thinking about this with jonah towards solstice and i am genuinely actually on the verge of tears I'm not gonna lie

i found a grape soda that's a stellar non alcoholic sub for wine, I'm so happy.

*lays this at your feet* ko-fi.com/s/38b02904ec #pose #PoseRef #Mermay

like I either don't deserve to be treated like an actual adult or I'm fully responsible for any and all difficulties my symptoms cause someone. just whatever suits the situation.

i love being infantilized because I'm mentally ill. love it so much.

anyway cucumber+pineapple is a great smoothie combo fyi

would love to live in a world where i can just look up healthy recipes without being inundation with fatphobic bullshit

xfiles delving into past lives and saying that mulder and scully have been close in every lifetime, god you can't do this to me

i know we have a several month grace period + places we're considering but i still feel like the response to me asking about updates to our future living arrangement shouldn't be "We'll figure it out,"

i need someone to lay on top of me and let me use them as a weighted blanket. i think it might fix me

All my paperwork for my benefits application: I have debilitating phone anxiety. SSA: okay so you need to call us about xyz-

i wish it wasn't so fucking hard for me to put myself in the position to make new friends and get closer to acquaintances. i wish this shit didn't feel so incomprehensible to me.

it's wishing i lived closer to my friends hours :/

the nice thing with paint pouring is it's both a physical medium which just generally feels good to do, and it doesn't use my wrists as much dsfdsf

Packing up my art stuff so thought i'd share my fluid art paintings :3 really wanna to get back to doing these once i've moved

what if I just laid facedown on the floor and cried

duckies

maybe this time upping the meds will work, it said desperately.

i had literally the best tomato soup I've ever eaten last night and I'm still thinking about it.

I finally got 5 stars on my animal crossing Island!!

finally had my first time accidentally setting off the smoke alarm while cooking lmao

i don't want to be a person i hate having a physical form, get me out of here

one of those days where I'm really salty about suddenly developing an avocado allergy in my twenties.

google search how to make my oc real so she can give me a hug and calm me down

I'm so stressed about the disability application process that I want to puke.

they should invent a sims youtuber that isn't annoying.

made my own tea concentrate for milk tea and this shit is a game changer

thought my dentist appointment today was a filling. it was a root canal. that was a fun surprise.

i waited 40 minutes after my appointment time to see a doctor for five minutes 💀

tbh at this point when i see an alloromantic person saying "Oh aro people can still date!" I'm mentally blasting them with laser beams. I don't trust you.

celebrating with the besties

🗃️ i'm kind of obsessed with them i will be honest #thexfiles

really into oatmeal lately

feed a poor artist today #art #ocs #ocart

actually kind of obsessed with the miis i made for a couple of my OCs

nobody on my island has gotten rejected when they asked about kissing girls to befriend someone. really makes you think.

i put missingno on my island and now it has self esteem issues :(

i know I'm kinda applauding basic human decency, but it is such a huge relief that nobody at my doctor's office looked at my health issues and said "You need to lose weight,"

Hey, i know times are rough right now so don't feel obligated, but my aunty Jo died and now my cousin Robby has a gofundme for her funeral costs. If you donate at all, contact me with a screen shot of the receipt and i'll draw you a bunny. gofund.me/3f77e46ca

i had the banana frozen chocolate from dunkin earlier and ngl I'm still thinking about it.

on the one hand i do miss talking about my ocs more often, but on the other hand the space i was doing that in became insanely detrimental to my mental health (for unrelated reasons) so uh. rip.

smoothies are god's gift to depressed bastards who need to get more fruits and vegetables in their diet (it's me I'm the depressed bastard)

the authors barely disguised favorite character

"this character can't be trans because the author wasn't explicitly trying to create a trans woman" neither were my parents, how'd that work out for them?

i’m someone who lives with psychosis. some of the kindest sweetest people i know are psychotic. calling someone a psycho when what is actually meant is “i find their beliefs dangerous & reprehensible” is the fastest way for me to lose any shred of respect i had for whomever says it.

Happy Earth Day! Using generative AI actively hurts the planet, so stop fucking using it! 🌎

why do they have to make services meant to be used for disabled people so fucking obtuse and hard to figure out how to use

We have a chance of removing the Online Safety Act! Any UK residents, PLEASE take the time to fill out the whole form. If we want to remove ID verification on websites that actually don't need it, we need to take action NOW!

Alexa is proving to be the most crushed on resident on my island

the maximum age is 150 if anyone was curious.