Created a new RR/Mollusk/Chimera OC Here's Opal the Clam

Looking through and organizing my art archive during my break... I came across a couple of old drawings that I still enjoy. I love drawing and making elaborate patterns. #Art #Imps #Drawing #DigitalArt

At long last, expie beans..

So what I've been experiencing for the past two years. And Recently again this March. Yeah, come on, I've clearly not been stepped on enough.

🌸 Okami style commission for @lanawana.bsky.social ! #art

🌸 Recently finished Okami style commission! #art

I hope she's happy. She deserves it so much. Such a shining light deserves nothing but the best. I don't know if I'm healing. All I can say is that the hurt isn't as strong. But it left room in me to doubt, to be afraid that she hates me, to play what ifs on when she lost that love for me.

octomote! #MoteofArt

kobold hheehe

Welcome back artists! 🖌 🎨 ✨️ Quote post with and old piece that you still like!

Sword Witch appreciation post cuz she's cool

Maggie Mutiny🎇Chimera Godling

Ella of Cinder 🔥 I gotta draw her again when I'm less busy | #art | #digitalart | #artsky | #oc |

...Could I even come back?

...The thoughts are back. ...I feel disconnected from a lot of people. Who I don't. . .I don't know if they'd want me as a friend again. I'd. . .I'd understand if they didnt. I'm disgusting, vile, cruel. . . .

Celeste Roberge’s sculpture “The Weight of Grief” #art

Fuck you. My art of "Princess" Fludd in a cute widdle dress from 2020.

sea angle🐈👻

Quick WIP of Damia between comms and uni | #artsky | #digitalart | #oc | #wip |

zelda gals ✨

Talia Sketch. . . Mother Talia. . . Would you trust to be in her embrace?

A congratulations from Mov #artemis2 #space

Maybe I deserve it.

It wouldn't be that bad if I died, right?

Ah... I see.

Heart hurts a little more I've been turning it over in my head and made it worse. My best friend told me she didnt love me romantically anymore. God I fucking hate myself.

Happy #transdayofvisibility, here is a drawing I did like two days after my top surgery while recovering 😎✌️🏳️‍⚧️

Someone's got a guilty conscience #Vyper / #Wraith / #Deadlock

Halfbody C for @/StingabellyAD

...I'm sorry to people who've read this. I'm sorry to people who've reached out. I'm learning how to breathe again. But every breath feels like it burns.

God it hurts, It fucking hurts so much. Idon'twantmygrieftobreakme. Iwanttoflywithpeoplewholoveme. Iwanttobeheld. Iwanttobeloved. I'msofuckingscaredthere'snoneofthatleftforme. Shedoesn'tlovemeanymore. ANDSLOWLYBUTSURELYIAMBREAKINGCAUSEOFTHAT. ONLY NOW WHEN I AM NOT OBLIGATED, AM I BURNING ALIVE.

My throat gets so fucking squeezed shut when I get upset. I'm just this wounded animal trying to find any sort of comfort. A dumb mutt who is trapped. Useless- God it is so hard to have hope. Its so fucking hard. I FEEL SO ALONE. SO GODDAMN LONELY. WHAT GOOD IS THERE IN KEEPING GOING?!?

I want to be held. I want to be comforted. I want one day to be held in someone arms who loves me and I can just breathe and be in their presense.

Got this idea in a dream of a hot lady engraving armour on a butch knight , akin to a tattoo artist. Now im itching to draw a sapphic paranormal comic 😮‍💨. I gotta stop

. . .My heart will continue to fill up and bleed, and I'm just going to have to try and get through it. I'm going to have to keep going. . . Even if it hurts me so much that It hurts to breathe.

Is it my fault?

Why does it feel like I've been abandoned by people I thought care about me?

If I'm not a monster If I'm not a bad person If I am someone deserving of love Then why have I been kicked so hard these past two years.

There's nothing in there. . . .