Dressed up for a work event and got to feel pretty

having a very hard “i like the person in the mirror” day today

that feeling when you love getting gifts but you also don’t feel like you can accept them without giving one back in return so now you’ve opened up all your craft bins to figure out a gift for your friend 3 days before you see her again because she’s too nice and said she has a gift for you

i just sent a deposit for my *first tattoo* and i am NERVOUS AND EXCITED AND TERRIFIED

This last Exchange marks a FULL YEAR of hosting Exchanges for the Oshamir fandom. It's been a lot of work but I hope it makes people happy to both create and receive Gifts. All my love to @callistos.bsky.social and @satalxo.bsky.social who held the sinking ship together for me the last 2 Exchanges

one finished crescent moon and one in progress. still figuring out what i want to do with the stars

crafting thoughts please. i’m making a chain of moons and stars to hang up in the apartment. trying to decide the color scheme. Should i stay all white/opalescent? or mix in some other colors? (gonna make multiple chains with different colors later but just trying to decide for this first one)

Valse des Flocons de Neige - Waltz of the Snowflakes Tableau II, Scene IX The Nutcracker A Nutcracker, A Rat King, a Prophecy, and an Osha dance in the woods archiveofourown.org/works/77133576 My Oshamir Winter Solstice Exchange Gift for @jinrosemoon.bsky.social 💙

Who else should be the author of this lovely Swan Lake/Nutcracker AU but @starlightstorm.bsky.social !

exciting Saturday night plans include taking a scalpel to the back of this frame because the it was superglued shut i don’t quite know what i’m gonna do with it yet if i were better at makeup I’d stage a photoshoot with my face in the frame

i have “i could make that” disease so i’m trying to make a wire horse charm that i saw on a purse and my first attempt looks like the fat horse from bugs bunny 🤣🤣🤣

it’s lovely realizing that you’re wearing things you’ve owned for years and you like the you in the mirror styles change+closets get purged+shopping sprees but sometimes you pick out a high school necklace + a college skirt + a grad school shirt and these snapshots of your life = the current you

i am insane. someone stop me from looking at new crafts and diy ideas. i’m considering trying to remove the cabinet doors in my kitchen at 12:01 am

my adhd does NOT want to be at work two days before christmas trying to do serious work in our database

feeling cute and festive with my floral tights and red bow socks and slip on heels

for me???

prototyping some christmas earrings

i am insane and decided to make some personalized christmas ornaments/suncatchers for my coworkers. no one expects this, no one asked me for this. these took more time than they should have that i could have spent doing other things 😅 but i love being creative and i love gift giving!

To all my #TheAcolyte fans and #Oshamir lovers! Are you ready for Gifting Time to start for the Solstice Exchange?

a BAT INCENSE HOLDER gifted to me by a VIP client who owns the company that manufactures and sells them I JOKED with him about heisting it so he GIFTED ONE TO ME for Christmas. He has my whole heart and loyalty now (i was not gifted the stand but that’s ok!!! I’ll figure out how else to hang it!)

Me being incandescently happy right now telling EVERYONE I KNOW about the Christmas Gift I just received from a VIP client who is passing on compliments about me to the head of the company

I am so grateful for where I am now in life. It’s not perfect but it’s infinitely better than last year Dec 2024 I stress vomited and cried every day and coworkers hated me Now I live near family in a job where I feel supported and was just given one of the most beautiful gifts I’ve ever received

if i had a nickel for every time i had a debilitating illness that doctors constantly tell me “that’s unusual for someone your age” i’d have two nickels which isn’t a lot but it’s weird that it happened twice

i have to run errands today but i don’t want to leave my cozy nesttttttt

There’s nothing quite like “family coming to visit in an hour” to motivate you to frantically clean your depression pit of an apartment

His name is Monday Bruce and I love him. He’s going on my desk tomorrow 😂

grappling with the fact that i’m struggling with my mental health right now. work is fine. im back in my home state. i see family every weekend. i can be upbeat and happy and mask with them and coworkers. but im still struggling when im on my own

do you ever feel self conscious that you might be *too* whimsical and quirky for the people around you? are they manic pixie dream girling me? am i manic pixie dream girling myself? people need more whimsy in their lives dammit!

i’ve broken TWO shoes since starting my new job :( i was just walking and my heel detached from my boot :( now i only have one boot and it’s raining outside :(

Hello my #Oshamir lovers and #TheAcolyte fans! Everyone involved in the #OshamirWinter Solstice Exchange should have received their Giftee Assignments! Please respond to your message so that I know you accept your Giftee! And don't hesitate to ask any questions! I am always happy to help!

a coworker accused me of being a woodland fairy when i told her i was going persimmon picking so i am a woodland fairy who went home with 17 pounds of persimmon in her bucket

i mentioned i’m going persimmon picking this weekend and my coworkers called me a woodland fairy with my crafts and baking and my floral skirts 😂

sometimes i think of my previous job and get PTSD flashbacks of the way I was treated and the things that were said to me and I get so anxious that my current job will become the same way

did you know that if you generate enough static shock that a WOOD FRAME will shock you enough to hurt? CUZ I JUST LEARNED THAT

joke’s on me, I fell asleep before I could figure out what to eat

save money or order food for dinner

if i get respiratory/fever/stomach bug sick on top of all of the other health issues im still dealing with, I will kill someone

Sign ups end Sat. Oct. 25! #Oshamir #TheAcolyte #RenewTheAcolyte

Celebrate #Oshamir and the Winter Solstice by signing up for the #OshamirWinter Solstice Exchange! Sign ups end Saturday October 25th, 2025! forms.gle/go6PDsfRpiki...

Left some pretty trinkets at a local vintage shop! Flowers and butterflies and cranes! Hope some people like them enough to buy them and take them home! 🦋🌼🪽

i have had A WEEK and i can’t even go home and have a glass of wine (which is so rare for me! i so rarely drink!) because IM STILL ON PAINKILLERS BECAUSE OF THE SHINGLES

i didn’t realize just how palpable my anxiety is to other people until three coworkers were like “we can see you vibrating. please take a breath”

Can you feel the chill in the air? Are you ready for snuggles in front of a fireplace? Do you love making and receiving Gifts? Sign up for the #OshamirWinter Solstice Exchange! #Oshamir #TheAcolyte #RenewTheAcolyte forms.gle/YgCw9k6Nv5fj...

beautiful man with a beautiful voice

When #Campaign4 was announced I joked Laura should romance Matt now that he's a player at the table And now we have Tinkerbell riddled with guilt over her Peter Pan's death and Hot Captain Hook spitting on his body. They're perfect I hope they hatekiss in the middle of a fight #CriticalRole

i can hear the rain outside my window and i’m wrapped up in a soft blanket and i don’t wanna go to work 😢

in light of the (possible) incoming Manny audio erotica thriller I would like to say that **I MANIFESTED THIS A YEAR AGO** PLEASE ENJOY QIMIR AUDIO EROTICA NARRATOR AU Mindful Listening archiveofourown.org/works/60946069 #Oshamir #TheAcolyte #OshamirFic

found the cutest little thrift shop in Thai Town the other day with mom and cousin and got to chatting about all my crafts and the owner wants me to bring in some of my earrings to sell in the shop 🤗🤗🤗 i’m so excited! need to make more earrings!