It’s been a productive day.

The ball was dropped on my surgeries. I’ve been chasing down my doctors to get updated paperwork. I moved to Aurora to be closer to my doctors. I’m struggling until I get my food assistance on the 1st. Anything helps. 🖤Paypal: [email protected] cashapp: $BrooklynRousseau76 Venmo: @djmythadrall

Good morning Bluesky fam 🖤

I need a back rub real bad.

Injection done.

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Since i keep seeing titty Tuesday posts,

Repost if you like thick redhead girls with thick cocks 🙂‍↕️✌️

The ball was dropped on my surgeries. I’ve been chasing down my doctors to get updated paperwork. I moved to Aurora to be closer to my doctors. I’m struggling until I get my food assistance on the 1st. Anything helps. 🖤Paypal: [email protected] cashapp: $BrooklynRousseau76 Venmo: @djmythadrall

Meh, just can’t seem to fall asleep.

And guess whose state is stuck in the middle of this shit...... www.yahoo.com/news/article...

So I won 36$ from the Facebook settlement. Fuck Meta!

#MutualAid #Helpsky Yo, so I had a pretty bad fall earlier today, and have been told to stay off of my feet for at least a week, but this means I'm not allowed to stand long enough to cook anything. I need 200$ again, to be able to order food this week.🙏 Any amount helps💖 ko-fi.com/blairaudhdmess

The “Trans Rapture” is when all the Evangelicals just magically disappear, leaving us to live in peace.

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Now I’m feeling NIN nostalgic, I always genuinely felt the beauty and despair of this track. It’s a doing I can and have listened to on repeat for a long time given mood.

I may not be pretty but

Not going to lie, everything has been fucked up because of the medical staff fumbling with my FFS, but I’ve literally moved to be closer to their location to be more hands on with the process. I’m done playing. Boobs are still scheduled for Jan. But I’m still working on new FFS dates.

Dear federal agent that I assume monitors my account. I’m sorry I have not been posting as much. Oogah boogah!

Just an fyi, sitting outside in Aurora Colorado and no one is harassing me. Not even “Venezuelan gangs”.

So I’m in Aurora now to be closer to my doctors and surgeon. I feel like I need to have the ability to be in front of people when complications arise.

Hey bluesky fam, there is a lot going on right now. I will update when things are a bit settled.

I’m alive. I’m not particularly happy right now, but yeah, I’m alive.

I’m alive. I’m not particularly happy right now, but yeah, I’m alive.

A conversation with the @bsky.app devs in my head. Bluesky: Here’s a bookmark function! Me: but I wanted an edit function Bluesky: Now you can bookmark all your typos!

And with all this, there’s a lot I don’t bother to talk about.

It’s been awhile since I had one of these sharing seasons, but we do that here. I can’t say I’m documenting the Trans experience, but this is part of my Trans experience.

Remember when that Orange asshole was going on about kids going to school and coming home the same day with gender affirming surgeries? I wish I had gone to that magical fairy tale school.

So recap. I started medically and socially Transitioning 3 years 4 months ago. I started the process on the surgical procedures August 2023. I would have started the surgical procedure process immediately but insurance requires a year on HRT to start the process. I spent about a year In limbo cont.

So how I’m approaching things is this. My PCP, Therapist ( and case worker where I get my therapy), the people who fumbled my paperwork, and my surgeon all work for the same company albeit in different places. I already emailed my therapist and case worker to explain what happened and to see cont.

Apologies if it’s taking me awhile to get back to messages.

Anyway I’m feeling pretty broken right now.

So long story short, I was checked in for my surgery last Monday, the pre-op information and told that that was everything till I went to the hospital Saturday. During the week after this call but the same day, I received a letter via their patient portal ( which I had no real reason to check) cont.

No surgery today, will talk more when I have the emotional energy.

So it’s surgery month, a week from tomorrow actually. And I have expenses with logistics, a couple things I need to get for the surgery, & just general surviving. If anyone is in a position to help out anything helps. Cashapp $BrooklynRousseau76 , Venmo @djmythadrall , paypal [email protected]

Note, I have zero intention of doing anything illegal. Just a funny thought. Tonight would be the perfect time to Rob a store or something, purposely without mask and without shaving. I’ll have a completely new face in a day. Zee perfect crime.

I’ve actually never had any kind of surgery before, ever.