I try fixing my sleep schedule I feel fatigued I diversify my meals I feel fatigued I drink caffeine I feel fatigued I take the medication prescribed to help me focus and not feel fatigued…and I feel fatigued. Ok

slimebot size queen. early january if i recall

Hello seasonal depression

this post has 7k likes now and nobody except me just now opting to push back against this wording, so just to reiterate: psychotic is a medical term that suggests scared, confused, cognitively struggling, experiencing delusions and hallucinations. not evil, dangerous, cruel, sadistic, or organized

I feel so good about writing rn that I moved immediately into rough drafting next update and the season finale

This is Slishy slasher to me

I want to draw Slishy slasher in situations

A lot of people here never grew past their days as a teen engaging in bitchy fandom discourse and it’s getting really annoying

BUTCHER'S VANITY II

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I really want to talk to my mutuals, I want to hang out in servers and watch weird movies

I guess I’m just a bit tired, is all

Something I really appreciate about Junji Ito is how little he gives in the way of explanation for sudden circumstances, a building can come alive just because and deadly balloons can swoop out of the sky because he said so. Trying to take that mindset with writing pendog.

“It follows inspired ambient music 1 hour video” and its fog horns and scary violins what are you doing

I think censorship is a hammer that flattens the nail that is the discussion around porn

What a headache this week has been

Mutuals only

The landscape crews all together now

Would you all be mad if I admitted after two years of going into debt at animation school I finally realized I might just not like animating

putting a giant sign that says “I do not condone this, you are a valid human being and I’m soothing your anxiety at being forced to consider the author and character as two seperate people, it’s ok you’ll get through this baby, this story is filled with morals” I can’t stand people anymore

Small group of people engaging with my project are not considering that I am a Trans woman of color and talking to me like I’m a cis white man and it’s pissing me off

Mutuals we should talk more come join my party (DMs)

Happy Butch day, what a strange adventure identity is, I kept opening increasingly perplexing trap doors before finding where I currently am now…and there are still more doors.

Did you see

Did you see

It’s just been. A really bad day.

Went to do errands and kept getting lost and my bus ran past my stop and a woman flung baby formula on me by accident and I almost had a meltdown because I just wanted to go home and it was 1000000 degrees now I’m really depressed and don’t feel like eating or doing anything and

Is there any way to deal with spine pain that isn’t relying on painkillers

Doing my breathing exercises

Feeling a bit depressed and stressed out

Knowing exactly what I want to write next update and having bullet points drafted out to help me easily do so but not having the energy to start writing yet makes me feel like I’m gonna go insane LET ME WRITEEEE

Everything and everyone is kind of getting on my nerves lately. People on bsky are really ramping up their “I won’t investigate racism/ableism in leftist spaces, that only exists in conservative spaces and if it exists in our spaces then it’s necessary to uphold democracy” bullshit

Got overwhelmed by life for a moment

“The hippies had the right idea” no they fucking didn’t. White artists can’t stop reinventing the fantasy of abandoning their communities and running off to live off the land (that BELONGS to native Americans) with zero background in farming.

It’s not a pre requisite to getting better but I hope people are proud of the new person I’ve become. I used to be such an angry person who lashed out at everyone. She’s gone now, sometimes it feels like I’m someone else

Tumblr racism is a whole different breed than twitter racism. Tumblr users are so smug about being stupid and finding comfort in their whiteness I’m afraid. Like they’ll condescend to you why they are ethically racist.

The great thing about bluesky is that I can unpin my feeds. I’m not here to read everyone’s posts you all are here to read mine and interact with mine. Unbothered, nothing pissing me off, the way it should be.

I’m also thinking about the final conversation with the visitor

This game understands

Look outside understands how uncomfortable it can be to have a body.

you dont have to "GOON" you can simply MASTURBATE you can JERK OFF. i promise

His stupid jacket keeps sliding down his chest lol. Slut

Do any mutuals want this character, I don’t use him anymore and I’m sure he’s sad to be on the shelf

Do any mutuals want this character, I don’t use him anymore and I’m sure he’s sad to be on the shelf

I’ve been getting to know more about Hecate as I work on her for this project and a big part of her theme is like. The way in which white women downplay their role in systematic violence and fascism. Hecate used to just be a 2 bit flat villain who wanted to take over the world but now she represent-

Four days until everything changes forever (scared of this kind of)

Having chronic fatigue is genuinely so fucking annoying

Yuri for @rubberhoes.bsky.social #cumofthekiller