sigh i tried to laugh about it by drawing what i did but im really not okay and its getting in the way of things i need to do which is making me even less okay im fighting every damn second of the day to find purpose, to believe in my dreams and i do not say that lightly or in exaggeration

to this day, i dont really know how to personally interpret the whole "be cringe be free" type advice like i get that vibes-wise it's supposed to sort of encourage you to just do what makes you feel best but like i still cant be emotionally/logically okay with hitting anyone with the

also omg playing Hell Is Us the second time around is so much harder cuz i know where all the puzzles are and the answers but what i didnt know are the actual "act" progression points cuz those are what determine whether or not you actually fail a mission before it can be finished

...oh.... uhm i uh....ive never finished hollow knight, but i was able to keep myself away from the important details for a good long time but uh...i think i just got spoiled in a random youtube short ....welp ;v;

EY I BEAT THE GAME I BEAT HELL IS US I DIDNT CHEAT ON ONE PUZZLE IN IT, EVEN WHEN IT GOT REALLY HARD I HAD A GREAT TIME IM PLAYING A SECOND TIME TO OPTIMIZE

i wish there was a not insane way to relate to people what its like to try to draw when its REALLY not the time for it like i genuinely try all the time, and sure, sometimes its a matter of just pumping out the bad drawings til you can get the good ones later on but sometimes its just

you know i really wanna say my bad, to the three or four people out there who've tried to connect with me lately and have been kind enough to be like "you know if you need someone to talk to or hang out with, I'm here" I really do appreciate the offers and I wish I could just accept them but ;3;

man i know what im hungry for it just hit me cuz like ive been down a bit cuz i havent known what it is i really wanna eat ...buffalo wings ooooohbby i gotta just destroy some meaty spicy wangs maybe tomorrow? maybe

okay...yeah I'm officially getting into the meat of Hell Is Us and I can confirm, this game is good it's DEFINITELY not for everyone but if youre a freak like me who likes puzzles and soulslikes and lore and reading lots of little notes and papers and figuring out context clues, this game's gotcha

only offering chibi commissions until i finish major project but they're awesome and you should get one anyway 🥹 ko-fi.com/gowstlie/com... vgen.co/gowstlie

this was a pretty good day, all things considered mostly spent it in others' streams but man i was watching someone on their birthday getting choked up seeing all the nice encouragements for their streaming career and then i spend time watching some folks singing karaoke and having so much fun

ill say it being big is hard for me ievery dress i wanna wear becomes an abuela/lola/general grandma fit that said when i hear about fit people i feel so much better hearing that a fit dude ate 3 M&Ms and then went "ugh my stomach.." like we all got different experiences but like i could never lol

putting this on your timeline again

lol i saw someone say "so why can pokemon understand complicated attack names if they dont humanspeak" and my mind went "lol if anything, what do you think a pokemon is thinking when they get given the caesar thumbs down attack name" Lapras hearing "Perish Song!" lookin like

okay im done lol, sorry about all that but i swear i dont want to hear one goddamn thing about "durr youre just hopping on shit that happened, gj being unpaid news" the gigantic tree is falling and creaking and youre OUTRIGHT ignoring the sound of its deafening splinters have you SEEN the Lorax

And proof of the proof of the proof

and if all of what i do end up showing isnt good enough, gonna post this here cuz i really dont know what else to tell you im not a super truth prover, thats not in my job description im just taking all the steps i can think of to prove that this is NOT a new thought we've KNOWN this was coming

I hate that this turned out to predict the new horrible Bsky guidelines.

OH IM A GENIUS I ORDERED A PIZZA TODAY im using the receipt from the pizza RIGHT NEXT to the picture i drew to PROVE i drew it today

from me to you! <3

i have had a couple people notify me that someone is pretending to be me on discord and reaching out to ppl about growing their channel or whatever. this is not me, if you are approached by someone like this report them and dont interact further

