So last week sucked food poisoning and tired. But I know my next surgery date. April 8th. For a third spinal surgery. Yaaaaya...... Off topic but if anyone wants to like buy me taco bell as a there there poor woman treat....just saying

So my broken disabled ass has been recovering from a almost full day (6am to 9pm) of being in airports or planes. I'll stream tomorrow lolol

I myself have NEVER BEEN MORE FRUSTRATED by an anime as I have now. "With you, our love will make it through" JUST FUCK. YALL CLEARLY WANT TO. Why am I the one frustrated by all the sexual tension GAAAAAAAAAAAH

Tomorrow is literally my birthday. If anyone wants to make it not suck since I won't have my daughter for it. throne.com/riezae here ya go

I cut my birthday stream short. My ex wife messaged me and told me i'm not getting my daughter tomorrow because she feels weak and no one else in her family will drive to get her. and i have no one to get her here. so im crying my eyes out because thats all i wanted for my bday.

Today is my birthday...stream! My bday is tomorrow but that is a me and ari day so I am celebrating it on stream today with octopath and random shenanigans! You can come if you want. I don't want anything just come hangout ^^ www.twitch.tv/riezae

I'm home from my consult and....did not go well. Not in the least. My options are as followed: Live as I currently am. Deal with the numbness, loss of feeling, pain and hope it doesn't get worse. My spine has fused itself over 50% of the way so any and all range of motion? Gone.

Heya everyone! My borfday is next week if anyone wants to get me something. Or donate to the hospital bills. Or buy steam games. Or my daughter stuff.....just throooooowing it out there lol

ever take a nap in the hopes of waking up less breedable?

8 days til birthday. Playing some octopath if anyone wants to hangout

I want to come. That is all.

words i live by

Honestly after today and with how people view trans people i wouldnt be shocked if the next time im in major public area i get my ass beat for saying hi. anyway octopath 0 time twitch.tv/riezae

God y'all teaching is such a joke. I work for an online public "charter" through ohio and because of "attendance" the christmas bonus we're supposed to get is going to be "combined" with the june one. Bullshit. we don't really get raises either. I was looking forward to it to help pay medical bills

If you've honestly never been to one of my streams I feel these two clips are a fairly accurate representation of the shenanigans to expect. Go ahead. watch them. i dare you. www.twitch.tv/riezae/clip/... www.twitch.tv/riezae/clip/... Please enjoy

OCTOPATH! OCTOPATH! OCTOPATH!!! Don't fucking care that i started xillia OCTOPATH!!! twitch.tv/riezae

Ever threaten to piss on someone because they were annoying you lol. I have. Also no stream today cuz i fucking hurt lolol just assume when i dont during the week its cuz i fucking hurt lol

No stream today BUT! BUT......i did a lot of stuff for streams for now on =3

I want pancakes and pizza. And a warm bed. And sleep. so much sleep

Hey friends! Did you know in 15 days it's your (least) favorite red pandas birthday?!?! It is!!! So if you feel like it stop on down to her throne and look at the many vittles of fun you can throw her way! throne.com/riezae

Anyone wanna buy me a pizza? Octopath traveler 0? two pizzas? lol

can i have some body parts that work please? my arms dont wanan today and im angy

Im not below this lol anyone wanna buy me octopath traveler 0? Anyone? My birthday is in 2 and half weeks? Anyone at all. I'll stream it if someone does

If my body stops working....will tears continue to roll down my face?

Going to be hanging out with Tea and also playing some ff7. WOO twitch.tv/riezae yes get used to seeing the other part lol

Continuing the hospitalthon. Hopefully the game doesn't freeze again with cid =-= Again, any sharing of the previous stuff would be greatly appreciated twitch.tv/riezae

Hey everyone! My health hasn't been the greatest I know but this is still ongoing through the rest of the year. Turns out I am going to require a complete spinal fusion and a whole bunch other stuff done on my spine. I could really use the help if you can spare anything. Really it would mean a lot

stream i guess. i dunno. im bored twitch.tv/riezae

I was going to stream today but i am incensed to a point of nah i will say bad things. YEP

im taking a break from ff7 today to play something else. i might play it after but i dont know. im. yep. twitch.tv/riezae

So. Hospital got back to me. My neck is worse than thought. I need a complete fusion and I have an expedited consult..... Disability also told me today because I've tried working that it's a no. I've been crying a lot today.

Still going on as my health gets worse and worse and worse and worse.....

I'm not streaming today. I got my mri and ct stuff back. Not great. not great......plus ....even though itll piss my mom the fuck off i need to get fuckface out of here so tough convo day!

Now hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee I go, making fun of some dumb mother fuckers buying houses and drinking! with @teatheshiba.bsky.social twitch.tv/riezae

Anybody want a roommate? My mother stopped me from talking to him because she didn't want me to start anything or bring it up to him because...well clearly me and my needs and feelings mean fucking nothing. This isn't a joke post. I'm dead fucking serious.

So the fuck face is still in my home. No stream today because my parents wont EVICT HIM and i need to sort through his fucking finances to tell him to gtfo because NO. Fucking bullshit I have to help this manchild fucking adult.....

My fucking body is a joooooooooooooooke. =-= I woke up and my arms are like HA no bitch you're not gonna have strength at all in us......god this fucking sucks

wolf girlfriend🐺

I'm live but eh. Like. Y'all. I just.... *Sighs* like i want someone to throw like fucking tacos at me or something

Smol final fantasy vii stream. i did a lot of grinding off stream for things i wanted now off to wutai =D twitch.tv/riezae

Cosmo canyon, nibel, maybe cid? WHO KNOWS!!! Hospitalathon day uh...6? I think fucking six I dunno twitch.tv/riezae

bust-up illust for @mahoushoujoia.bsky.social 💜 #iastrations

Yeah no stream today. Back is dying. Hospitalathon tomorrow will continue.

More hospitalathon fun. Yay. I might take a break tomorrow. I dunno. depends on my back. shrugs twitch.tv/riezae

Hospitalathon Day 4. Yuffie you fucking bitch PLEASE come home. Also like share im live maybe i dunno. I have little hope lol twitch.tv/riezae

So my bestie @teatheshiba.bsky.social was super fucking awesome and helped me make these graphics for my hospitalathon. I do not expect to hit any goals above 200 mind you but we tried to come up with ones that I could given my health and living situation. Seriously. sharing this would help a TON!

Keep Kalm and fuck Sephiroth. Or something like that. Anywho day 3 of the imfuckingdyingandneedmorehospitalworkathon =D twitch.tv/riezae

Day 3 of hospitalthon is....me laying in bed because my back h urts so much it feels like there is a spike being shoved up my spine =D so when i get done teaching at 4 my ass is in bed baby!!!!

We just got the best girl in FF7 (fucking fight me cowards) and are on our way to meet her mom! =D YAY! Heavily graphically modded FF7 time for hospitalthon day 2! twitch.tv/riezae