More issues with the office at this apartment complex. Starting to understand why everyone says "fuck landlords". 🫠 Low income housing is already hard enough. Staff and Maintanence treats us as poorly as we were in the shelters or homeless or in the psych wards. (Prisoners worth less than dirt 🙃⚰️)

Found out it's #NationalCoffeeDay today. That's more Rainards' thing than mine (I prefer lotus energy drinks, if I must, or no sugar sodas) Not sure how he knew but he's falling fast for cold brew. Maybe he sensed it? Like some strange super power?? He IS a fox spirit, could be a spirit thing..?

Took a while but the bois have stopped rejecting themselves and each other. Feelings have been shared and talk of planning a date has happened. Moving in as roommates and potential partners might seem out of order, but there's an undeniable attraction of some kind. A magnetic pull we've dreamt of

Had to reschedule a training session for college because the buses are delayed. I'm disabled. This is outside of my control. I have no say in the bus schedule. I know that I shouldn't feel guiilty - they're understanding of the reason - but how lame?! (This won't be as excusable when I get a job)

Playing what's available for Travellers Rest. Played through a couple routes of A Date With Death +DLC last night. (I don't normally like humanoid characters. I'm in love with Casper. I wanted to tease/ruin him. Great to be on the giving side, for once. Now I know why people were obsessed with me)

"Hopeless romantic" doesn't even begin to cover it

No longer looking for a boifriend. Focusing on college and financial aid and housing and a job search. Figuring out how to help myself. I can't even find friends willing to accept me. Forget finding a partner... People aren't on campus to make friends. Too busy with homework, clubs and our grades.

When you have to force a break to detox from how someone is treating you, it makes you stop and think about the relationship - and whether or not you want to continue being around them. Even after speaking up many times, nothing has changed. No longer directly abusive; back to being stonewalled. 🫠

Made it through my first open shop hours for Drama! Invited last minute to a production meeting. That was an experience. Got to see how the beginning discussions for the show happen. and be involved. As a student without a title. I took notes. And forgot my school laptop in a locked room. Annoying

Out greatest wish is to stop existing and be returned to the void. Have no one remember us. Like we never existed. A blip on the radar, nothing more. So ofc we're going to live forever at this rate. If reality is shaped by belief... Then we're not hooman. We're lost bois without love, or a home.

It's only been a few days. Feels like it's been a couple months. Time moves at a vastly different pace for us. Always has. All forms of memory is shot. We have literal brain damage, from many sources. Too many concussions; sleep deprivation; seizures; neglect and unresolved trauma will do that...

Trapped in a host body older than any of us within it. Due to a wish made ages ago, it's stuck appearing in its twenties? We can't tell how Outsiders view us. We can't tell our own ages either. We don't have friends, family or a support system. Not one person who cares whether we're alive. Or not.

Damn that horny lizard... I understand his gay arse has urges, but he could at least pitch in on the chores and cleaning around here. If he must act on such things. Now I'm "awake" and disgusted by the mess we exist in. Like a tornado ran through. I see he did run the dishwasher. Its a start, ig?

Plurality is wild. That's not a Therian joke (this time) I've apparently been "asleep" since Friday?? Thought I was the active one. There's new items in the apartment I have no knowledge of. No memory of. Sometimes this is the only "proof" we have that we have other headmates. That we're a System.

Watching Demon Slayer... Trying to understand why it was popular. The attempts at comedy feel as forced as the rest of the show. Only on episode 12 now but having to drag myself through the entirety of these nonsensical events. If there's an overarching plotline here, it's going over my head...

Went to an informal river clean up event. Need aloe vera gel. Had a long, rough day with little sleep. And I had to block another guy who tried to force me to listen to him after I expressed how uncomfortable I was being relentlessly texted about a situation that should have been dropped hours ago

Joining the Environmental Club at the college. They need a Secretary for this year, so I read the duties and it sounds simple and doable enough, even with my disabilities? Mostly attending meetings and taking notes to share with the group, and for record keeping. Also being the Club Representative.

Joined the loosely defined "club" for Drama. We don't have a hard set day or time. Moreso open shop hours from 1-4p, M-F. I have a meeting set up for next week to ask questions and learn the options. I want to be Stage Crew/Tech. This way I'll gain experience without having to stress over grades 😂

I don't have friends/family/a support system. I'm not as old as the host body. Or as young as the "peers" in my classes/clubs. Not actively looking to fill those roles yet this isolation continues. Despite how there's always a new unhealthy person claiming to want me around. I need the cycle to end

Happy #NationalFoxDay! Today I'm enjoying the fall weather and looking forward to the weekend! 🎨: @lakemutt.bsky.social

Apparently it’s #NationalFoxDay so y’all are obligated to pet me

It’s national fox day! Which means you should donate an egg to your local fox today in order to show your love and adoration for all things fox! 🧡🦊 #nationalfoxday #fox #foxday

Heeey its national fox day!! Had to draw the best fox Tails! Hes protecting Nicole like the floof he is but I think he forgot shes an AI XP Enjoy! #Tailsthefox #Nationalfoxday #fox #sonicart #Nicolethehololynx

Happy National Fox Day! #NationalFoxDay

For #NationalFoxDay 🦊: 399: #Fox , from the ongoing search for all the animals from the 420 original 1906 Moravian tile mosaics by Henry Chapman Mercer on the #Pennsylvania Capitol floor.

