I'm trying so hard to heal and improve my life and myself but I'm so exhausted and burnt out that it feels impossible. I can't stop working because then I'll no longer have the resources I need to help me heal, yet I can't heal because I'm burning myself into the ground just trying to survive.

god I love fat men

In-game abs BEGONE

No but seriously legit 90% of the post game so far has been ONLY in Solution 9. We barely ever go out into Heritage found either. I enjoy the written story but why were we cooped up in an area that wasn't even the main draw of the expansion. 😭

I need an aesthetic based on Mimikyu, but in the "I like Mimikyu cuz it's fairy type" and not "ooh cute spooky ghost type"

Can you tell I don't like melee jobs? Lol

posting the one that got the most likes back on shitter (it's an edit of an existing meme just with arson. idk why it did that)

~ A New Adventure ~ Wanted to pose something with Erenville. Also made him a little beefier cuz man lifts a lot of heavy things for his job.

Sorry I'm not very active anymore. I'm just so burnt out and focused on trying to keep myself going and working despite it.

This remains evergreen.

Sorry if I haven't posted much. Just haven't really had anything interesting to post and I have so little energy nowadays. Barely have been on xiv either. Not because I'm not interested in it, but because I'm just so tired that even my normal games feel like chores.

PoV : You got to a new gym and you acquired two new gym buddies.

I wish catboys were real 😞

Decided I wanted to try Phantom X cuz I like persona and figured I could play it f2p. Went in expecting Persona but with Gacha and instead got Persona Flavored HSR but 5 times more complicated.

~ New cut vibes ~ hair m*d by @seaswallowsall.bsky.social

I wanna pose more fluff of M'hika with other peeps OCs. I just like seeing them being cute and romantic 🥺

Nah, fuck the cheeto man. Today is MY birthday and I'll celebrate it how I want to.

What oomf am I to y'all? 🥺👉👈

Conflicted about the Switch 2 because on one hand, the price is reasonable for the console itself. On the other hand...$80 for games is fucking highway robbery.

Birfday....soon....

Low key obsessed with this top @roira.bsky.social made. Think this might be a new default outfit for M'hika

1 sad, 1 not sad. Not sad: M'hika writes to M'naago a lot. It's mostly just updates on what's happening in their life but they also send little baubles that remind them of her. Sad: Haurchefant. The letters are written like he's just off on a long adventure away. It helps M'hika feel grounded.

Happy Pride and/or Deltarune to this old comic I made

Touch 🍅 #oketan_oc

M'hika's is a mid baritone that's both sweet like syrup and a bit growly. On top of whatever accent M'naago's is.

Raw fish, usually salmon. Though they're a bit of a freak and will eat the entire fish whole if it's small enough.

Unless it's made incredibly obvious through words M'hika will assume they're just being complimented. Otherwise they'll take an awkward silent moment to check someone out (more like an unsettling, analyzing gaze) before deciding if they want to reciprocate.

yeah

Eggs but specifically in the morning. Idk what it is but eggs make me gag and feel nauseous if I eat them within about 3-4 hours of waking up. Also tomato sauce made from any canned tomato products makes my stomach upset. Made completely fresh tho its fine?

kiss day......

Only got one, but I guess I could give a choice between young and old ;P

Was playing around with the idea of DILF M'hika. I think they turned out pretty well.

I decided to just nuke my Tw*tter account since all I do is repost and comment on stuff over there debating whether or not to delete my private also. Probably should though that would mean no more unhinged horny posting until I can figure out a relatively safe solution.

Was playing around with the idea of DILF M'hika. I think they turned out pretty well.

Fat masc presenting people send tweet

I miss Arena (League) already man...hate this new game mode.

Finally got myself to start Dungeon Meshi. Was already low key obsessed with Laios after seeing him all over social media but now?....oh no...I love that absolute freak of an autistic man.

~ New cut vibes ~ hair m*d by @seaswallowsall.bsky.social

"Can I get a fucking break?"

whatever

This would be fun if I had a gender. But in fact I do not. Null and void here.

Meteor is the original WoL who got spirited away by Louisoux, but I headcanon that they lost their memories of the events of 1.0 and only remembers that they were an adventurer. M'hika ends up meeting Meteor as they both sign up for the adventurers guild in Ul'dah. The two end up partnering up-

Anybody know of any good Roegadyn face sculpts or C+ tips/settings that soften the face a bit?

Thinking about Shane Stardew Valley. I know that boy is fat. I want that fat boy. The other bachelors should take notes.

Finally finished Echoes of Wisdom. Great game. Story felt a bit empty but that's just the nature of most top-down Zelda games. I hope they do something like that again. Zelda deserves to be playable more often.

Pinax. I fucking hate that mechanic. I get lost every single time. It doesn't matter if there's markers on the cardinals. I don't know where I am. I've tried every trick in the book to help me. I just cannot keep up with the directions.

Fat hrothgar save me....save me fat hrothgar

i had to have done this sooner or later #maximum-sfw

M'hika always wants to say it, but finds it difficult due to past trauma. They only say it when they feel so compelled to do so that they just can't hold it back. Usually very emotional moments but also those mundane tender moments.

I keep thinking I should make an actual self insert character in xiv, but every time I try I can't decide what would fit best. Miqo'te best represent my gender expression, but hrothgar feels more accurate to my actual self. But also Roe best fits my body type.