Repost if your account is a safe place for the trans community 💙🩷🤍

Tonight’s dream was full of snow, crimes, murder, and sex

I should do my yearly pride month tradition and watch on of my favorite yuri anime Sakura Trick

🌈; happy pride month! ⊹ ˖ֹ #pride #pridemonth #pokemon #pokemonart #illustration #art

and to the trans people with psychosis/bipolar/schizophrenia (or PTSD etc), i.e conditions that often prohibit you from accessing trans-affirmative care even in areas that are generally more accepting. because nobody accepts that we can ever be trustworthy about our own experiences

Doing what I can to fight this depression by starting back up some self care routines It might be a small step but I need to get myself out of this awful mental state

I hate how my love for how beautiful my trans siblings are can trigger my own dysphoria I want to be as supportive as possible, but instead I’m over here on the verge of tears having my own pity party

I can no longer distinguish sounds between fireworks and thunder

Leave it to Boo to make memes reality

Love the latest IOS update. Got somewhere you need to be? Well here’s an Apple TV ad for you… Nog your thing? Well maybe vogue magazine might have the answer. Bitch, I’m just tryna find a Taco Bell

Daily schedule; Wake up Pain Eat Pain Sleep And repeat

New update; My feet are turning purple while sitting for more than 10 minutes… Mu vessel is trying to go shiny mode

Favorite part of recovery thus far; Being so tired that I sleep 20 hours while also not being able to get sleep Sleep Schedule… who’s she?

I’m at the point that I need to write down ideas, thoughts, and daily activities just to survive this boredom of recovery… At least it makes me feel somewhat productive

Been using a CPAP while sleeping for a while now and I just love how I can finally tell someone that I got good sleep. Fuck you sleep apnea lol

I’m so done with all these mobile gambling and AI ads. Why the hell are we promoting something that’s such an addiction problem and why are we promoting something so disrespectful to actual artists and creators and so awful for the environment?

Issues I’m facing with my recovery; Pain has no ruler and does at it pleases I can’t sit up unless I do a whole process. Pills every 4 hours Unpredictable appetite Eating and drinking while laying down. I spilled water in my armpit and dropped eggs on my tits. One good thing; cat cuddles 🥰

Ugh, I’m getting tired and bored of what I can do. Gaming, watching streams, tv shows, movies, whatever, I just can’t get that joy/spark/dopamine. Probably doesn’t help that I’m confined to two rooms until doctors say stairs are ok. Oh well, maybe tomorrow will spark some joy

So many wonderful people came together and filled out a padlet for me. I’m so blessed to know so many wonderful people and that they feel like I’m a big part of their lives. I’ll do my best to recover so we can all see each other again and maybe even share some cheese together. Love you all <3

Depression/Anxiety be damned! I will chat with my friends and I won’t let you stop me!

Another day, another undiagnosed issue within myself discovered

Turns out I’ve not been taking my HRT and antidepressants since coming home. No wonder I’ve been a ticking time bomb and crying at the drop of a hat. Hopefully that’s taken care of now that I’m taking those meds again

Looks like depression is winning today. This pain is so unbearable at times that it hurts to even breathe. Can’t wait to have strength to sit upright with screaming in pain.

Nurse Lilith reporting for duty. She prescribed 300mg of cuddles every hour

So long hospital and hello bedroom my old friend

Accidentally fell asleep with coffee in my hand. Woke up thinking I pissed myself lol

Time for 1st breakfast of medication then 2nd breakfast of French toast

All these movies I finally can lay down and watch but I just keep falling asleep lol. Recovering is such a boring process

I lived bitch…

Getting ready to be put under for surgery. Wish me well friends

Last stream before surgery hiatus. Come say hi if you want <3 twitch.tv/vivililyvt

More OoT? In this Economy?! twitch.tv/vivililyvt

little gift for @vivililyvt.bsky.social hope she'll like it^^ #vtuberfanart #bskyart #digitalart #chibi #doodle

Some slay the spire to spend the night twitch.tv/vivililyvt

Beat our OoT seeds so let's celebrate with more OOT!!!! twitch.tv/vivililyvt

Back at it again with being a Rat and randomizing things twitch.tv/vivililyvt

Rat wracks brain yet again with a randomizer twitch.tv/vivililyvt

Back to the mess of whatever this randomizer is becoming twitch.tv/vivililyvt

Rat live with the Ratdomizer and crowd control twitch.tv/vivililyvt

Only a week to go and this Rat's got a job to do twitch.tv/vivililyvt

9 days until the good ol spinal fusion. Lets get our gaming on! SoH 4way archipelago with Crowd Control twitch.tv/vivililyvt

Got some silly side story stuff in Ace Attorney! Come and join the silliness twitch.tv/maddiethemagicalgirl

Doing a Smash or Pass... what has life come to... twitch.tv/vivililyvt

Damn Daniel, back at it again with the SoH CC twitch.tv/vivililyvt

*Takes your dick out of my mouth* "Do you think I'm annoying?"

Doing some side story stuffs in PL v AA with Maddie and Haru twitch.tv/maddiethemagicalgirl

In times that it feels like you can’t do anything right, don’t be afraid to reach out to people around you. A little affirmation from someone can go a long way. And reaching out to a friend can never be wrong.

April Fools event in Pokerogue? I have to see this twitch.tv/vivililyvt

Celebrating my friends affiliate anniversary by participating in an Archipelago twitch.tv/vivililyvt

Finished up Parasite Eve today! We sent our love to @powanoia.bsky.social but he was pretty much done, so let's say we sent it to @vivililyvt.bsky.social whom he raided. Follow them both, though, honestly. Do it. twitch.tv/powanoia twitch.tv/vivililyvt