I can't wait for this stupid fucking bubble to burst and for everyone who contributed to suffer for it. Realistically they won't. They'll all hop on to the next magical way to destroy the world and make infinite money out of nothing.

Well that was a fun day that I need like 2 weeks to recharge from... Too bad I'm spending all next weekend being social! I'm gonna need at least a month after this. XD

We needed a little local pride and some celebration to drive away the horrors for a tiny bit.

Hell yeah :D

Let's gooo We just have to play good sport! And they have to play bad sport! (Really though, go Hawks)

I frequently wonder what accomplishment feels like. I always just feel nothing after finishing something significant. It's always just... well, that's done. What's next? And knowing that I'll feel nothing for the next thing makes it very difficult to start anything, especially something valuable.

Starting my Friday night off with a rosin-infused blunt that I got on sale. Just what I needed. XD

My anxiety and stress levels are pretty much at maximum. I do little things when I can to drop myself to like... 90% but it feels like I'm constantly ready to implode at any moment. Why did things get this bad...

Wellp, as planned, I have now re-watched Blade Runner and 2049 after Dune parts 1 and 2. I still don't quite think this mood I'm in has passed but I'm not sure what I want next.

There's a secret timeline where I'm hot. Alas, I'm stuck in this one. Probably for the best. I'd be too powerful. Anxiety alone isn't enough to keep me in check!

...All those memories will be lost in time, Like snacks to a rat. Time to snooze.

I have somehow never played Brutal Legend despite knowing of it since release. I'm fixing this. XD

Got this neat little drum synth/sequencer.... Aaaaand the first thing I did is make the Amen break. Because of course I did. The built in speaker isn't great so I didn't bother recording it... Yet. I'm gonna make a tiny... something... with it. XD

Meds are killing me this week. All I do is sleep and eat hot chip.

Comic badge commission for @varassik.com! ko-fi.com/skuzzbutt/co... #furry #furryart

Minor change, mostly because very few people are close enough for me to be cool with masc. If we're good friends, you know who you are, you can use whatever with me and it's very fine. Else keep it neutral please! :3 ...Except praise. "they/them but also good boy please" doesn't really flow.

I've been real 'tism-y about synths lately and I apologize for nothing.

Stop pronouncing Moog as Moog. Moog himself actually said that while you CAN pronounce Moog as Moog, it's actually intended to be Moog. So Moog, not Moog. And while we're here, it's tomato, not tomato. And gif is gif, not gif. I hope this is clear and helpful.

❗Vintage Comic Badge Commissions are BACK OPEN!!!❗ ko-fi.com/skuzzbutt/co... If you can't use Ko-fi, let me know, and I'll try to help you out! Thank you all who have commissioned me so far. I can't believe I've already finished 17 of these. Thank you!!! #furry #furryart #commissions

I forgot about this and how good it somehow is! (Basically the original Chipmunks stuff was recorded slow and then sped up to give them high-pitched voices. This slows the tracks back down to around where the vocals sound normal.) www.youtube.com/watch?v=tlW9...

House Atreides nuts

Finally watched Dune part 2 tonight. Oh man, it was good! Next up to satisfy my current hunger for a certain sci-fi vibe is Blade Runner (final cut) and then 2049

Brb, changing my sona to this thing

Oh baby it's time. Also damn, these are fuuuucking good now that I tried them... 🤤

I think tonight is gonna be an edible kinda night. I'll do 1 of 2 things. Either I'm gonna watch Dune or something... Or I'll zone the hell out while making drone stuff. Both sound just fine this weekend!

Oh no, it finally happened! A friend I've had for... 18... 19... 20 years, something ike that? (damn I'm old) changed username and sona and I didn't know who they were until I opened messages. Ah, furry life. TOTALLY UNRELATED I SWEAR: you should go check out @skuzzbutt.bsky.social he's cool.

I have encountered this multiple times in the past few days so I need to know... AA batteries... Do YOU say "A-A" like two letters or "double A" (secret third option is to just scream)

I really hate when things that save my life get picked up as fads. Oh you don't have carbs? Keto. Oh you're on mounjaro? MAGIC WEIGHT LOSS Bitch, I am actually diabetic. Carbs KILL me and this class of drug was MADE FOR DIABETES. I'm trying not to die, not jumping on BS "lose weight fast" trends.

Put on the Once vinyl I got last weekend and now Ghost Love Score is gonna be stuck in my head for days again.

I got tired of distillate and decided to try live rosin finally... Oh baby. Well worth the increased price! This is a very good high. 🐀

Come join me in the drone zone™

Is it a contractual requirement to make your game run like absolute dogshit if you're using UE5? Fucking hell, I am so tired of this.

While My Guitar Gently UwUs

My friends got me some new plushies for the plushie throne... BECAUSE I AM AN ADULT OKAY

SEA!

Scrolling through the 'popular with friends' feed... 'Fuck ICE' 'Fuck ICE' 'Fuck ICE' *some dude's dick* 'Fuck ICE' I'm glad we can be FULL OF ABSOLUTE RAGE and yet, still horny at the same time. 😌

Finally had to move the awkwardly sized Weird Al collection to free up another section! Everything is metal except the lower right (and the 'squeeze box' up top)... mostly. You could argue a few. I dunno what I'm gonna do when this is all full. D:

The inside of Music for the Jilted Generation is a timely, but always relevant, vibe.

Oh boy did I ever go out... I should not be left in record stores unattended. I spent too much. XD

Turns out it's impossible for me to not love any synth preset with a name that references Blade Runner

I am in a very Lord of the Rings mood. I don't really know what to do about this, as I don't particularly want to spend 12 hours watching all of it right now. Maybe later this year.

I need meaningful human interaction but the anxiety I face when having to leave my house is immense these days. :/

Why is it so intimidating when I sit down to actually try and record some of the garbage I have in my head? It's like I see a blank DAW and I instantly forget music. All I know how to do is eat hot chip and fuck with plugins.

✨depression✨

Recently changed my media player to something more lightweight and stable... Aaaaand discovered it has a whole Winamp mode that actually supports old skins and everything! My life is better for this.

Have you ever gotten baked, put on a Spaceslug album and snuggled with a giant rat person? ...I didn't think so. But you COULD, ya know.

I am small, soft and angry but trapped in the body of someone large, intimidating and angry.

Felt pretty not-great today... so I didn't actually make it out to do any record shopping. :< I am going to go soon though!

Thanks, ants. Thants. 🐜🚩