oh i hadnt said anything here did i im fuckin sick, bro im nauseous, ive got pounding headaches, sore throat, the works, and it is the fucking pits there's in fact more going on badly in my life besides that but god, the sickness is going to compound everything real badly..

The horse op-ed is an instant classic. I can't tell you how much joy this piece gives me. It should be taught in every introductory writing class in no small part because the horse arguments are so compelling. "I have noticed that human children get to eat cake. But I am bigger than the children."

i feel like deciding to put the dragonball x onepiece x toriko crossover episodes on netflix at a time where people are the most fucked over mentally about where AI is being used for so many different things is a twisted move like.../I/ know for a fact its real, i read the manga, but thats nasty

uhggh.. in my head, i do get that right now, if i dont concern myself with my health first, im gonna mismanage myself and fall apart to a place where im gonna lose more time to be working on the work i have to get done ..but ive been a long time on some of these..i need these to be done already..

-sees friend got new art..its from a cancelled furry artist- oh -checks in on that furry artist to see if they've even changed their ways- -turns out they pump their art into AI engines now- oh

sorry, towok today off when i got back from my trip, the day after, my dad went "hey do your spring clinging. now." and so i did. it was very strenuous, i had to do quite a lot of rearranging and clearing of dust and i was worn out from my travels so i vowed the day after i would not work at all.

i think about the fact i drew this all the time i might never forget i drew this like even the actual context does not make it make more sense

finally back home from my trip feeling...strange i feel like i should feel different but something's wrong it feels like there's a hole in my gut but im not dying or in pain im just less and less here hopefully ill feel better once ive gotten some sleep

went on a ferry during my trip, took some pictures i wanted to draw over

this isnt going to be the final idea but i had a wild spark of inspiration...im coming up with a new sona in case my current one feels less like me someday its a kappa/deer/dragon/canine ..ill prolly come up with a catchier name as i figure the design out more

this cheeky fucker's always got somethin to say..

hold the FUCK on hold the fucking FUCK on ....what do you mean there's finally actually going to be a big name animated movie thats in the PHILIPPINES and its being done by the people who did the fucking Puss in Boots Last Wish movie

Azumanga daioh lied to me..the perfect break method didnt work..tonkotsu wasn’t bad tho

called my doctor to get an appointment together about how im feeling closest i could get was in april i guess im just gonna have to hope that whatever's happening with me doesnt kill me by then

as i am wont to do, i am now emotionally crashing from the brief high i was feeling idk its just been hard with my health lately...these headaches have been so troubling and all i can think of as the cause is my medication is this some "its only clean if you make the gums bleed" type shit, whatgives

i keep forgetting i havent been on social media for like long periods lately, or only once the night is over and like...yeah that rocks actually i havent had much to report anyway, ive been staying properly busy with work and getting a lot done tbh, kickin this queue's ass

sorry if i slow down a little idk what its from but ive grown quite unwell in a peculiar way dull headaches making my brain warble, and also nauseous somehow and before you ask, my sinuses are strangely clean as a whistle ive been prone to runny noses all my life but i seem to be fine for now

ppl who still commission their favourite artists even in this era where everyone is broke and genAI is being pushed on us at every opportunity—you are appreciated more than words can express!!!

lol the measured nature of this article is hilarious a roast implies that there's some kind of goodhearted fun at the back of things, i feel like, which is so far off the map from our feelings we. do. not. want. this. shit. get. it. out.

-an ominous hooded figure emerges from the dark once i have money to spend- guy: a new microphone..a new videogame..or one big doordash meal treat..you must choose.. me: my head hurts can i choose death death feels easier guy: i mean you could save me: death ill take death pls

i want pancakes...so goddamn bad i super wanna eat those like porn level jiggle physics pancakes you know the ones, the big fat ones from..is it only japan? i feel like more places prolly do it too

doodled gril

sigh i want to play Crimson Desert, cuz it looks really interesting, but..fck with the dlss stuff happening im so scared of there being some fcking "we removed the AI" retroactive shit thats gonna poison the whole experience for me

QUICK!! DRAW WHAT YOURE WEARING!! 5 MIN. MAX!! idk

decided on a whim to join a viewing of a movie i hadnt ever seen before, Phantom of the Paradise.... ....god what a necessary piece of media to consume like i feel like i actively added a new element into my brain chemistry, like i increased myself one irl level with a Rare Candy

reposting this cuz oh my god i thought i tagged it properly and also moderation didnt catch it either, im so sorry-

i know this is gonna be insane to hear but i did finally watch the first episode(s) of MLP: Friendship Is Magic and....it finally has hit me why it became a thing, and why bronies happened too its just got that particular setup, that sort of anime theatric/archetype to it

i never listened to the dub of Toriko, listening to it now cuz it happens to be on Netflix its always interesting to see what gets translated, and what gets ad-libbed into it to flll lines ..making Toriko say "smell my power" is still wild tho

i know i already posted a picture encouraging people, but im gonna reiterate esp for myself cuz i need to hear and see it ....fuck all this shit going on im gonna keep working, keep doing my best keep enjoying my life with the people out here who are still trying to enjoy our lives

i miss playing MtG or rather, i miss my younger days in it where everyone wasnt scrambling to make super optimized decks, we were just making what we could with the commons we scrounged i think the closest to casual i could do anymore is maybe battles between pre-constructed decks, that'd be nice

do people...know of Yowamushi Pedal I feel like everyone either forgets about it or missed it altogether I highly advise at LEAST watching through the first major arc

it feels like an ass day for a lot of ppl so just wanna be here to remind yall

Sorry for the lack of activity it’s literally just this

...im considering going back to contacts like eye contacts idk ive had these frickin terrible headaches lately and i know its my fault for my head being gigantic, but its also that thing where like..glasses wearers have this thing where sometimes, when youre bending over, you..clench your head??

dude if youve got a mental illness like fuckin turn up dude like seriously dude like whatever the fuck youve got goin on dude fuckin, youre medicated, youre not medicated dude like seriously fuckin bro i put my fuckin

how it feels sometimes

idk a knight with a fireball as a warmup

licky

i know its insane to some ppl that id rather be a furry rather than be "normal" but like days like today where someone followed up "hi whats your name" with "so im not racist but" the person next to me who just started toing "mrrwarrrrrrr"? that guy love that guy decidedly love that guy more

not making a therapy movie? are...did you even watch Elio? the parents being gone? the child literally creating his own coping mechanisms whilst being misparented by his aunt? the child literally being bullied in a distant isolated place??

thanks!

we had a nice time on a lake house sun was insanely bright but it was so peaceful

okay i think thats all of it, there you go its been nice to let myself enjoy drawing again, and theyve liked the art too which im always glad to hear

different timezones can be hard to manage but giving loved ones headpats and snuggles is always nice