it's real "i haven't eaten a proper meal in literally days so now i'm gonna cook a frozen pizza at 5am" hours, who up

Woooooooooooof this photo is gender envy (source: flickr.com/photos/14182...)

How I feel having to give in to the exhaustion knowing I'm giving up the blessed solitude of being awake at 5am. I am a fox, I should be expect to *not* have human emotions.

Seeing what would normally be a trigger for a huge panic attack, but being so overwhelmed and emotionally exhausted from masking so hard that my response is just "I don't have the fuckin time" and looking away This is progress right? I'm sure this is a good thing

THIS IS A THERIAN STOP POINT stretch your tail flex your claws shake your coat if you have one that's better ✨️🐾

There is *one month* left until I get spayed ;w;

For some reason all the images I post to bsky are just entirely black???? But in the same aspect ratio??????? I'm sorry for posting 3 times and then deleting immediately- this shit pisses me off

been stuck asking "how can it get better" for months and shit still gets worse. at this point im wondering if it even *could* get better, or if this cycle just continues until i cant take it anymore.

Ok but for real how do folks choose a home system in Elite Dangerous- I literally just shrugged and chose the first one with "Wolf" in the name that I came across years and years ago and I have no idea what to do now I'm on a fresh save ;-;

I mean... yeah xD

Ugh, it's insane how much *one* asshole can completely ruin your self-esteem. Had nothing but distractions for 10 days straight, wasn't even home, and now I'm back and immediately in the pit they dug me into. Sometimes it feels like I'm *never* gonna be ok again.

Any critters play Elite Dangerous in a squadron? I just reset my save so I'm down to play in a wing sometime :3

New enjoyable drink found: Half fill a glass with lemonade, add Southern Comforts until it's the colour of p- I MEAN until it's slightly beyond pale yellow

The train announcer voice caught me totally off guard, it said "Hello" and then paused for slightly too long, and I looked up in confusion as if to respond "... god?"

Got complimented on my flow by a professional (blood test)

Me getting my gay little claws painted

Porn plays such a strange role in my life. It's been such a powerful tool for self exploration, specifically drawing a character I see as *me* in situations I'm not physically capable of being in. And it's weirdly... comforting? Feels like taking ownership; having complete control over everything.

hate how fucking easy it is to spiral.

Dentist: "Are you flossing?" Me: "I had to stop for the surgery and switch to mouthwash" Dentist: "You should only use mouthwash if a dentist or a doctor tells you to- you need to stop that and start flossing- and also you need to-..." Me:

I got told the critters I choose to be around are making me problematic and I checked and you're all pretty cool actually (Disclaimer, I didn't actually need to bother checking, still don't believe them though)

if you know this song ur awesome lyrics in the alt if you cant read my writing

I'm such a good girl, I made food *and* put the leftovers in a clingfilm'd bowl *and* did washing up

;3 #furryart #sfw

I need to get weirder. More degenerate. Hotter. And... also more ok with folks and critters drooling over me. Cause like, who can blame them at this point

Showing a friend my boob progress cause I have ZERO shame and.... honestly I'm real tempted to post the pics here too sdkfjhsfhdfs

I was asked- nay- BULLIED to draw slime, so here we are I guess skdjfhsd #furryart #sfw

Gotta keep censoring myself. Gotta keep the mask on.

THESE LINES OF LIGHTNING MEAN WE'RE NEVER ALONE NEVER ALONE NO NO~

IT FOESNT HAVE TO BE GOOD IT JUST HAS TO EXIST

YES, I CHANGED THE LYRICS #furryart #sfw

I CRASHED MY CAR IN TO THE BRIDGE

The amount I've been getting he/him'd has risen incredibly sharply since I started actually trying to sound femme, and it really makes me want to give up. The fear and embarrassment were supposed to go away but they just got so much worse...

Choosing to look away while things are good, and refusing to look back. All my reason tells me things have changed for the worse, but it's not part of my reality until I see it, and *I'm* not the one that wants me to feel bad. I am choosing escape, and I am beyond their reach.

Yeah this is shit... Classic case of: Furries, Queers, Artists & Minorities make a platform thrive So... Grifters, Chuds & Nazis show up to grief it Solution? Obviously cater to the abusers & alienate those who built the platform for you 🙃 I'm glad I had my fun, for obvious reasons I'm done now

hey so heads up- this time tomorrow ill be under general anaesthetic, so if i say anything super fucking weird then please just ignore me sdkfhksdjf

69 days till bottom surgery

. #furry #furryart #art #transgender #trans #transart #transgenderart #transwrath

anyone got any cathartic, violent game recommendations? been angry for a few days straight now and i really should find a vent for it

forcing myself to use cyberpunk slang until its fully incorporated into my everyday speech, fuckin preem idea honestly

"you cant change the world sweetheart" - my mum either the world changes or im gonna burn it all down. im so fucking tired.

just about feels like the only way things will get better, sometimes #furryart #sfw

i put my tablet pen in my mouth while i was putting on my drawing glove and, with it still in my mouth, looked around confused as to where it went

that time again, huh #furryart #vore

friendly reminder that if you bought hogwarts legacy you directly contributed to the legal fund that created this ruling

originally used this as a stream announcement but fuck it, if my governments gonna flatline me then might as well stop leaving shit unposted. includes a new tatt idea i had near my crotch- yay for double meanings right?

i really, *really* should start (mtf) voice training, but im like... weirdly embarassed? would appreciate advice if anyone has any

furthest ive been... north: York, England east: Wageningen, Netherlands south: Arequipa, Peru west: Lima, Peru

bad and naughty pool toys get put in the methylated spirit bath to atone for their sins

i pointed out i dont pass the harkness test and now ive got a discord server contemplating whether itd be ok to fuck me- god damn i love being a fox sdkjfhjjdshfjlksdhkj