Saw a youtube short about an autistic person (X) who overheard after spending a day with a group of friends "If you have a problem with X then tell them", only for it to go unresolved, and how this is a pattern where she doesn't know she's acted inappropriately, only for people to blow up over it--

Faux Pas

I've been playing a game called "do I need to piss", where on top of my autistic lack of self awareness I *also* don't recognise my new urethra setup yet and wow am I bad at it

I'm sorry that I make everything worse and push everyone away If I knew why it was happening I promise it would stop I don't know why I'm so bad

my harddrive that contains all digital artworks since 2018 gave out earlier this week.. potential corruption of data, its physically 'skipping' and slowing down my PC unless its disconnected- i can't access anything on it 😞 any help in paying for recovery is massively appreciated ! Q^Q

The song "my friends" from sweeney todd but it's me singing about my dilators

Cool recovery update btw, catheter is gone!! I am finally able to like, actually move freely and stuff, and also piss normally Also belly stitches are gone! Which meant I could finally have a real shower today Feeling a lot better, if still sore and bloody :3

Ughhhhhh, I need to dilate but it is SLIGHTLY cold T.T Wish I could figure out a way to not have to be naked for it

Some quick little Pokémon doodles, as requested by friends on Discord

Bad news gamers, the torturous piss bag is staying until Monday ;-;

"Help you? Why. I can't hear you, the rest is just a word-dream. Jumbled up garbage. The pictures are gone, the bed rises to meet you. A thin, sleep-like veil, more glass than velvet, grinding in your head" Fucking hell video game, I was... not ready for that

Far too many people I know have acted in this exact way around me

Hooking my catheter up to a radiator cause fox piss is cool(ant)

Y'all wanna hear a secret? Catheters SUCK actually

I keep on eating And yet I still do not poop Wait, it's a haiku?

Discharged from hospital! Surgeon's eval: Favourable and no complications on discharge

I have had surgery!! No complications, now just starting the long and painful healing process ;w; Thank you all for the well wishes and kind messages <3

Taking some Before pics and... ewwwwww, I am definitely trans asgfkfjshflslfh

12 hours until I need to be at the hospital ;-; verrrrry nervous now

Big Me vibes with this one ;-;

My dumb foxy ass on Monday waiting for the surgery team to anaesthetise me so they can install my pussy

One of the surgery admin peeps has told me to buy "incontinence pads" Now- they didn't *say* puppy pee pads, *but*......

Ngl I feel like I should take pics of my current junk so I can sell them at a huge markup after surgery Foxgirl dong: Out of Print [VERY RARE NEVER BEFORE SEEN] £50/pic or £100 for a set of 3

Crappy art today cause I'm too anxious to put real effort in but... I'm leaving for Spain. Like... in a few hours. And then in a few days... yeah I'm scared.

This is how your email finds me btw

Y'know my obsession with smoking despite never having done it before makes a LOT more sense when one considers the fact I kin V (from cyberpunk 2077)

Watch this get flagged as porn despite being nothing more than a depiction of gender dysphoria *AND* being appropriately labelled as nudity

The bottom surgery countdown just ticked into single digits and *oh fuck*

I keep thinking about having a motorbike and I KNOW my mum would kill me but like...... I could be SO HOT, and I could park ANYWHERE

Ok but I *had* to draw something fresh for lesbian day skjfhsd Behold: my face when women

Ask not for whom the bells toil. They don't know anymore, all they know is the toil

Happy lesbian day btw

I finally own a bed again! I needs assembling though. I'd put it up myself, but still got 12 days before bottom surgery 😭

The moon is so pretty tonight wtf

Rain so good it washes away the colour and lineart layers

I wish everything was just a little less arbitrary and overwhelming

I read the words "Let go or be dragged" earlier and... yeah. I can let the people that hurt me keep hurting me, or... I can let go. It hurts *so fucking much*, but there's nothing I can do to change the way people choose to see me. I am more than the perception of others, and I will be ok.

God damn, I need to have Gwen Stacy's theme from Across the Spiderverse blasting in my ears while I break into a full sprint IMMEDIATELY

DO YOU EVER WANNA CATCH ME????? RIGHT NOW IM FEELING IGNORED

Welcome back to the waking world, Billie Joe Armstrong

I need a stencil for accurately drawing on my belly nips, I never quite get it right :c

Crazy that in less than 3 weeks, I'm gonna be in a hospital having achieved a dream that's been 10+ years in the making ;w; It's... all I can think about, all I want to talk about, and I will NOT apologise for being so insufferable sdfhsdkjf

"No, they won't be seen again. Would you like to be next?"

Do trans does time their first HRT doses with the end of mating season so their antlers detach without issue? What about trans stags? Please- I need to know, how do y'all cope with trying to control growing/shedding antlers, this is important I swear

Just learned that my surgery is the day before the New Moon???? holy SHIT

it's real "i haven't eaten a proper meal in literally days so now i'm gonna cook a frozen pizza at 5am" hours, who up

Woooooooooooof this photo is gender envy (source: flickr.com/photos/14182...)

How I feel having to give in to the exhaustion knowing I'm giving up the blessed solitude of being awake at 5am. I am a fox, I should be expect to *not* have human emotions.

Seeing what would normally be a trigger for a huge panic attack, but being so overwhelmed and emotionally exhausted from masking so hard that my response is just "I don't have the fuckin time" and looking away This is progress right? I'm sure this is a good thing