DO NOT go back to twitter that is the hitler site. i am dead serious with this shit. its main role as a de-facto organ of the trump admin is to facilitate nazi propaganda. you cannot be posting your doodles on the "euthanize all trans people" forum just because they still allow pornography

that said btw, i guess the last smut place you can find me on is FA www.furaffinity.net/user/roose i have a discord server too but im working on remaking it into a public server for people who commission me to go, just in case, and also as a hangout spot in general in case ill say once its done

there was a thing i was going to say but im not going to say it chances are it'll give them ideas but im going to save it and date it because its the most obvious next backward step cuz i swear to god, if people are like "well no one could've guessed they'd go that far" lol...sure bud

proud of myself! i got two pieces done, and managed to line up a few more that maaaakes....one more to line up, and....5 to finish a 6th that needs to be started on and a 7th that's been waiting on me for a while now, and is partially why i decided to take a much bigger hiatus this time

we need to run back Cinderella 1997 i mean it doesnt need to be Cinderella but i mean just the idea of it, ppl who know, know like..gosh imagine Seussical musical with a properly diverse cast in a beautifully imagined version that people never realized they needed

when it's time to trade your polycule for more power

so can you COOMEE PICCK UPP YOOURR CLOOOOTTHESSS

man I love The Mummy I don't know enough about Egyptian culture to know if any of it is insultingly appropriative but like its still the only movie we have that was brave enough to call an undead "juicy"

alrighty im rollin or at least i will once ive got maybe two or so slices of pizza in me first for fuel picarto.tv/MissingPlaty...

ordering myself some food real quick and then ill get streaming while i work wont be anything special, the stream's mute just drawing boobs and dicks and such as per the commission requests youre welcome to watch if you want

before i get to work today just wanted to say, about the things i deleted and the circumstances that led up to doing so its fascism iiiiiiittsss fascism i deleted the things i said to respect the concern someone showed for me but my feelings haven't changed worlds a fuck and im fixing it

anyways im going to get some sleep tomorrow i have to get my brother ready for his day out and then ill see if i can stream while i get all my work out of the way and get back to offering regular commissions again

idk if people remember the movie Stranger Than Fiction but man..that was a movie I needed to watch rn I have been..in so much despair and in the face of that, the small things I've tried to do to find comfort in the moments in between have all felt that much more insignificant and pointless

decided to delete some stuff i realized that i went and did it again i got caught up and spiraled its easy to fall into when you feel like you have no future, nothing to look forward to, no one coming to save you when you've never had the backbone to be yourself and have no muscle memory for it

I have a lot, but think about this one often

today was..pretty bad had the house to myself usually i dont mind being alone but idk it made me particularly sad today it got to a point where without realizing it, i had gotten several things out to pull my brain apart enough to get through whatever feelings i was burying down i looked like

「 CHROMATIC EXPLOSION 」 💥🌈 portrait commission for armegetoncorp, from fernhomo

man I still have chills thinking about Wednesday S2 i have a million things to say about it but if i had to say at least one omg Agnes what a show stealer I LOVE WHEN GIRLS AAAAA THE GIRLS ARE THREE NOW IM SO DOWN

there's a lot of aspects of art that are difficult the acquiring of technique, the formulation of style, the swallowing of gallons of your own pride but the worst has GOT to be the procrastination cuz like...its one of the few jobs where you have to accept that its part of the process??

Holy crap! There's an ACTUAL NUMBER for PayPal in this! PayPal is NOTORIOUS for never giving out numbers!!! This is pure gold!

Shape of Dreams has really taken my attention for now I'd been missing the camaraderie that I used to find in Inkbound, so finding it to an extent again here with this game has been nice its also just nice to watch, very eye-porn type graphics in terms of the explosions and magic spells

Floats I seem to always forget i have a blusky acc huhu www.instagram.com/tofuneers

oh heeeell yes trying out a new game, Shape of Dreams bit of a grindbaiter, but that's not a dealbreaker love a he/him who dresses like this

Please remember this while we fight for free speech and human expression. We may face short term losses. We already have. But things dont have to stay that way. Winning hearts and minds, and directing their energy at representatives, can create change even after a bill is passed

i need....to draw better cum its been a personal rough spot for me as an artist that i just cannot find out what my cum looks best as in my style, it always comes out looking like nickelodeon slime liquids in general im pretty bad at expressing

Moon archer

Wanted to do a sort of unofficial art attack! (can't make it official since yeah, smut) I saw this character a long while ago tbh and wanted to draw her, so this was a nice excuse to do so! (thats basically what I use artfight for anyways) Belongs to @hibbyslut.bsky.social

just wanted to draw him once bro's my oasis in the midst of the gargantuan, arid mountains of stress I'm trying to ignore bless you, mr man