this sucks. im on 2 medications both with sleepiness side effects and i slept 10 hrs today, then 4 hr nap in the afternoon, and STILL sleepy. just fighting off fatigue whole day 😢 dont want to be reliant on coffee since it barely helps but idk what else i can do

bruh. my pharmacy is out of my medication and only gets restocked on monday and i dont have enough until then 💀 not smth i can skip a day for

not me accidentally clicking on a very obvious virus on a page and it triggering like 5 popups at once. didn't download anything so hopefully ok lmao

was supposed to draw after work. full of ideas. failed miserably.

finishing this game i went to post like: good game 👍 *forgets about it week later* but if i think more than 15 seconds about it or listen to OST: PLAY THIS GAME NOWWWW BILLIONS MUST EXPERIENCE THIS EITHER PLAY OR WATCH PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

this is so embarassing but i had a dream last night of very stupid nonsense videogame like plot where i get betrayed but saved by antagonist but there was such deep longing and understanding im seriously haunted this morning

my game discussions really depend on what songs i hit on shuffle and wake up like sleeper agent

thinkign about nine sols.... god the ost and ED song are so good

hair down akemi #AINS #AITSF

sekimeiya bgm tracks

ok last for old art posting bc i rly like this one from 2017, mercedes from odin sphere. the game made me cry a lot iirc lol

dont remember posting this one?? maybe i didnt finish this. 2020, played through patho2. did a bunch of other drawings

still like this exarch drawing a lot i did after finishing shb

and this one also from late 2021. named as strikers i guess i was playing p5s then. i was cooking something here cant remember anymore

found some of my unfinished art from 2021. i think i was trying to draw my xiv WoL's azem but i had a diff design in mind later

speaking of anime films.... i now really wanna rewatch millennium actress. my favorite one ever, i saw it in a theater rerun few years ago and rewatched few times bc its just that good. man.

took my little sis to see howls moving castle. was fun, i think i like this one and nausicaa the most out of all ghibli movies

ok last for old art posting bc i rly like this one from 2017, mercedes from odin sphere. the game made me cry a lot iirc lol

dont remember posting this one?? maybe i didnt finish this. 2020, played through patho2. did a bunch of other drawings

taking sooooo much psychic damage looking at my old art. most of the cringe was done in paint tool sai bc i was stubborn on using this one sketch brush. also my teen years. made a lot of improvement when i switched to CSP looks like lol

still like this exarch drawing a lot i did after finishing shb

and this one also from late 2021. named as strikers i guess i was playing p5s then. i was cooking something here cant remember anymore

found some of my unfinished art from 2021. i think i was trying to draw my xiv WoL's azem but i had a diff design in mind later

…. one bite.

Knights of Guinevere PILOT youtu.be/MCAdbUaMlAE

found my ztd watch and it is still functional after 9 years holy moly

WAIT. DUDE. I CAN SLOT A KEYCHARM WITH STRING THROUGH. BUT I DONT HAVE ONE I COULD

noooooooo vague email from division leadership implying we need to work full 5 days in office 💀

alright, got this. so far so good. mostly just a big fan that it is small enough and no goddamn touch screen

💖💖💖

went to fav dumpling place for lunch today and after work began to feel really nauseous and now my guts are cramping. timewise unfortunately likely food poisoning.......

well. lol. lmao. killed similar looking bug crawling on my leg as I was falling asleep, with mostly preserved corpse now I'm down the bug identification rabbithole but initial visual search said it was baby cockroach and i nearly died. similar rddt posts seem to think its baby silverfish tho......

suddenly remembered my old ocs as i was trying to think of a project idea. revival time mayhaps

didnt record speedpaint for the other one. unfortunately enabling recording in CSP slowed it down so bad

missed my babygirl

on twit there was whole "my art vs twit algorithm" trend posting and i did a qrt with art piece that did horribly due to algorithm last year but did VERY good on tumblr and it flopped so bad again lmao. twit algorithm wins every time man

found my old buddy. still works but a bit laggy and i know that battery will die in minutes once i unplug. absolutely peak mp3 player

last post> lurking ftw

Just don't post. Don't feel the need to weigh in on every issue all the time. Sometimes other people have said it better. Don't force yourself to chase trends, news, events, drama, and definitely don't feel like you have to be involved in everything that happens.

unironically love the drakengard 1 ost

*eyes a game jam* am i insane enough to participate........ deadline is just this month, it's already the 10th. i have a vague idea but I'm shit at writing.....

trying to buy an mp3 player in this day and age (for during work to avoid using my phone for music) and man. this cool one i saw does not have bluetooth capability 😔 unfortunately got used to bt earbuds so i need one w/ bt... cheap ones im seeing seem ok but ngl i dont wanna buy chеap shit

been wanting to watch expеdition 33 playthrough but i feel like ive absorbed too many spoilers ppl were posting. hm.

@ ψ mystery vn sekimeiya is taking over my brain

shiroya - sekimeiya

akaro - sekimeiya

mild sekimeiya spoilers but that just means u should read it to find out :)

sekimeiya bgm tracks

not recent win update detecting a driver in my hardware temp tracker software that ive been using for like almost 10 years as a trojan virus 💀💀💀