It's #NationalFoxDay so show your fop friends some love! 💙🦊 Classic doodle by @/neltruin.bsky.social

For #NationalFoxDay: Ohara Koson (1877-1945) Dancing #Fox, c. 1910s #JapaneseArt color woodblock print "A dancing fox. He wears a hat made of a large lotus leaf." 🦊 ukiyo-e.org/image/arteli...

A pair of frolicking foxes for #NationalFoxDay 🦊 These foxes are from a richly illuminated 16th Century copy of the Persian version of Qazwini's ʻAjāʼib al-makhlūqāt wa-gharāʼib al-mawjūdāt (MS Nn.3.74) See it up close in the Cambridge Digital Library: https://loom.ly/9vanVC4

It's National Fox Day! So here's me just being a fox in the wild 🦊 Also you should hug me 🧡 #nationalfoxday #fursuit #furry

Of course I know it's #NationalFoxDay , they won't shut up about it!!! 😤 #fox #furry #SCSart

Happy #NationalFoxDay, all bsky #Fox fans, fox #Therian and fox #Furry folk!

All of those dark shows and all the "stories" about being trapped within a world designed to kill everyone until few remain standing to fight the Final Boss. Doesn't anyone else think it strange how many exist? That can't be ignored. People are close but stop shy of the barrier. Deep down we know

This truth about this world is that its made up of lies, deceit and bloodshed. Designed to force a "rat race" competition. Cutthroat in the worst ways imaginable. Why do we continue to allow such a pointless experiment? Why do the people not see they're pawns in a Cosmic War? Why stay blinded..?

Praise!! Praise from my oshi!!! I was a good boi who did a good job! 💙 Razzie even admitted so. (If only I could be so helpful irl and get praise from non-video game characters...)

The way people act entitled in video games will never make sense. We went around with honey lures, trying to help people get exp and plushies. We kept asking for input. They just said "okay" to everything. Then complained about how long it was taking. They were rude and without a real reason.

...no

You'd think that with as many times as the police have told this one inconsiderate neighbor to turn off the bassy, booming music...they would learn... Nope. I had to call in again for the same unit; the same issue. They had to send two more officers to give a "warning". I'm not sure that's working

Palia....can we talk about this glitch??? First Her Highness was invisible (yet marked as being at my house plot) and now.... Shouldn't her name be Alice instead???

Missed the food pantry last week. Its hot as hell outside and inside already. Dangerously low on food and fkn Walmart still hasnt given us the refund for the missing items. Called in twice and its been well over a week now. smh Not to complain but we dont have the money to be wasting like this...

YAY~ Dandadan is giving us the Kaiju vs Giant Mech battle we want and deserve!! 💙 (Spinning it into a giant Buddha statue was hilarious. Not sure how many other fans will get the joke)

Hits me today how much harder it is to have verbal communication when I'm deaf and the brain can't process conversations. People speak so fast - and wonder why we can't keep up. Words don't come naturally to us, we're not hoomans. We've practiced the hell out of writing, but we also have dyslexia.

Craving more Furuhashi Iharu/Ichikawa Reno content... idk if this counts as a rarepair or not - and I know that shipping or romance isnt the point of Kaiju 8, but my bois need more love and attention. Watching this show and getting really into it but I have no one to talk about it with. How sad...

I <33333333333333333333333333333 him so fkn much~ (Joined as a Queen's Eye, not to bow to the Queen herself, but because it means I get to continue working with him. Haven't seen him fight yet but its not a romantic kinda thing. No, he's my new oshi. I stan Khajiits (and I'm playing as one in ESO!)

Seems the boi who harmfully requested a break isn't going to resend a friend request. We're better off without him. A foundation built upon lies the entire time. He doesn't know us. We never knew him. The disturbing pattern thus far? Systems quickly, unhealthily attach to ours. That cannot last...

Hasn't happened yet but we're heading towards a real life "and they were roommates" situation. I don't want a situationship though so I really hope we can all stop infighting and get along. My head just can't stay on right around them but for different reasons than Rey....s.... We're doomed now.

I want a boifriend but the chances of a boi being gay for me as a trans gay boi and seeing me as a trans gay boi and being okay with all my challenges as a disabled, on the spectrum, chronically ill member of a plural system and someone who can't even get a job who is starting college instead is low