reminiscent

the typhoon's really scary so I kinda wanna be prepared in case anything needs fixing at home if you have spare to dono or if you want art, hit me up ! ko-fi.com/suzukipc/ #commsopen #comms

i am fighting all sorts of demons to not animate the golden wind torture scene but hey! 2nd model in blender and it only took a 3rd of the time from the first one fully rigged and even has face animations 😁

hella burnt on modwork so i thought i'd learn something new honestly made myself laugh after watching hours of tutorials but blender is pretty nice after you get over the hurdle of hotkeys

sprites I did for mi friend @aviroen.bsky.social :D stay tuned for their expansion mod <3 #sdv #stardewvalley #stardew #pixel #pixelart

Job market is literally starving me out and I'm getting no responses so I opened #art #commissions ko-fi.com/aviroen 🙏

Haven't had internet in 2 days so I've been working more on my #stardewvalley expansion and while I still hate landscaping, at least it's all coming together.

I am sssssssuffering

it's that time of the decade where i was instigated into playing maplestory because i am a social weakling

i should really catch up with irl friends outside of the toxic clique i had in high school 🤔 though tbh my hobbies are still the same, videogames and art

some regular art to keep myself up to pace with making sure i still know how to draw first four npcs you'll most likely meet in my #stardewmodding expansion i'll be culling quite a few just for initial release so they won't be given regular art yet

i'm uninterested in people co-opting any irl likenesses for romance options so all of the cameo equivalents are all cats roaming cats will speak english much like www.nexusmods.com/stardewvalle... Jorts & Jean but are they really cats? 👀

I wanna learn the intricacies of making a zine but graphic design is not my passion 🤣

I don't recall if I ever posted all of the NPCs I planned for my expansion but names and faces are decided. I just haven't bothered making their world sprites for most because I hate that the most tbh #stardewmodding

Unrelated news I will finally be able to have time to myself because I'm no longer expected to work 5 days a week.

Eden's Gay (Savage) #FF14 #FFXIV

i honestly don't know if i should stick to this account being the "whatever i damn well please" account or if i should make a legitimate offshoot to blab just so my [name brand] stays cleaner

easy isometric pixel art is still coming... with a ton of new features! create anything with easymetric soon on @aseprite.org

I'm glad my mother in law has stopped pestering us about children because she has realized that I don't want to have children in this hellscape

I think I'll finally have an idea over the main story of my expansion a la Cain and Abel because I got inspiration from ff15 but also went, "his mental breakdown went from 0 to 100 with no actual trigger and that makes no sense to me"

attempting to write this story of my stardew mod from the end has basically been a show of what my adhd looks like in physical form

Reminder: Fragments is back on webtoon after skipping episodes 60-63 due to the Male Nipple Incident. The damage done by months of absence and announcing that I'd gone to tapas can be seen in the likes per episode. Please help me restabilize, okay? www.webtoons.com/en/canvas/fr...

#mermay sketches of my Viera as a nudibranch 🥰 #ffxiv #ffxivart

I guess I'm at a weird spot in my life where I'm sick of where I'm living but I can't really do much about it because lmao fuck housing prices but also I don't have the means to pay for all of these bills on my $3k/mo wages so I'm just like, idk. Suffer. Burn through games? Try not to tie a knot?

My discover feels like a cesspool at the witching hour so it's hard for me to dig through and follow more artists

Unrelated to ip art I'm currently doing a rough idea of a thai/Korean dragon as a tattoo for my birthday 🤔

"You are fated, it seems... To die in obscurity." #eldenring

i have decided to figure out how to draw a thai dragon for my tattoo on my birthday

i don't exactly have an elden ring oc as i still have not left limgrave after 29 hours lmfao

Haven't been in the mood to render sketches lately so have some wholesome content of my bun and husband #ffxiv #ffxivart

Hey, just decided to post this up here #shenpaint

Got hit by some kind of sickness and I feel like death

Young bunny teaches old bunny new tricks. Old man cringes in the corner. #ffxiv #ffxivart

A dragon ouroboros sounds sick as hell as a tattoo. I think I'll have to design it myself though

The innate drive to get mounts and binge crafting...

Stardate 103: I have spent well over fifty thousand of these moon-bunny credits for any semblance of a "reward" from these sadistic miniature bunnies. Nothing has come of it. The locals are chanting about battery-charging back pain. I have yet to be set free from this cosmic hell. End log.

I've changed roles from viper to gunbreaker for m6s just to get into more parties but lord almighty its still bad out here And I definitely feel the pain of being behind in gear #ffxiv #ffxivart

I wanna go back to the moon... #ffxiv #ffxivart

I can't hold all of these job stones... #ffxiv #ffxivart

i really want a bastardized piece of art for ren just being a brat in a mash of a hanbok and a chong kraben but idk my hands don't wanna work as of late nothing wants to come out the way i wobbl imagine it and i think its just burnout

the problem i have with art is that i've never been formally taught and i have no idea where to go from the level that i'm at because ..... i need to understand anatomy but nothing has stuck so far

how does one,,,,,,, storyboard,,,,,,,, a whole ass thorough story,,,,, i have no fucking imagination

i gotta go to my grandma's and get the last shoebox of pictures my dad took but when i was first going through it all, it took all of my willpower to not just break down and cry

No tablet pain guess I'll break in the colored pencils I've had for over 5 years now lmao. #ffxiv

My portfolio is... sparse... 😬

Finally beat m5s today and so far it's been a pretty good time. Party finder pain continues as I will never have time to be in a dedicated static nor do I have the patience for people anymore lmao

I am slowly burning out from working and I can feel it

teampbnj-shop.com new merch drop waaah biggest new things in there are Baby Rage and Inconsolable :D Hoodies, shirts, sweatshirts; a few new mugs, aaaand a couple new desk mats u.u #fourthwall #merch

Rl: while I'm glad I can burden the financial troubles right now I'm also incredibly under duress about doing so, and I also don't feel like making someone else shoulder this burden wholly by themselves. Overall the toxic mindset of a male figure being sole proprietor is bs

I will continue to attempt to get my husband to play ff14 because he downloaded it now