New phone case cause I broke the last one, and I went for durable but kinda ugly so I had to make it beautiful either with Kenma’s face

My friend said my new hair looks like the girl from lazy town, and I agree. What an honor to be compared to an icon ⭐️

Someone take me out of my misery.

Am I immunocompromised? No doctor has ever said that. Do I get sick more frequently than the average person? 100%. Is it related to my underlying health condition? Idk prolly not. There’s no explanation for me being sick every 2 weeks.

I constantly wonder why I am so exhausted and then remember it’s part of my condition, and I go oh yeah I’m not faking cause somehow in my brain I think I’m just lying all the time about being exhausted and in pain lol

Friend sent reel about playing pretend as a kid. Remembers in detail loving organizing marbles, stuffed animals, and dolls by different sizes. Now idk what that means but that sure was a behavior fitting for a neurotic child. I would play pretend too but it always came back to stacking stuff.

Fun Game Idea: spot the baby chicken

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Finally got to finish reading Sunrise on the Reaping, and I am devastated. I truly love how all of the books are connected.

DHS really played themselves by posting possibly the hardest photos on the planet to go with this tweet

Jumping in a bounce house with friends as a 32 year old lady is an unmatched feeling

Nayeon recording a cover of kimagure romantic by ikimono gakari is unexpected but her tone suits the song so well. Always odd when things I like collide pleasantly

No amount of anime collabs will change my mind about not liking crocs 🤷

Anyways my old coworker is dating an alumni of the program I work for, and Los Angeles has never felt smaller for me. Hmm I should soft block now that I’m thinking about it

Idk what it is about the industry my job trains people for but there’s a strangely high volume of wlw coming thru the program which isn’t a bad thing mind you but I feel like it’s fairly high volume

Happy Pride

No greater feeling than being a lightweight and having a drink at the airport feeling more relaxedddd

I’m still thinking about the radio that went from squabble up to some indie ballad today and wondering who the fuck thought that was a good transition

Guess who has 2 thumbs and is no longer prediabetic????? It’s meeeeee apparently strength training was the key

Went to a DnD singles event and actually tried the game for the first time. Very fun. Everyone was genuinely so nice. The ratio of male to female presenting was…. much but genuinely such a nice time.

I will forever be bewildered by influencers posting recipes always with a question. “Did you know that combining ingredients makes a meal or baked good?” Idk why it bugs me but IT DOES.

The best thing about having chickens is watching them dust bath in dirt. Chickens love dirt. It’s so cute.

Starting to feel some type of way so I am going to go to the gym and play aggressively loud metal until I can’t think anymore

I’m reading A Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes, and Coriolanus is such an absolute psycho and I’m so here for it omg. The movie was good but like hearing his thoughts is wild.

Please, if you love anything about this life, stop using ChatGPT and other GenAI. Just stop. Don't use it to dunk on it, don't use it for a laugh, just stop and let that shit wither.

Upped my arm workout from 5lb to 10lb. I may be out of shape but I am getting stronger so I guess it balances?

Honestly I think I’ve made up my mind on taking this promotion, I just need to cry and panic for like 2-3 business days first.

To no one’s surprise, I’m going to the Sailor Moon stage play

Not gonna lie as much as I’m used to earthquakes, the initial panic of the shaking always makes my heart race

Tell me this doesn’t remind you of a choir recital.

I just think it’s so cute how everyone dresses up for concerts. Everyone looks so hot and excited, and excellent vibes.

A moment for the nails. I 100% got these with NCT 127 in mind and I’m so glad

Concert concert concert

Also had a super fun conversation with my friend last night about how I definitely had agoraphobia or possibly OCD tendencies as a child.

I’m very cautious with how much I am relying on edibles for sleep, but it’s honestly been so good for mild pain and quieting my anxiety.

If I didn’t already have a diagnosis that essentially explains my chronic fatigue and sleeping for long periods of time still feeling tired, I’d be concerned. But seeing as I do have a diagnosis….. haha oops 4 hour nap by accident

List of things others have pointed out to me: small nail beds small nose looking younger in person than in my ID somehow Looks like I like narwhals (I have neutral feelings) Looks like I’d enjoy big bang theory (I dont)

Also moving more consistently from Twitter to Bluesky which is noticeably quieter has already had a positive impact on me. Though I do think I need to find more things to follow :c

I don’t think I understand what gets defined as viral anymore cause there are so many pockets of internet and fame.

Got my nails done with my friend.

Drank a CBD drink, and I’m finally not in pain from my stupid longass sinus infection. It’s odd cause I know it’s still painful, cause it’s like on the edge of pain but it’s reduced it greatly.

Sometimes I think about perfect attendance awards in school and how I thought they weren’t real for years cause I was always late or missed school for dr appts. I assumed they just gave them to kids who attended the most.

NyQuil is useless. I thought I’d be able to sleep through the night, but here we are…. Wide awake at 2am feeling yuck

Anyways I wheeze when I breathe now. Can’t stress about work when I’m dying teehee

Life updates: I am sick again. One of my newer acquaintances goes, “hey she gets sick a lot. Is… is she immunocompromised?” And I’ll be honest I didn’t expect to get called out like that lol

I think my goal this year is to be less chronically online. I understand references and I no longer wish to

I wish I could remember how to enjoy things.

I need to take my brain out and wring it out like a wash cloth real quick to reset.