I'll only do a post here about it once I am done done, but an almost complete version will be up on the workshop soon

Realistically speaking, what are the chance Trump is doing literal insider trading with the entire stock market by constantly going back and forth on the tariffs?

what the actual fuck are these tariffs man, great depression speedrun

A Styrofoam friend, don't dispose of him! a silly lil charm for @counter-strike.net, i hope u like it :3

I should post here more often

New tactic for learning to draw: Not drawing for 2 weeks and then for some reason cooking up some of the most devious stuff with 0 references or warm up.

Canopy is another map in the top 10 of our Big Adventures Contest! It is set in an abandoned resort in Indonesia, made by @ynel.art, Ecsi, Charmigan and @darivan.bsky.social. 🐸 This video was made by Dragooney: youtu.be/u4vBbCPq5Ls

sculpted some rocks quickly

Casually working on 4 different things at the same time right now after having spent a year making an entire CS map almost solo, why am I not burned out?

I am distracting myself from mapping by doing some mapping... but different! (please someone hire me my lord I have never in my life felt this insane amount of passion that I feel towards level design/env art as I do right now)

Day 6, 30 minutes again. Wish I could've spent a little more time on it

The level of cooking I am doing on the newest version of canopy is insane... The Top 10 better be prepared. (if I make it, that is...)

Day 5. 30 minutes.

Day 4

Day 3, this one turned out pretty shitty. Picked something too difficult to begin with

Day 2

Daily Environment Studies from now on, day 1, roughly 45 minutes

There she is. Worked hard on "Timber" together with my partner in crime fewseb. We can finally present the first art pass. Our submission for Stage 2 of the @mapcore.org mapping contest: steamcommunity.com/sharedfiles/...