I originally beta'd A2A, and am going to beta the new version! If you've never read A2A, you'd be ideal!!! Get in touch with @cannibalsnplaid.bsky.social to see if you'd be a good fit!

2nd fic in mine and @catharafox.bsky.social 's Holiverse series, Baby It's Cold Outside. Silverflint origin story for the 'verse archiveofourown.org/works/64597249

Idk why but Julien cracks me up. Sitting in the office alone at work cackling to myself

Remy sums up classic literature

It's delightful to me how often @juliensalad.bsky.social and I are on the same page. The longer we know each other, the more we share one brain cell. We have fun tbh

I had a day of nothing. Watched a show with my friend, did laundry. Watched a hockey game. Didn't look at the news. Talked to my partner. Good day. But the Doom is looming in the background. I needed this day to prepare. I need peace so I can do what's needed. Take your peace, do what's needed.

My job is weird and I say weird things to my friend in regards to customers' bullshit

I'm trying to get my shit together to go to work. I ask in the gc, "How am I supposed to talk about safe, consensual sex when the world is collapsing?" Friend replies "bc safe consensual sex will help people cope. It's rebellion against the Doom" So yeah, I'm ready to help folks rebel

Also, I had a consult with a psychiatrist today. Essentially, she diagnosed me with The Big Sads. Recommended course of treatment is therapy. Which like... didn't need to do a 10 a.m. appt to learn that lol. But at least I have a referral so therapy is going to happen soonish

THE DOOM WILL NOT GET ME TONIGHT. GONNA WRITE PORN UNTIL THE SLEEP MEDS KICK IN

My ma, very tenderly trying to get me to eat, hands me a bowl of sliced oranges: here you go, my little fruit, have some fruit. Nourish your body so you can keep going.

We have to keep going. We have to find the strength to keep *being*. To my cis allies, to my friends who love and care for us, be vocal. Be loud. Be uncomfortable. I will fight, even though in this moment I have no hope. But we exist, we have always existed, and we will continue to exist.

Ma: heh heh heh fuckin Billy Bones Ma: I'd bone him Me: drink some water, you thirsty bitch Ma: can I drink Billy Me: ma I swear to god

"If you're going to behave like children, then I will be your daddy" is like. Jack pls. Pls, Jack. You are the least daddy pirate to ever exist. You are a 2010s theater kid trapped in the 1700s. Be so for real, Jack.

SHARK DATE SHARK DATE SHARK DATE

What kind of unglued motherfucker turns into a storm with depleted supplies and almost no water?! Captain James Flint. Absolutely fucking unhinged. Would still follow him into any storm though. I am also unhinged.

What a fucking *day*. It's been a Rollercoaster, man. Woke up to an impending sense of dread but still needing to Do Stuff. Leonard Peltier had his sentence commuted. Inauguration. Executive order. That gesture Elon made. The impending sense of Doom and the all consuming grief in advance

Tell me what's giving you queer joy rn. Can be very small or very large. The Despair is trying to get me and I need to not let it. My queer joy is the gc with @juliensalad.bsky.social and @omgsammie23.bsky.social we are unhinged and ridiculous and I love y'all so much

I love sharing media with my ma, and love sharing media with her. She's currently rewatching Black Sails

I hate it here

I hadn't been able to write since my dad died in October. 2 months of no words, no stories, nothing. Right before Christmas, Jacky proposed an idea and somehow unlocked the words. We wrote 14k on it, then I wrote 4k on my own fic. Plus however many we added to one we're still working on

Posted chapter 2 of Break Me, Shake Me, Take Me Over, my Hornigold week fic. Mind the tags, there's physical violence and forced drug use and a noncon bj. There's also a love confession to Iz from CJ tho so idk. It's cute? Except when it's very not cute. archiveofourown.org/works/565810...

Had the pleasure of listening to this artist tonight. I love her voice omg. Please listen open.spotify.com/album/4Rq8HH...

Ma noticed I don't eat fresh fruit anymore. She reminds me every day and brings it to me. I say "but I *am* a fruit, ma." Today she handed me a banana and said "I KNOW YOU'RE A FRUIT, BUT YOU CAN ALWAYS USE MORE INSIDE YOU. TELL JACKY HI, BTW" I just ?!?!! Let me live, woman

Fic Jack: met in a group chat, started writing together. Spent everyday for months together on Zoom. Pined for me for a year. I had feelings too but didn't say anything bc they're married. Finally talked while writing Hallmark Christmas smut. Been together officially a year. Still write together.

Canon Jack: met him when I was 16. At 19, he was a rebound from my first serious relationship. We ended up engaged. He had a coked out weekend involving strippers and our gay roommate, we broke up. 15 years later, we got back in touch. Constantly told me he loved me while coked up. We don't talk now

Watching OFMD with my 10 year old queer nibling (sister's kid). This kid doesn't get to express themself with their dad, so I try to give them as much as I can. It feels like a big responsibility, even more so than my own kids.

Got a tattoo today

Rwad the Fetch Phillios Archives. We see your monsterfucking, sir.

ntroduce yourself with some jobs you have done apart from what you do now: -dishwasher -hostess -server -bar games hostess -junior events coordinator -retail sales person -receptionist Now: educator/sales assistant in sex toy store Future dream job: full time writer