just a reminder that the single "lol" at the end of the my message is loadbearing and actually propping up the last shred of sanity i have lol

paranormasight mermaid spoilers // got that one name entry question right first try bc i thought it was oddly specific and high amount of death numbers i quickly realized its my damn failed diving attempts

still need to book my tickets for my next jp trip. half of it still will be Hokkaido but thanks to paranormasight i really now wanna add a visit to Ise to my itinerary... day visit should work if i take early trains from tokyo right 🤔

rly loving paranormasight mermaid cast. forgot how fun first game was too. not even done i need like 3 more games of this

happy new paranormasight

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im truly spoiled wdym my friend bought r1999 earbuds w/ ulrich keychain for me despite customs and tariffs 😭

im very good at new paranormasight

ive been really getting ahead of myself thinking and drafting up merch... but i dont even care if anyone buys it..... i just dont have enough time to even draw them 😅

started new paranormasight. protag's design is very appealing to me and also im obsessed with the diving minigame. yipeee

orv x umineko (style practice)

japanese adventure games, or JAVs as theyre often called

i dont think this will save the games industry or anything but if games can go back to being like 10-15 gigs to download i would appreciate it

scratched my own car on own garage door (pulled out too early while door was opening in a rush) and nearly crashed into car on highway im having a very Bad Day

i slept 3 hours and my smartwatch sleep score is like 'fair' mkay

work has me in absolute trenches this week. absolute worst deadline. so overtime. but im so busy i cant even cry lol

such lovely anime. iirc i only watched 3 seasons? back then? 1st season rewatch done and wow i barely remembered anything. i rly hope the new releases hold up 🤧

In Japanese, you address elder men as OG-chan and i think that's beautiful

little sis and i began watching s1 together. every ep is gut punch of feelings for her 🥺 and me. also <3 nyanko sensei

slept most of the day away due to fatigue 🤧 need to lock in and do some overtime tomorrow to catch up on work and also finish some drawings / prep prints for shop

why didnt anyone tell me Ado covered love live's Soldier Game song holy moly nostalgia

It's valentine's day. Remember that love is temporary, yaoi is forever. Cupid takes breaks, but fujoshis never.

your roflcopter suddenly looks a lot less impressive, as i roll up in my luxurious lmaousine

Blue Bird Lamentation #zeroescape #zevlr

it's impossible to work on friday. man.

on tumblr i follow this 'guess vgm song submissions' poll blog for a while and it's fun to play bc frequently id recognize the track but never played the game it's always funny

not sure what 'imagine this animе twink as beаutiful butсh girl' occupying my brain since last year and improving character appeal for me tenfold says about me. got a job no time for that

idk why but i got a sudden urge to rewatch natsume yuujinchou. i watched several seasons back in hs and loved it but havent seen seasons since. last 2 jp trips we kept getting nyanko sensei from gacha colllabs, i think its a sign

question. do ppl still like art posters when it comes to fan merch. personally i never hang any up so i prefer standees/art boards. smth sturdy to put up on shelf where i keep my merch

saving my art for years around 1000px is coming around to kick my butt

getting so ahead of myself BUUUUUT let me know if theres a character I know and is niche you never see merch of?? i really wanna lock in for this ngl. i know merch making is whole new set of skill to get good at but i always wanted to!!

work has been killing me this week so i was gonna sleep early but now im thinking of merch possibilities bc that site partners with wooacry and ive seen their options before.. aaaaaaaa

omg. just found out about acggооds.... set up ur own print on demand merch store... feels too good to be true but ngl i always dreamed of making sort of merch 🥺 i dont have big following nor business smarts so i never tried...

@ ψ mystery vn sekimeiya is taking over my brain

shiroya - sekimeiya

akaro - sekimeiya

mild sekimeiya spoilers but that just means u should read it to find out :)

sekimeiya bgm tracks

millions must read sekimeiya

couldnt upload my sekimeiya gif from january here back then but now i made it a quick vid edit w/ bgm track i drew it to

#aitsf zine piece from while back !!

a spiral of memories, the gaze of the abyss #GenshinImpact (tartaglia cоmm for friend from 2021)

「 a hole in the seam 」 #aini #ainirvanainitiative this was for ryuki zine

anyway. aini brainrot returned. have some diverge ryukis. dream of a butterfly my beloved

that one umineko blооd splatter cg background except i always see beatrice in it

ending 009 / vague spoilers endurance match #hndr_FA

ashes to ashes, dust to dust. illusions to illusions #うみねこFA #umineko

#orv han sooyoung doodle in ibis paint

quantum coffee [ sept. 2023 / remember11 ]

soft launching new ocs. i WILL forget about them