It's too bro-ish or too catty and I hate both types of people either way, and yet half the population has the same vocal fry or the same dullard sounding voice. Someone shoot me in the head please.

I am so tired of folks acting like losers while trying to be egotistical simultaneously. What the fuck is this shit?

Three more months and I can get my pto pay.

Yiu have hit the nail on the head for why I don't indulge the majority of bullshit conversation topics on here. A lot of this shit is a goddamn given if you like someone forreal.

A vacation.

At this point, I am giving myself anything I hope for.

A spa day last week. Though technically 30 dollars this morning. it's tough out here and everybody losing jobs.

Root beer edibles.

A keyboard.

There is Greener Grass Vanquish the frequent Need to be invincible And you will feel good Vanquish desires For the need to have power And you will gain it Vanquish the foolish Fear of being used, you'll find People don't know how Fear vanquishes your movement #emoetry #vanquished #poetry

Getting free cake post workout and therapy. My powers might be back after all. Lol

They don't because most still want what is in the world currently. You have to make peace with the fact that you don't want shit to do with the world as it is and you have to mean it. People talk about the revolution and do nothing revolutionary in small gestures.

Far too many Black men are ok with selling the community upstream for their own benefit and we do not talk about it enough.

Honestly I find you don't get anything out of these before high school. And that depends on the high school. I went to one of those high schools that made my college education seem redundant at times.

My goal today is to write about sex and see how much not like sex I can make it look.

Small Rooms A claustrophobic Person must hold the hands of The other as they Enter the room but they need Permission to add white paint #tanka #poetry

I love reading a book or watching a thing and discussing it. Which might be why I do not take recs from people often. I will discuss what I like and dislike with you. And I don't want someone suggesting something they can't stand on. Too many authorative cowards. Ick

Wrote 3 more pages. Each day this is 3 pages longer. And rough drafts are ok. Really really rough drafts.

Yeah. This is what it all comes down to. Fucking up during reconstruction.

This is the first time I have dated another extrovert.

Same. I feel like I have oddly gotten a lot more compassionate as time goes. Even if I constantly say I hate folks. I can still be frustrated and end going "So what do you need and how do I assist you?"

Maybe It's Me I'm going insane I thought hearing Andrew Tate People fuck with this? I'm going insane I thought hearing fresh and fit People fuck with them? I'm fucking insane I thought hearing Donald Trump Aint no fucking way Nah. I am sadly sane #emoetry #sane #poetry

Don’t pretend to be offended by RFK Jr or Dr OZ or Trump administration if you think “tip toeing” “non verbal” “can’t spell your name” “slow faced” or any of the like was a funny kii

Today I love that I got free fruit and candy. And am sore from consistency at the gym. I also love that my friend invited me to a party that forced me to change the date of my next date.

Look either them girls is gettin in the booth or we're making fun of them like we made fun of Gibbs and his little social media feud. Beef in the booth.

Scorpio season is usually when I meet new hookups. Or start.

"OK but that's worse. You do get how that's worse, right?" - Chidi from the Good Place (or how I feel listening to folks 98 percent of the time.)

Every time someone gets famous for just genetics, I lose respect for their fans. Then those SAME ASSHOLES will be mad they made a vapid motherfucker vapid then famous. And then try to act sanctimonious and make it political. It's hard wanting to be around and be kind when you see shit.

I am trying to laugh because I am not able to do much. Accept change xourse at present. And i am already doing that.

A rant Someone always says "You don't know what you got til It's gone" and that's nuts You sit up under Somebody and don't know what They laugh or smile for? You under someone And not seeing how they might Care and worship you? That is sociopathic #emoetry #poetry #unappreciative

We were always gonna be in this mess when certain niggas thought selling out the culture for bullshit was fine, not passing shit down and forgetting "Each one teach one," (who raised yall assholes sometimes man?), and because we keep selling shit once it is recognized by "others" as quality.

And that always comes from someone who is so busy chasing luxury and tiktok trends to look like they care the least too. So I am definitely not taking advice from a person who don't know they got consumerism issues.

I have learned to recognize that as a person signaling brokenness. It's their subconscious "check engine" light manifesting as a projection onto others. I almost did that bullshit myself after a breakup.

Never be a self esteem boost. Ruin their lives. Be toxic. Be poisinous to their health. Do everything in your power to be a pain in the ass as god intended. A plague on earth is better than any brightness or joy you can make. This is how everybody sounds to me. Crazy as fuck.

My egyptian zodiac reflects me a lot more accurately than my western one does. Ironically it also says the woman i started dating is the Nile. Which apparently gets along with mine real well.

Dis Dishonest Dismorphic, dissolve Disfigure Dismember Distribute, distant, disturbed Disaster. Dismissed #shadorma #poetry

I go over conversations frequently as a means of figuring out shit. Especially when I think I do too much as I have always had this inherent worry that I am incapable of comfort. And this unfortunately IS because I have never even seen a portrayal of someone like me as caring and soft forreal.

You know what? Yeah. I have legit never had a problem with things I can tell don't have me in mind as an audience member.

I rage quit that shit.

It is funny meeting people with whom I have very specific similar experiences. Like both of yall being bi and dating a person from a weirdly wealthy family. Or having a friend who also saw someome from his school at a strip club and talking about it with them.

Started back writing a new play for the first time in 2 years. I am gonna make October a month to build 3 new muscles.

Like what part of history do ya wanna start with, Ken?

Clipse being able to still talk about drug shit while also being like "Here are bars about how I am older now" is why I am like "You really can't imagine evolving with time?" To other rappers who say they shouldn't be rapping after a certain age. Andre 3000 will catch strays for Clipse forever.

I get it. I aint even gonna do the "holier than thou" horse shit. Because that is what it is from 99 percent of these quotes and yall can eat a dick because yall fake. I know how we got here. And unless we are going to care a lot, what does this mean?

If you see me livin it up in IG I am very transparent that someone liked me enough to give it to me for free. I'm just a lucky emp and folks like me.

I enjoy making space for peopke to feel their feelings. As long as they are open to it.

If I wanted to do a psyop, I would just cater to the convenience of the least impacted. Make an app with one minute videos, make a store online that is like walmart, or something else that seems suuuuper reasonable and caters to an accurate grievance.

Being ace is fun. It's like another avenue to see how full of it folks are. It also tends to fuck up certain easy conversations. Kinda like being bi. Cause now everyone has to think harder than they want to. That is why.

This site is the only one where I have a pic that is cùrrently me. Lol. Which explains all the people confused when they see me who havent in a bit.