Lost my job so I'm taking offers on a lot of my old OC's-! toyhou.se/cosmic_maws/... dm or comment on character profiles, I'll need 520€ to pay my rent next month. Please have a look if you can, I'll be opening comms soon #adopt #adoptable #furry #anthro #toyhouse #toyhousepurge #purge #thpurge

wip- [ #art #furryart #fursona #wip #hybridsona ]

Imma be working on a new sona too-

Might finally start migrating to this account. I need to be able to post infos about my commissions and stuff without them knowing...

I did not have the energy to talk about it yet, but I was fired last week over my depression. I had one bad day at work and got called in immediately. "I'm afraid the job is going to put more pressure onto you so we decided its best if you stopped working" This is only putting more pressure->

fuck man. life can never be normal

it never gets better

being born female was the worst thing that could've ever happened to me get me out of this body...

I'm sorry

I'm considering harm again. I'm considering the worst actually. I'd be out in 2 and a half weeks... I'd be out of there... but I don't think I can survive. Not with my job pressuring me and whatever the fuck is going on "At home" I cant do it anymore I cant keep fighting

I was unaware that I didn't have a right to privacy. Good to know after such a long time...

certain songs just hit right

love how when one thing is going well, everything else slowly goes down the drain again

I dont understand why my parents dont support me moving out or me getting a job... why would you want your adult child to live like that?

I had a successful day. The job is secure, just have to sign the contract. Its getting better. Unless you're at home with your mother thats mad at everyone for no reason. Taking a nap is a sin too apparently. I cant WAIT to be out

I had a nice new years celebration with my friends. They're staying over in the living room and I'm in my room now, feeling incredibly lonely and disconnected from the world. I'm tempted to hop on a game and just play the entire night...

I just love how one little piece of knowledge can make me feel like such a piece of shit. I feel watched and exposed. Worse than before. I'm seriously considering quitting the internet. Nothing is safe or private If I do, just forget I ever existed

Can I just get adopted into a different family please

its getting worse. I cant believe how I recovered from wanting to kms to getting back there in just a couple of weeks. Thank you family. You truly make me feel loved, valued and cared for

Its just unfair at this point

things were already agreed on. things were decided. everything was okay. And now they pressured me long enough that I cant fight back. they won. I cant wait to be out of here

I cant WAIT for february...

Idk if i want comfort art or nsfw art- I've been feeling down and I crave both for some reason need someone who draws ocXcanon nsfw/suggestive stuff... I have ideas or just comfort stuff... I need it

Trying to shop for clothes with dysphoria and generally not being happy with my body is so difficult and painful. I look at myself in the mirror and all I cant see myself even if I love the clothes

I feel like I love too much. Like, theres so much love in my heart for certain people that it hurts me not just for my partner, but friends too. I love them so much that it hurts me more than it should and all that love despite the fact that I was hurt so bad all my life... It confuses me

Might have a job soon. Very happy and excited

The part is STILL going. Its 8am. let me sleep

but tbf I cant sleep. Its too loud

gathering references in the middle of the night as if sleep isn't important. I just want to stay up and draw...

it would just be too much to redo everything. It's tiring to even think about

temporary (hopefully) strange times