I am so ill right now😭 no amount of tea in the world will fix this. So I will rest until well. What’s your favorite Disney movie?🥰 Imma need entertainment🫶🏻

Just bought new AirPods. I hope I won’t regret it. Going from a 2nd gen to a 4. Mostly worried abt the shape because my ears are TINY.

I miss Adar😭 That’s it. That’s the post.

I am 2000 days sober today🥰

"Celebrimbor, whatever so inspired this epiphany, I assure you, we haven't the time for it." "On the contrary... we would appear to have all the time we need. The candles have not burned an inch all day."

Writing fic again. Devastating angst, as usual🥰

Editing people: I was desperate and I am trying out Wondershare Filmora (?) Any comments? Advice? Other options? I mainly make edits for TikTok to cure my brainrot🥸

I guess that was the end of my editing days. CapCut is completely unusable. Effects/transitions are removed, overlays no longer work and a bunch of other shit. I PAY FOR PRO FOR FUCKS SAKE Fuck you :)) Any other options that are NOT AE because the user interface makes me want to commit a felony.

Making caramel fudges for X-mas. We are plotting world domination.

I wanna write a reincarnated-Galadriel Dracula-Adariel. Where he is truly pathetic after mourning her for a million years. I’ve been in a writers block for months but the gothic is calling and I have two weeks off uni🦇🦇🦇

I wanna do this too! Give me a number and I’ll give you the song🖤

I am so glad I paid Dani Filth money to scream in my face. Honorable mention: the man from Suffocation also screamed in my face🥰

Cradle of Filth night✨🖤👻

Handed in thesis for new review. Cradle of Filth tomorrow. It’s snowing. 🥹

I bought yarn in yellows, oranges and brown so I can make sunflower granny squares into a blanket🥹 I’ve never made a granny square in my life but I want a sunflower blanket🌻

Drawing my comfort zone for umpteenth time 🥲🖤 #adar #trop #speedpainting #quickstudy #doodle

Managed to redo another chapter today. Currently making roast potatoes, watching Fellowship of the Ring and knitting xmas gifts💕

Started thesis edit/revising a full 12 days before deadline to avoid the soul-destroying day before all-nighter👻 Look at me go (and possibly continuing)

"While you are alive, what recourse do you have but to live?" #Frankenstein #Frankenstein2025

The brainrot is REAL ✨✨✨ What a masterpiece 😭🖤🖤🖤 #frankenstein #guillermodeltoro #jacobelordi

Meeting with advisor went well. I am strangely motivated. New deadline is Dec 1. As he said, «This is a process of learning for both of us.» For the remainder of the day I shall retreat into my Frankenstein bubble and rewatch Bride of Frankenstein🖤

Today’s the day! #frankenstein

I will not write Adariel Frankenstein!AU. I will not write Adariel Frankenstein!AU. I will not—

Frankenstein was mesmerizing. My English literature degree having behind is obsessed. 100/10.

«Golden brown..»

Time to edit Gil-galad because I miss him. Haven’t edited anything since August and it’s definitely time✨

Give me horror movie recommendations please👻🖤🦇

Happy Halloween, lovelies👻🦇🎃

What I really want is the Silmarillion written in the style of the Princess Bride

D O N E! Absolute and utterly, goodnight👻

I am so not watching the new Witcher. They fumbled so so hard it’s insane. I am a certified Cahir girlie and I won’t even watch for him. Which if you know me SPEAKS VOLUMES.

One page left. I want to cry I am so tired😩 it’s getting handed in for review TODAY regardless.

Thesis progress. Previous research chapter is almost done👻 I’ve cut 18 pages and I felt each and every one of them in my soul.

It didn’t. I got two hours. Woho. Now imma finish a thesis chapter fueled by spite.

I’ve slept four hours in the last twenty four. Let’s hope that this makes me actually fall and stay asleep tonight.

nessie

Partner is not a horror person. I am. All year. I am working my way through the Halloween movies as I do every October. Yesterday we watched the third. «Six more days till Halloween Halloween Halloween. Six more days till Halloween. SILVER SHAMROCK.» Today he begged me not to hum it.

hey now hey now now sing thys corrosioun to me

5258 thesis words. Its 4 am👻

I’m taking care of my childhood self and watching the Munsters🦇🖤 Lily Munster, you will always be loved by me🫶🏻

My dad just called to sing my cat Happy Birthday. Because cat is his grandcat and it was important, dad said. I agree.

Please wish His Imperial Majesty Mayhem Agamemnon Augustus III a happy birthday. Today my beloved void turns 8🖤

3900 thesis words👻 PROGRESS!!

13 year old me is SOBBING. 29 year old me LIVED IT. I have waited for 16 years!! SIXTEEN. Wednesday handed me a purple plastic spider from that lantern. And then, he looked me straight in the face and smiled at me. I could count his teeth. Weds, I love you🖤👻 thank you for the spider🥰

I haven’t slept more than three hours a night for a few weeks now. I have made a dent in the amount of thesis work I have to do to combat the academic stress. Solution: make lasagna and eat it straight out of the dish. Read the Silmarillion and GO. TO. BED.

Morfydd Clark at a screening of Hamlet

I have LOTR in the background while writing my thesis. It will probably be about an hour before Aragorn son of Arathorn has my undivided attention.

I have planned a sequel that further lives off of what I call Tolkien inspired Susie-lore.