of fucking course it’s windy as hell on my birthday. why wouldn’t it be? just have to hope the power doesn’t go out this time, i guess.

anyway volunteering day 2 is tomorrow and it’s my first time doing it since my mom has been home (which everything went smooth for btw thanks for the good vibes) so if tomorrow can go as well as last time so i can prove to her i can be a competent adult that would be great 😊 👍

icb i volunteered to shelve at the library two days this week and one is my birthday and i didn’t even REALIZE that when i said id do wednesday until literally today and i think thats the most adult thing ive ever done? like forgotten my own birthday???? and obviously its fine i still wanna do it

he looked so confident during drag me down i really teared up im 🥲

icb he sang back to you and drag me down he’s my hero

is capital understaffed? why are they working this one man so hard? 😂😂

never heard of cat burns before today but i’m so in love thanks 🥰

oh honey, it’s adore you day 🍯

louis saying his goals for 2026 are to enjoy the album release and tour. not even for them to do well, or for people to like them, but for him to enjoy them. i love him so so much????? what a precious human being 🥹

CRUSHED IT everyone was nice and it seemed like they liked me???? i’m going back again next week monday & wednesday! now just have to get the bus home. maybe lunch on the way as a treat?

ill go more in depth about this later but i cannot BELIEVE harry got knocked to third on both lists what on earth this really shook me to my core ngl

anxiety is happening but i have my volunteer meeting today and just going to it is a really really big step for me for a lot of reasons so if you’ve got any good vibes to spare i’d appreciate them! yall so so much!!!! i’ll be back around noon and hopefully with this out of the way i’ll feel better 🤗

my anxiety is so fucking bad right now and i have too much going on to know what’s causing it

people use the word “depressed” too liberally now. you’re not depressed, you’re sad. and i know it’s bc people don’t take being sad seriously, and you want it to be. however the overuse of this word is so harmful.

okay is therapy supposed to be me just ranting and my therapist just sort of encouraging me the whole time? because i just had session 4 and that’s pretty much all we’ve done, aside from when i specifically asked her a question. i just kind of thought like…. she was supposed to help me? idk.

KEEP AI OUT OF FANDOM

……. are people like this okay? like genuinely are you alright? it’s rude to ship people????? shipping is pretty much just saying “these two people would look cute together”. there’s no inherent rudeness with shipping. sure there’s bad behavior exhibited, just like for everything else. but. ???????

liam visited me in my dream last night. he was just a background character, really. playing a friend role. i can’t even remember what it was about. i do remember him smiling, though. it was nice to see him. thanks for checking in, payno. ❤️‍🩹

am i very angry about the palaces single cd including an exclusive bonus track? yes. its a fucking cash grab and i hate it so bad. did i order it? also yes.

okay FINALLY FINALLY at long fucking last!!!!! the discord is as done as it’s going to get! complete with (an in-progress) discord user guide! 💖🤗 🔗 discord.gg/HC2JhgnV5

hehehe discord link up later today for the besties that did that survey forever ago 💕💕💕

😭😭😭😭

Last year we spent all of December celebrating Louis, so I figured we could do it again this year. If you want to join me, come play along. 🎂

i’m about to be so busy this week and (to take stress off her shoulders) i told my sister i’m not stressed at all. HOWEVER i am very stressed and have no idea if i’ll get everything done in time for my mom’s arrival on friday night 🤗 BUT it’ll be fine

whoever is reading this deserves so much love and positivity

never wanted to live alone because i hate being alone but goddamn these people might drive me to suck it up and try it bc i can’t fucking stand them

i’m still thinking of this pic why is he soooooo extra gorgeous with his hair like this?????

i need to learn how to make fan videos i have so many ideas for them but no outlet

“the boys” just autocorrected to “the joys”….. fair enough, autocorrect. you’re not wrong for once.

50 days until Vegas (& 51 until Zayn)!!!!!!!!

really kind of wild how people on this fandom want to be upset about something so bad that they’ll just make stuff up or interpret things wrong 🙄 it’s so tiring

thinking about signing up for the 1d big bang but don’t know what i want to write for it/if i want to use one of my current wips or something new

nobody saves me, baby, the way you do 💕🎶

ik i complain about them all the time but i really just can’t express enough how much i hate my roommate they are the least considerate person i have ever met in my entire life and that’s saying something

usually when i feel like this i take it out on a character in my writing but my laptop is downstairs and i can’t leave my room rn but i also don’t wanna write feelings like this on paper 🙃

gonna try to go to bed 🌙 hope everyone has a nice morning and a good 28th 💙💚

had a bad night. power went out while we were eating holiday dinner. at least everything was out of the oven. it’s back now (6 hours later) but i’m so tired of things going this way.

spending what little money i have on the dnp calendar just to feel something

contamination ocd is the fucking worst i swear to fuck

He’s literally two avocados tall

fine line literally sends me to space i’ll always talk about what a masterpiece it is

jobs that do not explicitly involve driving in the actual job requiring a valid license is ableist, thanks.

11 yrs ago today

h8 that we’re all in such different timezones i feel like im the only one here in my timezone yall go to bed right when im ready to be here in the mornings and then im doing the same while everyone makes their good morning posts!!!!

Happy 12 years to midnight memories ❤️

got a volunteer position in a school library starting next week. not a job, but a solid start to finding one, hopefully.

whenever i remember that love you goodbye, if i could fly, and end of the day are all on the same album i want to fucking scream

10 yrs ago today Narry bet LILO in Spotify Ping Pong Playlist

5sos speaking facts!!!🗣️