Gonna get up at 4:30 and drive for 6+ hours! Oh boy! My body is not prepared for this drive... and then the drive home on Monday... Having a sports car is fun! But long drives are extra exhausting. My car is fast but it is NOT luxurious. It's hot, loud and takes some amount of focus to control. xD

The youtube algorithm gods have decided that I must REALLY want a motorcycle. I have no clue why. No. I don't have money and will soon have even less once I have to start paying student loans. Also I'm far too afraid of getting hurt and ending up with even more medical debt. Please stop. ;___;

I'm bored of being depressed. Gonna take a handful of tylenol so I start uncontrollably talking about pinball again.

Was in a discussion today where someone wanted me to cite my sources on something that is totally subjective and just my own belief... So I linked them to pornhub. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Intense dreams of tyrannicide

*Gives your network a little poke* uwu

Been a while since I checked my Steam numbers, let's do tha-HOLY SHIT WHAT HAVE I DONE WITH MY LIFE

Oh no. I just ordered a not-cheap anime figure. My weeb level has increased again. Send help.

The real treasure was the rat we pet along the way

It would be really cool if I had control over the hyper fixation switch. Click it on while doing something I want to do, then off again when I'm done so I don't burn out. I wanna control what I fixate on and when... I DON'T want long periods like this where I have no interest in anything at all.

What the hell happened to today? I have done absolutely nothing and it's already 5:30. ;___;

I do NOT respond well to being told what I can/can't do. The more you demand that I act a certain way, the more I'm going to push against it. No entity gets to police my morality besides me. ...Unless we're fucking. Then I exist to do as I'm told. That doesn't count. :V

I am being a good rat and NOT using the party in my house to test how many phones I can fuck with. :3 My restraint is praiseworthy.

Hehehe Drugs

8 years later and What Remains of Edith Finch has yet to be replaced as probably the most memorable game I have ever played. Some of it still fucks me up. You REALLY REALLY should play it if you haven't.

I-I'm so sorry. There's a catgirl... I have to simp. It is a compulsion; I did not choose this. Forgive me, brother.

Bulbous Bouffant

Ratatan has made me smile, which is more than most recent games can say! Been watching this since the initial kickstarter and I'm looking forward to seeing it expand.

I don't think I'm going out to the show tomorrow night. I'm just all... meh. I don't want to deal with a bunch of drunk people. Unfortunately my roommate is hosting a party though, so there's gonna be a bunch of people here too. :/ Guess it'll be a closed-door rhythm game kinda night.

Live Laugh Ligma

Me at 3am: BABE WAKE UP! Despite not watching it for over a decade, I suddenly remember the bard song from the beginning of The Sword in the Stone. I have to prove it! "A LEGEND IS SUNG OF WHEN ENGLAND WAS YOUNG AND KNIGHTS WERE BRAVE AND BOLD...." (It's a good thing I'm actually single)

I don't wanna drive 6+ hours but I've been down and miss my friends from back in Bend. Sooo I'm going down there next weekend. Honestly, pretty good time of year for it. No snow to worry about and it shouldn't be hot as balls. The drive down might be topless once I'm past Portland! :D

Miso ramen, milk tea and anime. Weeb comfort zone. uwu

Discovering security issues at work like "Damn, if only I was getting paid to give a shit about this, I could fix it right now!" Not my job, not my problem! :3

Flintstones weed gummies

"It's always spooky season if you're not a lil bitch"

"It's almost spooky season!" ... Every season is spooky season when you want it to be. This is just the few weeks where my ink and general interests are "festive" and not "well that's certainly a choice"

I am depressed and deserve a treat for making it through another day. :I

I really need to learn how to sing so I can do a doom cover of Devil With The Green Eyes. Fucking fantastic song if you've never heard it! You're welcome: www.youtube.com/watch?v=YAVu...

Chunithm kinda night!

Anyone wanna go see Conan with me on Friday? I'd really rather go to a show with friends for a change. xD

Mine is Hazmat. Industrial metal. Dystopia Now is actually one of my favorite albums ever and is a huge inspiration for my own music. You should really give it a listen! hazmat.bandcamp.com/album/dystop...

What's a band you love and can legitimately say "They're pretty underground, you probably haven't heard of them"? I wanna hear your favorite shit that nobody else knows about! No, your own music doesn't count here. That's another post for another day! XD

Sometimes I get really anxious when I notice a spelling error in something I posted/sent after it's too late. I swear, I know the difference between two, to and too. Same with your and you're. I have a ejookayshun and am gooder then that.

Consider for a moment, if you will... Rats. Thank you for your time.

This week has been shit. I need to find some escapism for the weekend so I can just totally dissociate.

Ah yes, another game I was looking forward to being horribly optimized and running like dogshit even on the lowest settings, despite exceeding the recommended requirements. "Pay us more money for a worse product! It's so expensive to give our CEO million dollar bonuses for laying off our staff!"

I am sooooooo tired of going hypoglycemic. It really kinda sucks. I just want to be normal again. ;___;

Lol. Lmao even.

Garlic paste shouldn't come in a tube that looks like toothpaste because one of these days, the intrusive thoughts are going to win.

Encountered someone who I haven't seen since I was 20 over the weekend. "I remember you being more of a twink" ...I am still unsure how to take this. XD

Back home! I'm exhausted and VERY happy that I took tomorrow off. Was awesome meeting so many people and hanging out with friends, old and new! Now I need food and sleep... So much sleep.

Resisting the desire to snooze

Stoned on the beach, watching lightning and listening to Dopesmoker with friends. Yeah, this is the shit.

Hey! If you're at Furvana, we're planning a little meet up on the beach to smoke weed and listen to Dopesmoker (and other stoner metal) tonight! Let me know of you're interested and I'll get you in the telegram chat. :D

FVN gang @rynder.bsky.social @varassik.com

I am at Furvana! And need food. Oh boy!

"Sports cars are impractical. They can't fit anything!" Me:

I wanna get some people together to get stoned and listen to Dopesmoker on the beach this weekend. Who's in? XD (I'm bringing plenty of riff tree in edible and inhalable forms.)

Who up silking they song rn