Sometimes the algorithm blesses me. www.youtube.com/watch?v=5WOB...

What's this Miku shit doing in Pix's DAW?

Stayed up until 6am on accident. It's a damn good thing I have today off!

I haven't eaten at all today because I forgot about food again. Happy thanks, or whatever!

Thanks for nothin'

Whenever someone types "yoooooo", this is all I can think of

If nintendon't, indie game furry bait will. Consider me baited. www.youtube.com/watch?v=FAyd...

Not feeling hunger is kinda weird. It's like a super power that's going to kill me because I forget about food until I start shaking due to hypoglycemia.

I think my biggest struggle with learning another language is my thinking pattern. I like to ask WHY things are the way they are... And it seems like the answer is often "because it is". I need to stop asking why and just accept the seemingly arbitrary rules. Which my brain does NOT wanna do. XD

I have been tech support for like everyone in existence today. Work, friends, strangers. Wtf is going on?! ...But one person thanked me by saying "You're the best! You deserve a goth dommy mommy." I dunno what it is about me that says I need that? But also actually yes. Please and thank you.

New medication started today. Some of the side effects are hitting... one of which is not feeling hungry. Man. I already skip meals when I'm fixated on something... Now I'm actually going to FORGET that I need food? Would be nice if I could live without eating at all. It'd be so much easier.

Only in my life could a test result confirming type 2 diabetes be good news. Now we know that I MIGHT not need 4 insulin injections a day. That'd be real cool.

Hooooly shit! I've been following this project for what... over a decade, I think? FINALLY in a playable form! :D (well, when things stop being overloaded and you can actually download it.) www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZzWS...

Finally got the cable that lets me use my Meze headphones as a headset. Holy shit, this is SO much better than my gaming headset.

Had Jjajangmyeon for the first time today. Yum!

Ordered: "big stupid rat plush" Received: big stupid rat plush

So I have a CGM now. Which kinda makes me a lesser cyborg.

I was just an ordinary IT loser. No life. No girlfriend. All work. Until one day while crossing the road, I was killed in a Waymo hit and run. That's when I started My Life As An Anxious Level 1 Rat In The Tutorial Dungeon Of Another World

I would really like to be physically and mentally healthy. Trying my best and getting all the professional help I can on both fronts... But god damn. Just let me live a normal life please?

Holy shit this is too real. XD If you do these things at concerts, you deserve permanent diarrhea. www.youtube.com/watch?v=g-7v...

Totally burned myself out today by fixating on a problem that is not my job, nor something I can directly solve myself, despite being technically capable of it. Is it Friday yet? I want to stop using my brain; It's defective.

I was once a treehouse I lived in a cake but I never saw the way the orange slayed the rake I was only three years dead but it told a tale and now listen, little child to the safety rail

Watching Pop Team Epic yet again because I need something dumb and fun. There's a bit with a bunch of fortunes flashing by and one of them was ナナチがかわいい and that makes me happy.

Depression is absolutely kicking my ass this weekend. Been bad in general for a few months but damn, it's totally beating me right now. Ugh.

I am touch starved and crave physical affection. All I really want to do is snuggle. Snuggles are actually metal as hell. Trust me.

My VR tolerance has gotten pretty bad after taking such a long break! Used to be able to spend hours in it with no problems... Now about 3 or 4 Nordschleife laps and I need to stop for a rest.

You know what? Fuck you! *money shifts*

Privilege escalation against my dom to mix things up. YOU CAN'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO, I GOT ROOT ACCESS

Actually, this is a gentle reminder that I may present masc but gender is a fuck and I don't feel like anything when people talk about it. I am just a thing that exists. Unless we're close IRL friends, I'm "they/them" to you. D:<

I have this job that runs at work to do some validation... Every time I ran it this morning, it crashed out on "Validating Gender" This is a very 'me' kind of problem! :3

Sorry, can't talk. I'm too busy gaslighting myself.

Got a message at work about something being vulnerable and requiring a patch. My instant reply was "it's me"

I have a headache but I have stayed in a meeting for almost an hour already this morning, with hours lined up to be on standby for something. I am being very brave and deserve to be praised and subsequently allowed to go back to sleep for the rest of the week.

>Ye find yeself in yon dungeon. Ye see a FLASK. Obvious exits are NORTH, SOUTH, and DENNIS. What wouldst thou deau? >

Actually going to have vision insurance next year. It's about time I go get things checked out. I'm partially blind in my right eye, and I'm curious if anything can be done with advances in the past 25 years. More worryingly, I have also had minor but noticeable vision loss due to diabetes. Fun.

I like that Steam requires disclosure on the use of slop. There are small cases where I accept it, like a small indie team using it for PLACEHOLDER assets or something... but if your code, art, writing, etc. is all this shit? What did YOU make? Just need a store-wide filter to hide this shit.

えぐえぐえぐえぐえぐ iykyk

Here we go again, I guess.

Baldur's Gate 3 came out RIGHT as I started school, so I never got any further than the startish of act 2. I tried restarting a year ago with my (now)ex and we had totally incompatible play styles... I keep wanting to try again but it feels daunting thinking about just trying to get to where I was!

Got everything updated and decided to do a few laps in the C5-R to test new VR settings... I did more than a few laps... And never put shoes on. Heel-toe on metal pedals = ow.

It is finally time...again...!

This project is super cheap! All you need is $100 in materials! First, start with your entire warehouse full of over $200k worth of tools and 10 3D printers you got from your sponsor...

One day I'll actually finish creating something and put it out in to the world instead of leaving 1000 'sketches' unfinished and ultimately deleted.

*beep* (and other rat noises)

Been having a recurring thought lately... Games are largely not bringing me joy (with some exceptions)... But I keep playing them because it's all I've ever really known. I think I'm going to try and disengage from them a bit going forward and see what fills the space. Not totally, of course...

Just as dark at 2pm as it was at 5am. Need to have lights on so I can actually be seen in meetings. I LOVE the rain, but it would be nice to not need artificial lighting at all hours. xD

What if we... Uh... Played Timesplitters: Future Perfect together? I mean... If you want... uwu 👉👈

My mom sent me this and I'm conflicted and have this weird existential thing going on that only furries might get. (While metal as fuck... I mean... You know... I dunno... It's just.... Uhm.........yeah...) www.smithsonianmag.com/smart-news/r...

Doki Doki Rodent Club. You show up and appreciate rodents. The mental health benefits are immediately apparent, nobody dies, and the only broken wall is the one I walked in to because I was too busy thinking about squirrels.

Dragging a friend who isn't really a metal head to see Blind Guardian and Ensiferum next month. Sitting here putting together some of the "essentials" for them to listen to ahead of time... ended up getting really in to listening to my old favorites! Also decided I want them going in unprepared. XD