can people wait until AFTER I come back from a strange new country, where I am lowkey actively in a mental health crisis, to get on my ass!! I am just trying to rehearse my act for tonight!! can I please catch a fucking break!!

first full day in Scotland well spent at Wee Con day 2 :)) it felt weird to be back around online faces after basically 10 months MIA, but y’knowwww I had to finish my degree n all that and then a lot of other things hit the fan. psyched for the drag show tomorrow!!! but also!! AGH!!

halloween pirates

went to Bath today.

IN THE CAR WITH A PIRATE AND WE NEED HELP REMEMBERING A THING what’s the name of the fic where Stede dances with Alma to Annie’s Song?????? we think it was a Steph fic???

getting. SO. nostalgic for 2023 convention vibes while packing for Wee Con 🥹 pirate pals it’s been too long

will people be mad if i reprise last year’s Jim drag number bc i’ve been too busy and/or sad to cut new audio :,)

A very quick and messy page for today! Playing around with colors and gross zombie vibes 🏴‍☠️🧟‍♂️ #ofmdfanart #ourflagmeansdeath #piratesofthecaribbean #crossover #drawtober #sketchbook

the exact text I got was THEY HIT THE PHANTAGON

MYRTLE 🥹🥹🥹

freaking OUT about WeeCon NEXT MONTH I get to see CREW this is AWESOME life is WEIRD but sometimes it doesn’t SUCK 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️

FIRST PHOTO OF THE 23 YEAR OLD

birthday on saturday. feels strange. :/

GANG HELP, for the Wee Con drag show, what songs would you recommend for a Frenchie routine? I like to bring the humor and the sass but a LOT of sass in. like. an emo font. song/soundbite recs please my brain is soup i cried through half my shift (unrelated to this)

HELLO BEAUTIFUL POCKET PIRATES, busting back in here with weird bts photos from my odd but delightful job. got a group of ten to domino-fall backwards away from me in fear tonight 😌 bungee demon RA RA RA

this month has been such a blur that I completely forgot that my birthday is in. like. a week and change.

genuinely, i never feel more like myself than when i’m painted up and/or covered in fake gore

ONLY IN TAMPA WOULD THEY CHARGE $7 FOR A P O S T C A R D

mcr said raise your lights 🖤

no bc we were so successful and the ENTIRE tampa airport heard about it

I will not bother my emotional support fellow new jersey bitch but oh my god a fist bump would cure me

Frank Iero is on my flight. 💀✨

dear fucking hell i love american rock band my chemical romance

everyone look at bella getting st0ned.

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today on Mourning: powdering up my face to look… like a corpse??? immediately after my fulbright campus endorsement meeting. literally gonna throw up bc i almost started crying over a question and word-salad’d all over it.

a bunch of new mcr designs of mine will be dropping at art m@rt soon and it just occurred to me that my ex-roommates might go to the shop, see them, get excited, pick them up, and then put them down once they see my signature 💀

More reasons to be anti-AI

showed my aunt the black parade music video the other day to help explain some of what I was seeing/imagining right before he died. my brain wasn’t registering the tubes, it was like he was sleeping in his kitchen chair the way he always does. it almost looked like he was painted in.

i literally just came back into my body from a nine-month DPDR hell stint. part of me wants to just float away again but i fucking HATED THAT and it was SCARY and I don’t WANT TO but I ALSO DON’T FUCKING WANT THIS

torn between blowing the little money i have on seeing people i miss and art and new things and just exploring the way he and my mommom did and just. never leaving again. but that feels like an insult to his memory because he loved an adventure.

little brother and I coped all day yesterday by talking about how hard the whole black parade album hit now— near the end, all I could think about was a loop of the big vocalized bit at the end of disenchanted. listened to the whole thing in the car on the way to mommom’s today… anyways

my sweet Poppop is teaching the Black Parade how to Mummer shuffle. I spent my entire life looking up to you and I’ll spend the rest of my life missing you. Thank you for pirating all my favorite movies and cutting fruit for me in the mornings. Dragon buddies forever. I love you and I miss you.

it’s not looking good and I know how this ends.

hey brain. stop playing the entirety of black parade on loop right now.

Sometimes we’re unsatisfied with a thing we made because when it only existed in our head, we saw all the things it could have been and when it’s done we know all the things that it isn’t, but we can’t see the way it expands into a million new things when someone else unpacks it in their head. 🖊️🦑

i couldn’t stop singing two very specific linked songs off the black parade last night and i was just. so anxious for no reason. did I know something was going to happen????

i can’t do this.

my grandfather is in the hospital. i refuse to think he’s not coming out of this. please think good thoughts or talk to what you believe in.

I think my old roommates have my fucking GoPro and I’m so angry I could scream anyways anyone wanna c0mmission me so I can get a new goddamn camera :,) /srs

I know there’s only one more of that fancy Stede down there… :3

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okay but also them—

y’all don’t understand, that DO YOU WANT ME, OOOOOOOOO~ was my personal windows startup noise for WEEKS afterward. genuinely my first thought upon waking up. the echo of the era.

good fucking MORNING I feel lighter and better than I have in MONTHS TODAY

I’m out. I am officially out of the hell apartment. It took my mom and I five days, a baby squirrel, three busted knuckles and a lot of pizza to get my stuff out and the place polished, but I return the keys tomorrow. Oh my GOD.