ohhhhhhhh my god what did i say abt the universe listening?? i've had a DREADFUL couple months financially bc of surprise expenses and important bills but now i'm looking to make three months of my usual salary in one... neeeed to lock in for this

smth smth when u have a type or whatever

universe always listens, my fav vibrator broke recently and today i got a job opportunity for a free new toy, my wallet weeps in gratitude,,

Wait are you for REALLLLLLLL bsky is hopping on the socmed censor train too?? UGHHHHH

"i just don't like—" ok then block and mute "it's harmful—" censorship is more harmful to actual victims than pixels on a screen "fiction affects—" literally nothing unless you don't have a brain that's able to make distinctions "but i—" no, shut up, go away, shoo

I asked all my very fake super fictional and overall not real characters and they said they super duper consent to all the weird shit that happens to them.

Plushie supplies are here…… now to channel every ounce of deluded self confidence and make myself Strade merch

Be weird and be kinky Not everyone with vibe with it but fuck them Kill the cop in your head even if they cant kill theirs Support each other even if their tastes aren’t the same as yours We are all better off being more accepting

Anyway I’ve been stuck in a work loop again & desperately wanna doodle my wife but don’t have the energy…………….. please wait for me pookie

Saw a post abt how dead dove on the bio is too vague a warning & has lost its og meaning online and Yes I agree but also I really don’t know how to better communicate a general presence of questionable/problematic/taboo topics that may appear at random intervals lol

I want to play the other BTD games soooo bad but they’re either impossible to find or don’t run on mac at all 😭😭😭 I want more lore………….. I want to SEE more,,

How to politely break up with a friend who is in no way a bad guy but with whom everything’s just been Off ever since he confessed to me & I rejected him I’m going insane, why can he NOTTTT act normal anymore it’s been almost 10 months 😭😭😭

SLAMS FISTS ON THE GROUND….. I got proposed an incest commission between succubus milf-daughter hotties but I’m still too shy to openly take that kind of work on my main…….. PLEASEEE find me on my side!!!

Plushie making things…… ordered,, now let’s see if I can actually delude myself so far that I make smth of them lol

Smth about Strade being shorter than me is so good. It adds to his hotness I think. He’s the perfect height somehow

I’ve been meaning to update my icon for my main foreverrrrrr (it’s been the same for over 2 yrs!! augh) so maybe, maybe when I get around to it…. I’ll also doodle smth other for here too

Finishing work and sketching the Wife right after feels good feels natural, I’m recharged and full of happy feelings lmao,

you're so CUTE like that!

i do not share the author's barely disguised fetish but i will defend to the death their right to publish it

The consistently re-emerging urge to reread Kasane………………. I neeeeeeeeed to get a physical collection so badly

I swear I’m about more than just this one fictional man But for the last month the hyperfixation has been Fixating………………. clenches fist

How hard would it be to sew your own plushies……… How delusional should I get in order to try…….. i NEED to squeeze him in my own hands

EWWWW so much AI on my discover tab??? I thought I’d be safe off twt but fuck me ig

It's time to bring this up again

the irony of using the term 'normie' in addition to 'internet brained' in one sentence lmao, ik i've got online brainrot too but like it's ?? a V different kind than this guy's, the sort of extreme moral panic that I myself used to partake in back in my younger days but luckily outgrew since lol

i have a friend who desperately wants in on my personal works and media i enjoy but who suffers from *severe* & unironic straight man guilt —> is exctemely moral-preachy and judgemental abt anything that seems "gooner-like", he's absolutely terrified of being seen as a ""freak"" like, sorry, buddy,

I’m getting my friends hooked on DnD…….. yeeeeeeesss

slowly learning that fandom is only enjoyable in the privacy of a group chat limited to friends you’re completely comfortable disagreeing with without a fight

Begone puritan

literally Just a Guy

draw whatever you want. release yourself from cringe. who has the time and space for that shit? have you seen outside? just draw stuff that makes you feel good. that's just like, the point of life man

WAIT LMAOOO I WAS GONNA BE LIKE ”i gotta get my side acc going on twt too” BUT ??? I got the selfie age confirmation thing on there?? JUST on my side?? Not my main??? LMAOOOO

I need more ppl to follow… need to expand my feed…. hmmm

also periodic must-reminder that my strade crush is still going embarrassingly strong, only fed by tiktok edits I keep getting on my fyp and absolutely Winning

trying to decide what art to post here first… there may be some sketches that never made it on my main for reason or another lol

it's been soooooo long since i tried starting any acc from scratch that i'm just kinda bumbling my way through lmao... but starting by a self safety block spree feels good and rewarding lol, carving a tiiiiiny corner and making it cozy

It’s sad that the discussion around pornography is always framed as “it’s potentially harmful.” It’s also potentially healthy? What did you learn about yourself, your body, your gender, your preferences, your boundaries and your self expression through the smut you consume?

i'm too busy w/ my comms rn but i wanna draw a pinup with my current big three of masc character crushes.... my own kenny and habuta from kasane have been up there for years now but with the addition of strade i need to come to terms with that i have a Type LMAOO

ok for real i need to get on here and start following ppl / posting more, i'm about to pop,

Touches my banner tenderly…. When was the last time I made a character collage banner….. surely not since middle school….. fandom ppl are so powerful

This internet elder still does mental illness the old fashioned way

DoL ALMOSTTT got me breaking my fanart fast but ykmet may just finally do it, I NEED to draw Strade 159273 different ways NOW

It’s legit embarrassing how big a crush I’ve got on Strade. Turns out I’m no better than any dark romance booktok girlie and the MCs of their stories just weren’t my type, but the MOMENT a fat bastard shows up with a knife & speaks a little german to me my knees go weak LMAOOOOO

what if i just start this acc by going absolutely apeshit over ykmet holy shiiiiiiiiiitttt

(dreamily sighs) strade……………

finally took the first step to branching out and made a side acc.... but what next... gotta build up to actually posting here lmao a clean slate feels sorta cool though. no numbers no nothing to worry about in any way hehe