Aghhh I hate how much I've been binging lately :(

I have been so inactive on here... oops

Paintbrush!!!!!!!

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I am eating like a fat pig :( eugh Blegh blegh rjsbdksbks bleghhh :((((

I need a gay kiss NOW

Gonna become a fat fucking pig and then die on the 25th istfg. Hopefully gonna omad or tmad after this competition but god I hate myself around food

Update: feeling depressed and suicidal We shall see how I feel after I go on a walk later, how I feel after my competition tomorrow, and how I feel at PHP

Me who isn't into fastfood: 🧟

Fuck. I hadn't realized how much I actually lost inter in my hobbies :(

Aghh I lowkey miss the hospital. I miss feeling like I have things to do that aren't exhausting. I could prepare for my competition tomorrow but I'm struggling with any desire to do so.

Eated scrambled eggs and yogurt for breakfast!! Trying to make an effort to recover but since getting out of the hospital I have felt so guilty for how much I ate in there :( stupid hospital made me fat

Always 💖 Don't make me tap the sign

Fuckkkkk I am gonna start sobbing Took a laxative so I'll see tomorrow morning a more accurate representation but :(

Gonna partially recover me thinks but like not fully 👍 Just be safer with it ig?

GUYSSS IM OUT OF DA MENTAL HOSPITALLLL

Eating my last meal 🥰🥰🥰🤭🤭 Joke I hope guys 🙏

TW for suicide I am tempted to OD again..? It's not even a perfect square day. I've never attempted to OD though and it scares me. What if I'm not ready?

I want to die again 👍

Honestly, not excited to starve for the next few weeks but also like I want to get my rewards!!!

I need to loose 5kg in a week I need to loose 5kg in a week I need to loose 5kg in a week

Set up rewards for my weight loss goals!!

Got a new bag, skirt, and necklace!!! So styled them!!!

"if you can turn any question to be against the person, no matter what you're asking no matter whether they say yes or no you are a manipulative bitch and you should join debate" -me thinking about debate questions

So erm- let's pretend last night didn't happen 🤭 I am nawt depressed or suicidal

I love my boyfriend and best friend and Mom and brother so much. I don't want to be here anymore. But I'm staying for them and my cat.

I kinda wanna OD. I dunno. My Mom would be sad and I don't have any notes written yet

I miss being around people I love. I don't have friends. I don't have a friend group. It's just me, my bff, and my bf. I have no one at school. I wish I had more people but I also wish I didn't. So I could just. Die or starve in peace.

If I start crying rn istg. Why am I so upset?

I wanna date Himiko Toga irl so bad. She is my husband. I wanna cry why can't I have blood in my arms rn??? I also hate long distance in general :( Aghhh

Damn maybe I'm awesome cuz like my collarbones are on FIRE, I did 2 40 minute walks, and I did a 25+ minute workout which was abs, arms, and full body 🤭 Congratulate me pls guys !!! (Not forcing it just makes me giddy)

I am crazy after a nap I fear... wdym I am confident enough to ask someone out? (I have no crushes rn besides my husband himiko toga who literally is mine and only mine and ochako is sweet but she is my husband now and I will fight ochako for her)

If someone tells me Im great I will makeout with them (nsrs)

Guys 😼 anyone live near 6969 fagcentral ?

Guys. I napped and feel better??? Woah.... :3 Gotta walk for some time in like 20-30 minutes but ayy just getting my steps in right?

Bloomf (@ultrajuliettes.bsky.social ) is so pretty I can't even tell if I am a gay man anymore (THIS IS SILLY I PROMISE BUT YOU ARE STUNNING)

Woahhh an elephant's heart to a 5000 BTU air conditioner 🤭

Taking adderall so I can focus throughout the rest of the day and hopefully not be so hungry 😎 I missed my adhd meds again somehow

So fatigued and tired but hopefully gonna fast the whole day and just eat tomorrow

Made a carrd with my November rules! zaf-nov-rules.carrd.co

I cannot fast from november 1-3 ig now :,)

Guys. My mom saw my GW of 79 lbs and idk what else. fuckkk guess who will have to fake a lottt for a while

Me when 818/800 cals today (kms) (aghhh) (ugh it's nothing but bleghhh)

WIEIAD Thread 🧵 🪡 for #caterpillarsky Halloween edition !!!

i telling everyone i'm ok because wtf are they gonna do if i'm not

Took this screenshot a bit ago but gonna do this!!! Told my Mom I'm fasting on Sunday so I only have to lie on Friday and Saturday (I'm still a healthy weight)

Nickname vs online name!! (Kinda sorta)

Today, gonna eat 818 cals (as long as I don't eat anything else today) and then fast Friday, Saturday, and Sunday! A nice reset at the beginning of the month :)