My one wish is that people could stop messaging me only stickers and vague bullshit. I really hate passive non-verbal bullshit cause it makes my brain spiral to figure out what they want and I just get angry.

I find it hard to find someone that cares about me sometimes but when I look at the news and the world we live in it makes sense.

This idea of "I deserve to be respected" lingers on my mind but that doesn't apply to me. I can be ignored, I'm often ignored, and deep down that's just natural to some that they don't even see the hypocrisy. I don't know what to do but just keep moving on.

I'm so ready to die sometimes. Not in an edgy way but like I have been so close so many times part of my brain says "life goes on you're just a random negro" but also I wanna achieve something in my time I want to help others I just suck at...life? But I'm not white so I can't unfortunately.

Sorry to worry anyone I haven't had my painkillers in two days because the pharmacy is out and after being 5 months pain free it's coming back and I'm feeling incredibly irritable again but the realization I can never not take these pills and opioids hits me hard.

Clair Obscur: Expedition 33 is one of the greatest games I've played. I wanted to show my love for the game and did so in the only way I knew I could, by learning how to make baguettes! Recipe can be found here: pixelatedprovisions.com/2025/10/08/c... #Expedition33 @sandfallgames.bsky.social

FUCK Sickle Cell Disease dude. I hate relying on painkillers my whole life from now on just to feel normal.

The biggest downside to having two powerful long acting painkillers going all day is the afternoon crash I suffer. My strongest drugs "activation" time I can almost clock in 4 hours after taking it. Help me please

I legit have not had any issues with Borderlands 4. I think there is a level of people just want to complain and gang mentality on the internet is rampant. Cyberpunk 2077 was a buggy mess and I was upset but not shitting on the developer nonstop for it.

Thank you @borderlands.2k.com for adding this. As someone recently diagnosed it's made shooters much more tolerable.

Getting to go out with the hubby, see friends, go home and have the most fresh and crispy Mcdonalds fries ever and some burgers on the way home was really nice.

Clarification, since a comment made me realize my wording could be misconstrued: When I say "a payout and an apology," I mean ABC/Disney should apologize and give a huge check to Jimmy Kimmel for their rush to bend the knee, not Kimmel apologizing to anyone. He owes nobody anything.

Today I'm attending my first walk/run for Sickle Cell in Franklin Park. If you wanna share or donate it'd be appreciated. This is my team. sicklecellhope.myevent.com/participants...

Stop letting people convince you being an Empath is some great cool thing it's not. It really really really really sucks and hard to control. I've always hated this feeling I get and it literally drove me crazy at one point. It's not fun when people are at their lowest.

I grew up having to accept never really understanding why is "The black person always dies first" a universal trope in media? And now just a funny ha ha we've become so accustomed to?

Oh the shooter was a white republican who loved guns(shocker). Great so now everyone on the left can respectfully ask the conservative party to fuck off and deal with their own. But of course they will somehow blame everyone else.

1/2 In case you were wondering why the incorrect rumor of “trans activist” and “fascist symbols” on ammo started, it’s because arrows and initials are common ways manufacturers stamp ammo. Including “TRN” the ironsight and a direction broad arrow:

Let's not forget the two democratic lawmakers who were shot and killed a month ago. Escalation has already happened and the right makes it very clear they want to kill everyone else.

Bitches out here making million dollar movies and documentaries about white guys who are renown serial killers. Don't see any Michael Brown or George Floyd movies or specials? We only matter to the media when we are suffering.

What happens when all the criminals in America are gone and Trump finally defeats us but there's still mass shootings and killing? Who's the next target demographic to villainize?

"Political violence only brings out more political violence" Well as long as the gun loving right wing sycophants are empowering their own to kill each other I'm sure we've gone way past escalation. January 6 did happen and the one who are out there Trump released from prison.

Happy Birthday @rabbarab.bsky.social! Hope it's a SMASHER!!

It's refreshing that people have to be respectable about gun violence but forced to admit showing Charlie Kirk sympathy goes against his own beliefs and wishes. The shallow dance yall weave amuses me. No thanks let that man rot. Evil begets evil and all that.

if you're seeing this you've earned it

Lol Charlie Kirk got shot. Please die.

I have noticed that recently my mental health has been better not being around overly privileged white queer folk spouting AAVE they learned from another white guy. It was amusing for the longest but unfortunately tone deaf.

Having to just be constantly aware that my bones are slowly rotting from osteonecrosis and I can't stop it is immensely unsettling but here we are. Bitches think I'm sitting around gossiping about nonsensical drama when I'm practically dying and falling apart. Fuck Sickle Cell Disease

Taurus ♉

Having access to an island and beach only just now hit me. And fishing access at the docks. Honestly solid perks and my partners mom is one of the sweetest women I've ever met I love her

I hate that I'm on like 800 pills a day but I've had the ability to think more clearly and honestly not feel overwhelmed just from sheer pain alone all day and my passive productivity has exponentially increased

Shout out to my friends who don't think because we're friends you get to make race jokes at my expense. Appreciate the respect on that part and not making me suffer having to be the punching bag for the need to make skin color a punchline or topic because I'm around.

This cast wasn’t just for me. It was for every single trans person, every single queer Pokémon fan, to feel seen in a world that feels more hostile than it’s been in a long time. Pokémon is for everyone. That includes all of you 🩵🤍🩷 #PlayPokemon

I finally get a chance to get some respite and it's nice.

So being in the hospital I heard that Remy and Lemon run Nuzzle and Lovebite so I absolutely don't wanna be anywhere near them after the racist comments and threats. This proves it. Basically don't show up cause it's their space I'm okay with that.

Deletes chat but screenshots

I'm done. I was blocked, called an abuser, and ignored when I asked for communication and proved my innocence I was told to fuck off. There's your story. Gonna do my thing and be done. I got one good arm and I'm gonna fight you until I'm dead. I won't give in to racist bullies ever.

I after the ban and threat all I'm gonna do is live my life cause shitty people hate me. Good. I wanted my money back cause I don't want to support Remy or anyone tied to them. Fuck lovebite and Nuzzle

For the record lemon and Remy are besties I don't want to support hangouts from people who have racially profiled and hurt me. Do what you do but I'm proud of my ban.

The same person in my pocket messages be at work to ask about a false rumor now asks for money. That's extortion sent all the proof and told to fuck off when I sent emails and texts

I got blocked when I asked for communication.

Wanting to call out others but afraid of being called out yourself. I'm being accused of horrible shit I didn't do and expected to just deal with it with no proof. And when I share that I'm innocent the evidence is ignored. Trumps America

I you're expecting me to suffer Sickle Cell pains and this? No..

Blocked in telegram and now my partner is being harassed to take on debt. Not to mention they have not moved out entirely but expecting us to pay everything? Naw calling out Smokey officially Be advised, toxic, racist, made me a bad guy and I'm owning up to that. Here's my villain arc

Dropping bills on my fiance without ever talking to him or anything is just burning me up. Just because he "makes the most money." And told I'm somehow taking advantage of Arago when his boyfriend control all his credit cards. I'm not doing this Smokey is a shit person

I do not cave to abusers and bullying. Even if it and when it kills me. Stand for something or die

Finally got my fiance moved in and at least acknowledge Smokey and Arago pulled a Remy on us.

I'm tired of being the bad guy for shitty people.

Venting so I don't have a scd crisis.

God it pisses me of to have a Jobless proudly toxic racist abuse my hubby and I over money.

Go go gadget lawsuit