I have a psychiatrist appointment today and oh my god how do I explain my current mental status? My brain is constantly craving a dopamine hit, but listening to catchy music is the closest that I can get and it's not ever quite there, so it's constantly buzzing. Oh and I want to kms on my period.

Tummy ache. :c

I went to the grocery store to get coffee beans, then to the thrift store to get sneakers since my Chinese converse knock-offs from Amazon that I've been wearing for 7 years are dead. (Which is a good run for cheap shoes, so bravo.) Nicki wasn't allowed in the thrift tho. :(

Take Nicki out on errands with me?

Tennis time! #agdoll #dollsky

HAPPY GAY!

Hands getting clammy while playing Crash Bandicoot is inevitable but I will still complain every time.

I nearly stepped on a friend! 😭 I didn't tho. He made his way over to safety by the time I got home from getting coffee.

I admittedly don't know enough Paris Hilton lore, so this might be a stupid question, but how did she get cast in a goth cult classic like Repo? Was she like freaky in the 2000s and all I knew of her was mainstream reality TV shit? I was homeschooled, so don't come for my millennial card.

Me: *buys beads and elastic* Also me: *procrastinates on 15 minutes worth of bead stringing for 2 weeks* Anyway I made this dupe of Felicity's coral necklace today ♡ #agdoll #dollsky

Happy Belated Birthday to Nicki and Isabel! I can't believe that I missed it yesterday! #agdolls #dollsky

It's gorgeous outside today, so Basil Dazzle came outside today. We're keeping Sam company while he works on his car. #ballpython

One of the cats, idk who, has started destroying the toilet paper if the bathroom door gets left open. The first three never did stereotypical "cat shit" until Des came along and she would do "cat shit" and the others were like "wait, we can do that???" I love her, but god damn.

Kirsten's Hill House outfit finally arrived, so group photo time! #agdoll #dollsky

Addressing my pre-diabetes and high cholesterol has been difficult, but the better eating has resulted in me being able to wear some of my medium tshirts again, which is almost as important as, you know, not getting diabetes. Priorities. 😂💀

Cozy Sunday sprawl out on the floor time. ♡ #dollsky

I will be 40 in 6 years, and I'll be even more chopped and unc but they'll call it something else because saying "chopped and unc" will in and of itself be chopped and unc.

I love how even after the various shows, Manga, and movies that I've consumed in my adult life, if you ask me who my blorbo is I will immediately say "Matthew Macfadyen's version of Mr. Darcy" without skipping a beat. Even tho it's been 21 years since I saw that life changing hand flex in theaters.

pickle ball is where you throw a full fucking jar of pickles at them and they have to dodge it

Jasper is an avid reader.

Our cats have some fun commands. You've got universal ones like "thank you, [name]" to get them to stop trying to bury the food dish after they've eaten. Then you've got the Jasper specific "Jasper, fuck off!" to get him to stop going after Des and Iiris. Just normal things.

He wants to get up in my lap and coat my clothing in his thick white cat-dog hair.

I've been waiting on my ritalin to be filled for like 3 weeks now i think? I had one day left but I was holding off on taking it until I had time to be productive with it and clean house. Today's the day, and I've gotten quite a bit done, but I'm burning out and I still have so much more to do. 🥲

The way the autism leaves my body when I have to touch icky dishes that piled up because of my ADHD should be studied.

My pfp was from The Great Lace 2025 so I figured it was time for a change but now it feels weird.

Boooooooook. I got a $100 amazon gift card from my manager for helping her with a time sensitive project, so naturally I bought the $40 coffee table book. #dollsky #agdoll

It's so fucking weird to think that it's been a year since we got word of Raquel Reyes, and now we're on to Daisy Davenport? I've only been in the adult collector community for a year and a half so this is all new to me. When I left off we were still on Marisol. #agdoll #dollsky

“White people can’t handle spicy food” only partially correct. There are two kinds of white people when it comes to spicy food, ones that can’t handle ketchup and ones that put hot sauce called like “insanity joe’s devilfucking sauce” on everything.

Me when people misspell Nicki Hoffman's name: (I'm petty, I know 💀)

Acquired THE Josefina outfit EVER. #AGdoll #dollsky

Nana Kitade's merch shop is so good at shipping my purchases without notifying me lol I got doll mail today but also this, which was a bit of a jumpscare, but a happy one. #eglfashion

Feminine rage 🔥🌙✨

My American Girl package should be here today. I got the Hill House doll dresses and some stuff for the twins.

it's nice to have a red carpet where he isn't particularly unusual

RENÉ AUBERJONOIS WAS IN AVATAR THE LAST AIRBENDER?????

I went to the zoo meet up against my better judgement. I'm still getting over a cold, so apart from coord shots I was masking the whole event. I was terribly tired when I got home. #eglfashion #jfashion

Watching the Dark Crystal with Sam and his misophonia means skipping the Skeksis dinner scene like mom would skip sex scenes in PG-13 movies when I was a kid. I only skip up to Aughra's appearance because "Moldy mildew mother of mouthmuck, dangle and strangle to death" is such an iconic line.

Name your top 15 shows ever, gut instincts only: •The Simpsons (Seasons 1-10) •True Blood •South Park •Apothecary Diaries •Frieren •PGSM •Smiling Friends •TDC Age of Resistance •Sherlock Holmes (Jeremy Brett) •Helluva Boss •TADC •ANTM •DS9 •AYAOTD •Heated Rivalry

Will the ritual hold comfort?

Selfies from yesterday before Sam's cold caught up with me.

It's the 3 year anniversary of Sam's motorcycle accident and the 2 year anniversary of the last time we heard from his sister before she was found dead a week later. And ofc Sam is sick and puking to top it all off.

Do I want to go to the thrift store?

I briefly appeared at the Crafternoon event at the Lolita Collective before disappearing. I made the mistake of taking coords shots AFTER I was out in the humid air. #eglfashion

Coord from going to the Nelson with my friend Avery today. We both brought dolls. #eglfashion

Being told that winged eyeliner "dates you" is basically being told that the thing that by way of optical illusion has always made your eyes look bigger, and therefore youthful, now makes you look geriatric because it's not in style. It's confusing.

Happy Miss Congeniality Day to all who celebrate!

Apparently we got a tornado warning last night, but I slept through it.

Just experienced the most blatant mail theft I've ever dealt with. At some point in the shipping a postal worker cut a slit in my package with an x-acto knife and stole the doll necklaces I bought off Etsy. I received an empty mailer. Fucking hell.

The power went out 20 minutes ago and I'm gonna have to start the generator at this point but I'm scared that if I do that the power will come on immediately after and the neighbors will pound on our door again to stop the generator.