in case u didnt know, today is unfortunately the last day to watch bottoms (2023) on netflix!!!!! its my fav movie ever!!! check it out!!!!!! this is how i feel abt not being able to watch it ever day anymore!!!!

i have to work the “patient engagement” vaccine table for 2 hours….by myself….please please send thoughts and prayers idk the first thing abt vaccines why did they choose meeeeee

i pushed and pushed (i like to go out….and push) my dr to just give me an isotretinoin (accutane) script bc i had been so mentally stable for a couple months and i was like i can handle it….and now he might actually give it to me and i have been NOT so mentally stable lately🤡🤡🤡big clown moment

does anyone have oil cleanser recs? im currently using BFD by fourth ray (colourpop) and its…fine?? it smells nice?? idk anymore

i got another tattoo today and then worked 4 hours and i was like itll be fine its only 4 hours…..im home now and so tired….the fool is me!!

imagine what my life wouldda been like if i kept figure skating!!!!! things to consider!!!!

my sister had surgery today and i was her support person and i did my absolute best to be there for her!! she wanted a latte after she woke up so i took her to get one, then when we got her home i played stardew on her tv until she fell asleep, then i cleaned and tidied her place!! tired but happy!!

a tornado hit my hometown???? and potentially my place of work?????? hello????????????

ooooooh big bad nightmares all night…gettin real sick of that!!!!!

this evening my grandma told me she thinks i should try to get off pills (antidepressants) and for some reason all i could think of was joe’s thank god for antidepressants mug merch…. anyway i told her no lmfao

i seriously genuinely need to stop eating sugar but i have very little self control and like its gotten to the point where i feel very guilty and awful when i eat sugary things but i still dont stop!!!!!! does anyone have and advice or words of wisdom on this?????

hahahaha i just got to the part of todays vod where joe showed the card i sent!! very glad the irl bits were appreciated and that i did not in fact trauma dump🤣🫶💖

btw this is what i got!!!! my first tatts that aren’t on legs/arms!!!! very very happy!!!!! probably gonna go back to add pink to the details at some point!!! also i went to elementary school w this tattoo artist???? and didnt know till i was at the shop???? lol

im at the tattoo shop!!! waiting for my vday flash!!!!! im so excited!!!!!!!

my grandma said we might get fiber optic (??) internet soon…what if this is my chance….to have the lowest quality streams of all time….on my 6 yr old laptop….yes….yes!!!!!

had a hangover at work so i caved and got starbies (not proud) and it helped a lot but now my stomach is like GIRL since WHEN do we drink coffee???????????

facemask & frozen marg timeeeeee (i need to go to bed)

pov: you walk in the club and see this on the dance floor

me in my living room under blankets absolutely bopping around to carmen’s encore show

i finally saved up a lil bit of money and now im boutta blow it all on tattoos and maybe piercings too why not

i love when yall take screenshots and i can see joe hanging out in the corner of the screen…me too girl me too

almost every work day i buy sushi for lunch and then i desperately hold on to the wooden chopsticks to eat every snack i brought for the day bc i have a little bit of a germ phobia. is that okay??????

hey while we’re all talking about migraines, does anyone have advice for ocular migraines???? i usually get them very rarely but ive had 2 in the past week and im not feeling great abt that🥸

my autism superpower is listening to tik tok by kesha for 30 min on repeat is which is approximately 9.3 replays in a row before sitting down to eat my dinner and watch hmj for the ???th night in a row (too many to count, also it would be weird if i counted)

i worked a full 8 hours and then went grocery shopping and then dropped off some grapes for my sister and then drove all the way home and put all the groceries away after lugging them up the snowy icy hill and now….im a little tired!! crashing out one might say!!!!

am i becoming obsessive abt rosalía? yes. am i contemplating saving up for rosetta stone to learn spanish so i can actually sing along to her songs? also yes. its called having a hobby. i am a well-rounded adult, you see

woke up at 6am to my cat having taken the stinkiest poop ever, had to go scoop it and light some incense bc it was that bad!!!!!! then came back to bed and put on an old nancy drew vod to help me fall back asleep!!!!! bc i am not a person who wakes up at 6am!!!!!!

why the fuck is it snowing MORE

does anyone know any divorce lawyers in the state of indiana who wont charge me a bunch of money???? totally just asking for a friend🤡

just scrolled thru insta for the first time in a looong time…dont love it there!!!!

my job is playing spice up your life….maybe today is a good day

happy birthday to THE diva of all time: @halfmoonjoe.com !!!!! love u so much!!!! thank u for the laughs and FUN!!!!!!

feeling very discouraged about my little exercises and not making progress but i did them today anyway😤😤😤😤

YOU CAN GIVE YOUR HORSE A CARROT IN STARDEW????????

im so done with this snow and the cold!!!!! i want to go on a WALK!!!!!! without needing some fuck ass tennis racket looking snowshoes!!!!!! god!!!!!!

this is fucking stupid

the face of someone who has just about had enough

trying so hard to be like “yay snow :)))” but the truth is i miss shorts, i miss walking outside, i want to be barefoot on grass, i want to lay in the sun and feel WARM!!!!! i am not a winter bitch!!!!!! i will be a spring/summer bitch until i die!!!!!!!!

ive slipped up a few times in my sobriety journey (weed) and every time its proven to me again and again that i am actually happier and a lot more mentally stable sober…..who fucking knew!! its good to know i am making the right choice by quitting!!

made myself a vegetarian protein monstrosity (plain greek yogurt, pb, honey, vanilla protein powder, almond flour, choc chips) and it sure is edible but am i having a good time eating it? no….absolutely not

the art school i went to for 2 years of college and then dropped out is….thats right….SHUTTING DOWN! joe and i have something veeeery special in common now😌 heres hoping they cancel my student debt from it🙂‍↕️🙏🧿🤍⭐️

im in a bad fucking mood and im eating some sugary and corn syrupy snacks to feel something!!!!!!! im supposed to go on a date tonight and im just sad and angry!!!!! at like nothing in particular!!!!!!

i forgot to leave my faucets dripping so the pipes froze🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡i have no water and i really need to shower before work🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡GOOD MORNING!!!!!!!

the team from my hometown won The F00tball Game…here’s hoping tomorrow is dead bc everyone is hung over🤩🙂‍↕️🙏🧿

looking at tinder after a week is like…what the hell was i THINKING? what did i see in some of these guys???? who let me do that????? time to not go on it for another week!!!!!!

so much peace and love…i absolutely dont mean this meanly and it has no real effect on my actual life so dont take this too seriously….but…….im begging yall to stop reposting things until we can filter the hmj feed to not show them…..

im in love w this picrew in particular!!!! they let me have little alien antennas!!!!!

Going here to have my taxes filed in case anyone asks.

i didnt know the iphone 15 came in baby pink….i totally cant fucking afford a new phone but if i could u can bet ur ass i’d be getting that pink phone bitch