My fucking body is a joooooooooooooooke. =-= I woke up and my arms are like HA no bitch you're not gonna have strength at all in us......god this fucking sucks

wolf girlfriend🐺

I'm live but eh. Like. Y'all. I just.... *Sighs* like i want someone to throw like fucking tacos at me or something

Smol final fantasy vii stream. i did a lot of grinding off stream for things i wanted now off to wutai =D twitch.tv/riezae

Cosmo canyon, nibel, maybe cid? WHO KNOWS!!! Hospitalathon day uh...6? I think fucking six I dunno twitch.tv/riezae

bust-up illust for @mahoushoujoia.bsky.social 💜 #iastrations

Yeah no stream today. Back is dying. Hospitalathon tomorrow will continue.

More hospitalathon fun. Yay. I might take a break tomorrow. I dunno. depends on my back. shrugs twitch.tv/riezae

Hospitalathon Day 4. Yuffie you fucking bitch PLEASE come home. Also like share im live maybe i dunno. I have little hope lol twitch.tv/riezae

So my bestie @teatheshiba.bsky.social was super fucking awesome and helped me make these graphics for my hospitalathon. I do not expect to hit any goals above 200 mind you but we tried to come up with ones that I could given my health and living situation. Seriously. sharing this would help a TON!

Keep Kalm and fuck Sephiroth. Or something like that. Anywho day 3 of the imfuckingdyingandneedmorehospitalworkathon =D twitch.tv/riezae

Day 3 of hospitalthon is....me laying in bed because my back h urts so much it feels like there is a spike being shoved up my spine =D so when i get done teaching at 4 my ass is in bed baby!!!!

We just got the best girl in FF7 (fucking fight me cowards) and are on our way to meet her mom! =D YAY! Heavily graphically modded FF7 time for hospitalthon day 2! twitch.tv/riezae

So in what is sadly becoming an annual tradition I have a new thon for the winter season! Two years ago it was a christmasthon for my daughter, last year birthmasathon for me and daughter and this year a HOSPITALthon =D Yay! Turns out I have a rarer and more dangerous spinal condition and

So I need to stream more since I have over 2k in medical bills...and growing! Turns out I have a way worse medical condition called OPLL. I have mris, ct scans, xrays and other things I gotta worry about now....yay... so if anyone wants to help =D twitch.tv/riezae

Omfg im going to do a just chatting screen? Eh fuck it why not im bored twitch.tv/riezae

You ever just wanna drink italian dressing? And not the shit kind either. Like....wishbown or olive gardens. I could do shots of that shit right now

I was high key gonna stream today but like, im feeling more skibidi ohio than i am a rizzler so I wouldnt be able to give that goat energy ya know. just..... sooooo 6 - 7 on my part. I hope yall are gucci with me not streaming like on god, ratio on my part.

I'm playing essentially only animal cruelty games now. Yes I am classifying pokemon as the worst. At least in palworld they get beds and food lol twitch.tv/riezae

You would think after three years I would do schedules and post nice witty stream things. Nah fuck that shit. If you wanna hang out im playing some digimon bitches! twitch.tv/riezae

Time to inhumanely capture animals! =D Yes palworld. Not pokemon. I was watchign a friend play it and im like man i got that itch again...... twitch.tv/riezae

Oh hey a sunday stream. Back into adventures with Joshua and Estelle until I wanna make dinner lol twitch.tv/riezae

I'm in a baking/cooking mood today

So I think imma start over on time stranger. Like. I don't like the pathing i've done with some digimon and it would be easier to start over lol i'm not far in but 20 hours will be lost. Oh well! twitch.tv/riezae

Gonna do a little singing and then some gaming. Maybe pokemon pizza. Maybe tactics? Maybe SOMETHING ELSE ENTIRELY WHO THE FUCK KNOWS. twitch.tv/riezae

Heeeey....um... I'm back? Twitch.tv/riezae

So today I will be streaming around 3pm EST to go over what the fuck was going on with me, why I have been gone, and why I essentially peaced out of everything. I'll also be on with the my bestie since i was with her during some of the time. So a big catchup stream. 3pm.

I want to take pizza pringles, crush them out, and put them on a little caesars pizza.

The state of Ohio refused to review my disability claim even though dozens of items have been added about my health and the fact I was institutionalized. Now it goes to federal court. Like....Jesus Christ I'm so done with this shit

Apple dress 🐇🍎

I know I've been posting a lot of irl pics of me but eh fuck it we ball. Supposed to be going out later with a friend..how do I look?

And I'm not even in my.home kitchen =D meatball bake!!!!

Do you think people would donate organs more if they were financially compensated for it?

I get some hella intense cravings. I think it's cuz of the progesterone and stuff? LIke right now.I want big mac sauce. Don't need a burger. Just the sauce. Give me a cup. Maybe fries....."maybe"

mfw I eat 3 uncrustables for lunch and then 1 after therapy and your therapist tells you you should be eating more than once or twice a day =/ oops

That feeling when a town in your state has to become a trans sanctuary city ......

I think my cravings really have gotten way weirder on progesterone. I want uncrustables. All of them. And a cake ......maybe some munchos

Hm. If my parents keep not answering me there's a sliiiiiight chance I'll be homeless when I get home xD

It is absolutely CRIMINAL that places can charge you an application fee just to SEE IF YOU CAN MOVE IN THERE. -_- and make it non refundable. and over like $50 as well? Hell no.

Am....am I Icarus? Perhaps.....

I'm currently at a melodrama with a friend and if this was a date I'd be putting out.

Does anyone actually like penises? I feel like there is a just a big lie and no one actually does. Titties and other bitties for life yo.

I'm just a giant piece of shit who needs to pick themselves up by their bootstraps and find a home for my ex boyfriend who threatened to kill himself because of me and controlled what I did Silly me. I'm not allowed to be weak or be afraid of him and just throw him out. Where my mom told him he

Cool so the trip protection insurance I got for cancellations doesn't cover my cancellation.....why. =_= so once again I am asking/begging for help

So if anyone is wondering, yeah I fled from my home because I was scared for my safety. I'm pretty sure, since I'm on leave for my attempt, I'm still getting paid but ...I wanna help out the friend I'm with and I'll need funds to travel since I can't stay here forever. If anyone would like to donate

Self care is important right?

So I got a good picture. This is why I can't turn my head. The scar goes down a bit but I look like a human zipper. Lol got some nice hardware in my neck

The time change for my flight.........changed airports. My friend has to drive extra =_= I can't stop fucking up yall

Back to my hiatus for a bit......