i apologize..several times i shouldve been keeping at streaming, but ig i burnt out a bit, might need to cool it ill still keep working on all of my work, but i need time to myself this december has been so rough

yall dont know this happens daily im losing braincells (audio from Make Some Noise, link below) www.youtube.com/shorts/QTWgR...

wheeee im GAYYYY (technically poly/pan but same diff) #brushweek2025

yall dont know this happens daily im losing braincells (audio from Make Some Noise, link below) www.youtube.com/shorts/QTWgR...

Opening a couple of fullbody sketches in stream DONE RIGHT NOW. $75 each. I have my monthly IRS bill that hits tomorrow (forgot about it due to xmas...) anything helps. If you want one please DM me with link to ref and lemme know what pose and expression youd like. One and done in stream right now.

ive been having fun with this brush challenge ill miss drawing myself consuming paint

a lil lagoon~ #brushweek2025

took off my glasses happy chry

this one tastes a lil..wretched '3' really bad at spreading strawberry jam apparently! for #brushweek2025 !

Clean-adeedoo! Redesign for #brushweek2025

yall ever hit a moment in your art where upi realize its giving YOU eyes and you end up like "h heh h--h-h-h-hheeeeyyy" O///O;;;

my special skill is truly that i know maybe one fact about your hyperspecific interest, but nothing else im just built for disappointment, lol whats that, you have a history in cowmilking? did you know i knew about cannulation before i talked to you? ..nothing else tho!

Garden brush for #brushchallenge2025 !

Plushie design for #brushweek2025 !

im the third one looking at the two like

one of the greatest gifts you can give me as an introvert is to let me know that its okay to be myself i dont want to be told it tho, thats so gross its about expression, its about letting me know through little actions and listen, i need money gib money I NEED MONEY ..imkidding ..mostly

a lil challenge I'm trying out! my design muscles are so atrophied- part of #brushweek2025 , a challenge by @fourleafisland.art ! link to challenge post below this!

i love learning new things talking to folks in the past few days, ive learned about the technology behind cow milking machines, farming in Australia, and matpat mpreg

imagining a 2085 sex ed teacher slapping the pissing on the moon monologue up on the projector, the video ends, then he slaps his hands together and goes "and thats how it goes baby, any questions"

i been thinkin of and remembering this particular platypus i gotta draw her doing some stuff sometime

like all days where i want to work, im procrastinating.. just real irresponsible stuff, cleaning all the trash off my desk, bagging it and taking out, getting a laundry batch rolling, taking my medication, cleaning the shit off the toilet, replacing the shower curtains i cant focus x x;;

aaaaand then i found a much nicer moment with folks only a few minutes later i would draw my good feelings out but i havent slept in two days and i gotta sleep like now if i wanna get myself back in business i might even stream tomorrow, ive got a good feeling (knockonwood)

i dont lay this accusation against anyone ive been spending time with but i cant pretend like this isnt a thing im dealing with rn you just wanna hang out with ppl and watch them be their natural selves but everybody's got a bit it just sucks your soul out

fucking stealing this from tumblr

btw, this is me doing work btw i have a commission i have to work on that involves drawing Sonar, so i wanted to know the character before i drew it so im not just like "ehh w/e bathead guy"

oh

-seethes- i swear to god if Royd is the twist villain ill kick a baby right back into the cooter it came out of

finally, FINALLY found the room in my mental capacity to try Dispatch ...dang...okay I get the hype and worse, seeing just a liiiittle too much of myself in Robert just entirely dead in the eyes even as im trying to make friendly conversation...there's a reason vrchat is so convenient for me-

mlem

one thing ive been learning a lot about now is whats up with vrc furries these days like i didnt know about novabeasts, avalis, mayus, nardos, nunnadis shit before i got on here i mean im old enough that i was around when SERVALS came into existence for the first time

what it says on the label

do robots dream of electric hoes?(?)

...........im gonna shoot myself ive been in vrc so ive been learning the lingo, esp the stuff im trying to tune out and then i saw the new Record of Ragnarok episodes came out and there was a character who gets hurt when he sees other people get hurt and my brain unbidden went "he has PHANTOM PAIN"

idk

...critterdome? critterdome ....CRITTERDOME?? GOT SUSPENDED?? ... ill admit i dont keep track of many ppl as well as id like to but....critterdome?? CRITTERDOME???? i...bluesky youre getting on my last nerve there are worse people doing unthinkable shit, this is NOT where you should be swinging

it is season

its been a LONG time since i played For Honor, caught the itch cuz i saw someone else playing it i havent played in 3yrs so ofc i suck lol but on top of that..im obsessed trying to learn this guy Sohei i mostly played lighter guys like Nobushi and Peacemaker but ough im a sucker for benkeis

yknow..i feel like i dont know enough jewish folks i met a bunch when i was still trying to train in musical theatre, friggin cool ass bunch but we all fell out of touch sadly a lil random ik commonly recurring thought for me esp since there's this jewish musical couple band i follow a lil now

i havent said anything about "smaller" games lately cuz i been too broke even for them that said, I bought "This Ain't Even Poker, Ya Joker" recently ..little mentioned fact, i was not and am still not much of a fan of clicker games that said this game real nice and pretty

lol sometimes ya gotta have fun

not sure how often ill use this sticker but its a vibe i find myself back at quite often, listening to half the kids wandering by saying insane shit they dont want their parents to hear

ive been gifted like 8 months of free vrc+ so i figured id make a sticker i tend to need a lot since ive got no mic

UUUUGGGHHH BROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ....I FUCKING FORGOT THE TWO GIANT BAGS OF CHIPS I BOUGHT IN THE GROCERY STORE ....AT THE FUCVKING GROCERY STORE IM TOO TIRED TO GO BACK THEYRE GONE FK ........fuuuuuuuuuckme i gotta stop saying im undiagnosed and whatnot if im living the life, im living the life

i can never bring myself to hit send on these things i feel like i black out and suddenly ive splurged all this positivity from this unknown place and im crying why am i crying

i gots sketch commissions!

where i land on this is fuck it im old enough that at this point, ive been through enough fuckups that dont necessarily define who i am, cuz who i am is better defined by the people i actually spend time with and the points i do my best to stand by

i played exp33, enjoyed it i get to the TGA, everyone is saying "fuck exp33" i dont get it, i watch exp33 get goty, i see ppl put forward good points about being okay with things being good and then i find out apparently AI was used in it like AITA for feeling helplessly confused

i debate this a lot