hmm. my only experience with synthv is shoving in vsq files and clapping but I really want to do a specific song that no one has done a vocaloid cover for before

hilariously this train of thought came on because I showed my old friends a biphobic ask I got and they were like "it's so funny to say that to a lesbian" and I was like ooh yeah. I did tell them I was thinking of that and it felt very right. I can go back to that

I think I'm exclusively attracted to women but I wouldn't know what name to give it what with the gender fluidity and all

I'll be texting my friends silly shit then I open a server we're in together and they're talking about how their car just got set on fire

meli had a lain enamel pin...

oh fuck

gooooooood morning I got you a movie and a half -R www.youtube.com/watch?v=BeEO...

this business is trying to do the typical Instagram Small Business presentation but their catalog is 😭😭😭😭

🌹 my selfish ass really wants people to be friends with Me Specifically like girl we are a package deal

look at my cup #mycup

God I need new glasses but I also have to get another root canal that will probably result in getting another tooth insert that will cost me a fortune and ugh

wanna practice the Palmer method but it's making me way too aware of how badly I need new glasses

hrk. can someone do me a favor and get me to about $50? i need to get these two iceboxes for our 4 foster kittens outside (no more space inside) since the heat index is only getting more dangerous by the day thank you ganknow.com/spectralspade/tip ko-fi.com/spectralspade paypal.me/whizmartins

the right side of my mouth has started hurting when I chew and if I end up needing another root canal + 400k pesos incrustation I'll actually kill myself

oh no

thread of pedophiles trying to get a guy canceled for being ableist and right-wing bc he doesn't support their pedophile anime 👇

girl we need to go on T

someone did a study on how sycophantic AI fucks with people's brains and I was like ooh that's why rich people with yes-men are sick

physically felt myself tear up

people whined about censorship but the truth is that bocchi looks way better with a flat chest

this one is cute but not romcom-y enough.... I'll leave it in the oven

was going to read shonen romance slop but the fl and her bestie are so cute I'm going to look for a yuri romcom instead

can someone tell me what I'm into I'm drawing a blank

🌹 I'm not adding myself to the directory you just have to know I'm here

it feels a bit weird to share a steam family with my friend with rich parents bc while I lament not being able to freely add to my collection he's been buying like at least 10 games a month

🌹 in theory I understand it's less that I stopped being A Gamer and more that mental illness grabbed me by the throat. but in practice it really does feel like I can only call myself a game collector rather than a gamer

we've always had this problem of wallowing in misery while daydreaming about the day where we become a perfect self that can do everything and fix everything. but since the system discovery it may have gotten worse because now there's the myth of the Competent Crowling

I was awakened from my ancient slumber to make phone calls

getting sheared as a sheep must feel delectable

we killed your dad for bus fare. and then we walked.

The Nintendo DS is the hottest console right now on Bluesky

it should not be this much of a revelation to realize that I hate myself

i dont play favorites

this is very much a Far Future plan but I found out you can use the steamdeck docked.... which was my main reason to buy a switch instead......

my newest obsessive anxiety is "what if i lose my google account somehow ill lose literally everything" so thats been fun

ice soup

was talking to my friend about how I'm heavily struggling to get back into reading in Spanish and she was like "maybe you shouldn't immediately jump into trying to read cien años de soledad when you haven't been able to read anything in Spanish at all" I GUESS...

good night

saw a fun video about backlogs where the guy suggested having 3 things on rotation for every category and putting them on a shelf. and for the digital stuff using a physical representation. so I'm gonna use my funkeys for games

thinking about when I was chatting with an Uber driver and mentioned I live with my mom and she was like oh that's awesome so basically you get to just build up savings and spend on yourself and I was like well. I do pay All The Bills

let's see it then! kick. my. head. I wanna see you kick Above your waist. show me that roooundhouse. show me that high kick that your kung fu master taught you

sutekui :)

wow I haven't been suicidal in a hot minute

hotarun being a middle schooler does make SALVATION BEFORE SAVAGERY really funny

somehow it feels right to know i made my steam account specifically for princess remedy... also dream daddy being one of the first games i ever bought made me laugh

I'm going to think about this quote whenever I get sad about my memory issues devouring half the manga I've read

playing a fun new game called guess the mental illness

After seeing the aftermath of Abdul El-Sayed asking Olivia Reingold what she meant by a Jewish state, I became convinced it's a question that should be asked more often. www.theatlantic.com/ideas/2026/0...

terrible news I've made another girl who looks like a boy

tried to rewatch kpdh and could not get through it 💔💔💔💔💔