My insomnia+bad sleep schedule is so bad that it's 9am and I've been tossing and turning in bed for 7 hours 🙃

Perfect Thursday night would be playing Twilight Princess in a jock and getting fed donuts by a cute boy... 😖✨

I haven't been in front of a camera for work in 5 years and I'm thinking about doing it again but I also feel a bit embarrassed cause I don't want *normal* people to comment about my weight

I think January and February are just cursed to be the worst months forever Putting out fires at every turn on the daily and it fucking sucks man

bro was cooking with this one 😔✨

Slept three hours and had to go to a recording that was super long and I felt rusty and kinda out of it I wanna sleep in a cute boy pile for a bit ufhgghghghh

seeing faces and names from my main/yt and going

There are snacks in the kitchen but nobody to feed them to me... 😣💔

I gotta get a crazy targeted fatfur comm inside a French Canadian sugar shack scarfing down poutine, tourtière and pouding chômeur Make my ancestors proud that I decide to get fat on purpose you know?

it's fuckin tueday...

It's all fun and games to outgrow a clothing size but the reality that you need a new wardrobe sets in real quick and makes you question everything 💀💔

I've been really needy and I keep thinking about how much I want to experiment with weight gaining irl and online Don't get too many chances to try it out though

Maybe I should open for music commissions or something cause I haven't been able to find any contract work lately but I have so much free time ugh

I've been going through the ringer cause of my jackass landlord lately and my mood is constantly rancid as fuck I gotta get the shit with him done ASAP so I can block him off for another year

Sorry for the belly repost avalanche I'm just a really needy caprine 💜

eepy ass saturday 🙂‍↕️💤

13 beers and way too much food later... Give me rubs 💜 Help me out here 😈

yummy.... 💜

It's Tummy Tuesday™ somewhere 🌈

Fuckin' grabs you ‼️

My DIY tank tops just show fat now 💔🥲

Good morning I haven't slept yet cause I ruined my sleep schedule so enjoy goat belly ✨

I was in an alright mood until I got a passive-aggressive text from my landlord and now I'm angry and stressed out Societal fucking leech

Just woke up PISSED ‼️😡

If I wake up and I'm not 100lbs heavier I'm gonna be PISSED‼️😡

Thinking about making a gromr but I'm worried it'll be way intense or super banal 💀

I do like when my chest gets complimented but idk about having my pecs called boobs You can say moobs or pecs 100% but boobs doesn't work for me I'm a man and I want to feel like one too

There's this post I keep seeing around of some dude moaning at his delivery driver and it fucking kills me cause that's fucking weird as hell and also sexual harassment LMFAO

Good morning I haven't slept yet cause I ruined my sleep schedule so enjoy goat belly ✨

It took one time that my friend rubbed my belly while cuddling and it chemically altered my brain forever 😖💜

It's the little things like having my belly stick out upwards more when I'm laying on my back in bed 🙂‍↕️✨

I was so anxious about this collaboration episode I put out today that I was staring at the ceiling anxious as hell all night I wake up and things are just going well and there aren't any issues at all ☺️

Oh no too much pizza 🤤 food coma please give me rubbbssss 🥹

Can't keep a goat away from a good deal... Especially when a homie was actually the one that got those two large pies 💜😌

Domino's has a 50% off all pizzas and I'm kinda feeling indulgent for a second dinner but I have to save money *sigh* 😣

Too many beers and 2 quesadillas later and it's time to goat to bed 💤 I'm crazy stuffed waaaah

I was given free beer at a sports bar tonight and I'm keeping it going 💜🍺 Rub for good luck (probably free beer) 🙂‍↕️

Waking up after 4 hours of sleep to jump right into a 3 hour recording session was not a great feeling I'm gonna go pass out in bed now 💤

Insomnia hits and all I can do is stare at the ceiling and think about wether or not people around me actually like my body

Saw my ex's AD on my Discover feed and he became a twink while I just got fuckin' fat Crazy! Wacky! Weird! I used to be the guy weighing 145lbs... Now I'm almost 100lbs heavier teehee 😖💜

"I'll definitely write music tonight" I say as I hit a new threshold of human exhaustion

My fuckhead landlord sucks so much that around rent increase time he will just suck the energy and life out of me Absolute leech of a human

Two months to go before work starts on my fursuit partial, and once I get it, I'm gonna combo belly/fursuit thirst traps like crazyyyyyyy 💜😈

Manifesting my dream body~ 💜

Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. But today is a gift. That is why it's called the present... ...and the present is my cock ✨

Just a coupla guys bein' dudes (and by dudes I mean fat✨)... with @mrsinpanda.bsky.social 🐼💜

I ate all the grapes 🍇

My back problems? Pretty sure they're caused by aging and nothing else 💔😔

IPA drinkers (me) will look at you like this and make you go to a microbrewery to watch them have 8 pints in a row... 🍺😔