We need to return to the age where dudes were publishing 500+ page encyclopedic tomes on railroad history instead of whatever the fuck it is they do now. Bro stop listening to Joe Rogan and start listening to the ghostly echoes of the long lost Milwaukee Road Pacific Divison.

Feeling kinda burned out with the whole latex thing right now, lads. I'm on a too intense physical therapy schedule to go to local events, I feel ambivalent and uninspired when it comes to photoshoots, and more generally it feels like the scene is just a rich people status thing than it is fun.

You really expect me to believe the New York Central built the streamlined J3a Super Hudsons before Tylenol was around to cause autism???? EXPLAIN THAT SMART GUY 🤔

I'm trying to wean myself off of social media as much as possible because this shit sucks and makes me depressed and I do not want to engage with it anymore.

idk man im kind of at my limit with the whole fascist america thing this shit sucks

the problem is i need a facebook account for professional reasons but the algorithm has learned to rage bait me with an endless stream of people mis-identifying historical photos of the new haven railroad, which happens to be one of my idiot savant talents

I regret to report the heritage scheme terrorists are at it again. This one's maybe less offensive than others but it still looks bad and doesn't work on this locomotive body. YOU HAD ONE JOB AND YOU FUCKED IT UP.

they gotta invent some sort of time travel that allows you to go back to bars that have closed without negatively affecting the current timeline

i got to take an out-of-town friend on a tour of my local abandoned mental asylum WE'RE SO BACK (seriously a month ago I could barely walk to the café across the street and now look at me.)

I can't take the concept of "third spaces" seriously. You can just saying "hanging out in a park" like a normal person and spare me this shit that sounds like an alien half remembering a Jane Jacobs essay.

using my vaccine autism powers to tell a man on the internet that he's wrong and it was common practice for the new haven to run baggage cars on their commuter trains

there is no way that Trump is dead i can't take the rumors seriously don't get my hopes up like that

pop psychology be like "do you feel weird sometimes??? do you have hobbies??? congrats you're autistic now"

pvc from temu is not latex and i'm begging people to learn the difference REAL FETISH FREAKS CAN ALWAYS TELL THE DIFFERENCE

lesbian jello wrestling IT'S THE GAME OF GAMES

Wait did a transwoman really get banned from bsky for posting "I wish ill on JK Rowling"???? What's going on???? If that's true then you can ban me too because I also wish ill on JK Rowling.

I found a liquor store near me that sells ArArAt, the Armenian brandy that the Soviets loved so much they nationalized the distillery. I couldn't afford the 25-year aged variety that apparently was Satlin's favorite so I had to settle for the more proletariat 5-year aged bottle.

[Ben Shapiro voice]: So let's say, hypothetically, that you're party rocking with a mouse tonight. Let's also say, for the sake of argument, there's a piece of cheese. Does it not stand to reason that you're gonna have a big bite?

I'm back in the "exhausted from surgery" hole so it's time to post old photoshoots for attention

You would think the subset of this genre that's "skinny white lady with a blow out in a basic latex outfit BUT THIS TIME she's on the train" would appeal to me but I'm not that fuckin basic. SHOW ME SOMETHING I HAVEN'T SEEN 10,000 TIMES BEFORE PLEASE

oh wow a photoshoot of a skinny white lady with a blow out in a basic latex outfit how fuckin creative never seen that one before where do people come up with this stuff i love it when fetishwear is generic and boring as possible that's really what inspires me

Some woman tried to open an ABDL playspace called The Diaper Spa and was super public about it. Apparently she only ever saw three clients there before it got ultra shut down. But now I get to tell everyone I'm from The Diaper Spa town so it's a gift that keeps on giving.

Friendship ended with tight fitting latex. Now loose fitting latex is my best friend.

i love living in the future it's great not having to pretend to like radiohead anymore

Fighting with some guy in YouTube comments about how steam locomotives work so that's how well "staying in bed resting recovering from surgery" is going.

Today in "getting older is weird": Apparently there's a multi-year museum exhibit dedicated to a now-defunct regional theatre I used to work for and it's like.... man it did not seem like that long ago that I was programming lighting consoles there and now it's Part Of History.

Saw the surgeon for a two week follow up and it's confirmed that I'm winning at bottom surgery which is normal to want and possible to achieve

Too bad those Red Tent gatherings aren't a thing anymore because I really wanted to join one so i could bottom surgery free bleed all over a bunch cis wombyn moon goddesses.

man i feel like if you have to ask questions like "is israel committing a genocide" or "is the ice detention center a concentration camp" you already have the answer

It's probably going to be awhile until I can wear latex again so in the interim enjoy a classic "posting old photos for attention" post

I guess I can't post "hey I got through bottom surgery okay" without some blue-wave clout chaser re-posting it with an f-tier riff. Really the fool here is me for thinking I can make personal posts on social media instead of an endless stream of content.

you guys the surgeon took a picture of me while i was in the or for bottom surgery

I can't believe Mamdani made the Port Authority Hudson Tubes transgender.

I'm on WOKE Amtrak going to COMMUNIST SHARIA New York to have the TRANSGENDER FOR EVERYONE surgery 😎

shout out to the 7 people that routinely like everything i post you really keep me going (the air has been poison all week and i can't go outside for more than about 30 minutes even with a mask on.)

I did the most high femme errand imaginable and took my fur coat to a shop to be cleaned, repaired, and stored. Anyway I have a fur guy now and he's a cool old Armenian who got really excited when he saw my last name.

every time some politician is like "i grew up middle class. we didn't have much but it was an honest living" i want to scream. I TOO GREW UP MIDDLE CLASS AND IT WAS UNSPEAKABLE LUXURY COMPARED TO HOW I LIVE AS AN ADULT

every two years i get to work on a big opera festival for a day or two and i really wish we could pull our heads out of our collective asses about funding the arts because THAT IS NOT NEARLY ENOUGH TO SUSTAIN ME I NEED MORE

Lesbian Gate Bipolar Transistor

trannah montana the best of both worlds

GOOD NEWS EVERYONE the off-the-rack latex bodysuit I risked buying fits more or less and is the perfect thing to layer my Demask torpedo tits over, which is exactly what I bought it for. We're so back.

Sickos yes ha ha ha yes I can't wait to read @garethdennis.bsky.social 's book

I'm not one for destination fetish events these days but enjoy this blurry selfie I took at Fetish Factory like eight years ago.

Invite me to your party and I will show up in fur and rubber with a bottle of Veuve Clicquot

EVERYONE BOOK MARIA SHE'S SO TALENTED

what if the fetish event afters was just hanging out in this dimly lit haunted-ass hotel staircase

fit check

being over 30 isn't the life milestone you think it is time is fake do whatever you want whenever you want idk drink water or something

Flat pack furniture.... for men! GUYKEA TACTICAL BOOKSHELVES

Getting my hair done