theyre just crappy sketches BUT i really liked the poses and i wanted to share x.x

happy paw day~ #paws #furryart #nsfw

im just saying, if anyone started making custom contact lenses with designs and prescriptions, you would immediately get all of my money

heartbreaking: support operator fox announces her presence to the farm workers before making coffee, instantly asked questions

misgendered, via text, at work, in a public channel, across a language barrier, by a client x.x i know the answer is "dont think about it" but howwwwww do i even respond

i fucked up my rice today, its kinda just... rice with soy sauce and also scrambled egg in places :c

ok so im gonna be in a position to get my belly nips tatted soon. anyone got a way of making sure theyre lined up and symmetrical? im scared of getting them wrong x.x

one of the field operators at work left a really heartfelt message thanking me for the help (its literally my job) and like... MY HEART IM GONNA CRYYYYY ;-; sweetest lil guy... i must protecc...

literally in a frame on the wall ;w;

please work holy shit itll be so funny

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when i talk about generative ML systems "generating responses to" instead of "anwering" questions, this exactly what im talking about

im apparently not on the anti ai blocklist? FUCK AI FUCK YOU AND YOUR GREEDY FUCKING CORPORATIONS, NOBODY WANTS THIS STOP PRETENDING THIS IS ANYTHING, YOURE WASTING AWAY AND ACTING LIKE ITS PROGRESS

gonna fuck with everyone by swapping "good morning" and "good night" given 8am is my bedtime and i need to be at work for 8pm anyway, good morning, i have work in the evening so i need to eep

yeah one sec ill be right with you

fucking lmao, GP agreed to help me with blood tests with the compromise that they can refer me to the bullshit waiting list generator (uk gender clinics) and my referral got DENIED sdhfkjdshk

these meds are great, and they stop *so many* spirals, but... i wish i didnt still feel all the fear

ok so as much as i like to complain about this jobs hours, i really am fucking Born for this shit huh god i love feeling useful and valid, theres something about remoting into the guts of a robot in a field somewhere and fixing stuff that makes me feel whole again

10 hours 40..........

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holy shit.... my shift is ending early, only 8.5 hours of treatment! and its not my turn to write up all the reports!!! what a joyous occasion, truly one for the history books

i have successfully guessed the sudo password to the shared pc i use at work :3

this new job is great, but i kimda hate how their definition of part time is 7 consecutive days of 9+ hour shifts and then 7 days off

LAUNCH! ARTEMIS II LAUNCHES WITH A CREW OF 4 TOWARDS THE MOON

i spoke with a doc today and he took my anxiety seriously and gave me propranolol and diazepam. i took one of the former and... wow, ive only been able to achieve this bpm through meditation the last [redacted] years or so.... (~60bpm)

did my stab day (subq in the thigh) and my leg hurts so much now 😭it will never be consistent....

moon so pretty tonight... lit my walk home so politely too c: thank you moon

accidentally listened to a song i last heard while in a BAD mental state and uhhhhh wow yeah those sure are some emotions huh (i will be fine, just airing out some thoughts)

ive drawn every day for 3000 days :D have some paws to celebrate #furryary #nsfw #paws

wtf i studied so hard but i FAILED my blood test sdfskjdfhskdj they wanna repeat the test and honestly im not sure this isnt just them saying "mmmm yummy, waiter, more fox blood please"

every day i get a little closer to going full nudist

hey btw, going DIY was one of the best things i ever did scary as hell but shockingly affordable compared to going private, i think the total cost is less than just the subscription fee from the private service i used for the first year

god i love being a critter, i truly was not myself before i stopped pretending there was anything human about me dont get me wrong, i still feel very Other, even around other therians and holotheres, but im Me and thats all i ever want to be

i would like to publicly apologise... i automated belt production and then expanded in the opposite direction and now it takes the construction bots MINUTES to travel from one side of the base to the other, just to fly back again to put down the belts im not simply carrying myself ;-;

ooookay deleting the rant, sorry i dont think any of that was wrong to say, but i dont think im ready to trust folks to actually listen to what im saying and not just dogpile me for having an opinion

anyway, hi

just solved my first real issue at work! feeling like i deserve a sticker or smth LMAO

WE HAVE MUGS AT WORK NOW! ... but no coffee or tea or sugar...

there were a lot of emotions behind this, and honestly i still feel them

If you've been paying any attention you knew this was coming and you know where it's going. Don't despair, don't panic, get prepared. If you're reading this you already know about DIY and probably take that knowledge for granted. A lot of people still don't know about it and you can help them.

being any sort of Other these days really does just involve random fucking people making decisions that feel like getting shot at by a toddler huh

first shift went really well!!! writing the reports at the end took me a full hour x.x heckin robots

there are no mugs in the work kitchen... i am without caffeine and about to work at LEAST until midnight... ;-;

first shift of new job today x.x

#furryart #sfw

kinda miss webfishing honestly

im like.... genuinely excited and hopeful, what the hell sdfjkhds