Don't let 'em lie to ya, kids. It's not easier when you're in your 30s, you're just more of a realist and better at rolling with it. Resilience, baby. Don't lose your capacity for dreaming, though. That's too far in the other direction.

Ayo that’s my boy Caelum on the end! Truly, this campaign is a highlight in my life. Couldn’t be happier with the crew that I roll with, and our mighty DM Jack!

Seaweed butterfly soup soak him in a bowl and stir with spoon #silco #arcane

Got this stupendous piece from @mandipanda17.bsky.social one of my most beloved OCs, Ekris. 🥰

Love the absolute fuckin shit out of Mikki and Rhis. Also get a ton of joy and happiness from me and @mothmuppet.bsky.social's characters Ibryn and Satyn 💖 Two for two on these earthy ranger-hunter half-elves falling in love with badass purple Tieflings lolol

Above: Heehee haha, affectionate bullying is how I show my love! Below: Affectionate bullying is a safeguard; it undermines the gravity of love, stopping me from sabotaging friendships I value when my dismissive-avoidant attachment style makes emotional intimacy feel like death by suffocation.

id love to randomly inherit a few million from a random family member who turned out to be rlly stacked or something #manifesting

i used to have aspirations but now i kinda just want to get railed behind a dumpster

I am once again asking you to look at my boy Caelum. #art | #dnd | #oc

my favourite wizard again #GaleDekarios

Love getting my Discord account hacked, and immediately recovering it, and going through the steps of securing it, and reaching out to Discord support, and being told they can't remove the violation and that my Very Limited Status should clear in a few days, and it still being there 21 days later.

It’s perfectly fine to bring your own experiences and interests to the table a lot of the time, but it’s so important to remember that conversations are a two-way street. You have to be a collaborator, not the main character.

Every life has a theme song, this one's mine.

I don't have much, but I have a kitten who glares at me, and that's enough to get me through.

Damn, what’s this doin at Hobby Lobby?

Just now as I went to get out of my Uber, my driver was like, "Hey, one thing before you go. Never give up on your dreams. You're gonna make it through school, and you're gonna make it in life. You're gonna achieve your dreams." Manes from Uber, I hope happiness follows you wherever you go.

Made it through Day Two without nicotine, now onto Day Three. Starting strong with a headache and a foul mood immediately upon waking up. My brain demands that if I won’t choose nicotine, I choose violence. And if I won’t choose violence then I should choose snacks.

Things have been tough but I have a kitten sleeping on me, and that’s enough to keep me going a little longer.

The worst byproduct of the always-online lives of my gen & younger is the idea that if we are not as always-available as has come to be expected, we need to justify not being available. Like bro, I can't do this right now. Just let me go thru it in peace. I just need a fuckin' minute.

Day 1 of quitting nicotine cold turkey, done and dusted. How am I feeling? I'm gonna be honest, violence IS an option right now.

Honestly, the worst part about playing a Warlock is how uncreative people's memes and jokes are. Yet another joke about how the Warlock sold their soul. Never heard THAT one before. 🙄 Come on, people, the jokes are BORING. Every other class gets funny shit. Where's your creativity???

Communicating with the homies while I'm in Discord Jail after being hacked :')

kill your idols. i mean, like, metaphorically. don't actually kill anyone. just, stop idolizing people. humans don't need to idolize or be idolized, it begets a blindness to bad behavior and creates toxic dynamics. it's better for everyone, but most of all yourself, if you stop.

It's the most basic screenshot ever, but he just looks so soft :')

Kinda been enjoying leaving things a little unpolished lately. Anyway, say hi to Dyfros. He's a little shit. :3 #art | #oc | #dnd | #bg3

You've seen my lil Warlock, Caelum, as a scribble, now have him at my full artistic capacity :3 ✨𝓇𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒 ✨ #art | #dnd | #oc

The DnD squad has been yapping about wanting our party to attend a masquerade in our game, so I scribbled my guy, Caelum, in his refinery. 👑

Mirror mirror on the wall, will I ever get my shit together and stop dropping the ball? My ADHD:

Bruhhhh it’s not even the height of summer yettttt 😫

hrrrhghghghg 😍

He’s back!

Update: he abandoned me to go sit in the window. :(

I was gonna get up and do a bunch of stuff, but then my cat laid on me. :)

I'm SO exhausted of pessimism and hopelessness in stories. Tired of nonstop, back to back traumas and miseries. There's enough of that in real life. I want to escape it. Give me something relentlessly hopeful, ffs. Characters who fight to believe it'll work out, and end up being right.

THE CAT IS BACK. Shoulda known he'd cause problems in my life when I named him Whiskey. 🤦‍♂️

Moved halfway across the state with my life in a U-Haul, got all the way here and my cat escaped the house and hasn’t come back. The internet is spotty, my bank account is overdrawn, and my professor wouldn’t give me an extension. There’s good stuff too, but I had to bitch or I’d explode.

Urge to crash out fading... Will I be... [gasp] 𝘯𝘰𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘭 again soon? 👀

Me: Crashing out publicly ain't it, bro. My brain, looking at the public crash out button:

Grateful today for the opportunity to be near the people I love most in the world. Being far from them has been a torment, and even if it's just for a few days, I'm going to enjoy being close and feeling lighter.

Looking forward to being able to engage with people like usual, but I'm currently in my hairpin trigger era and I can barely brush my teeth in the morning without being frustrated that water feels wet. I'm gonna need a moment. 😂

Went and overloaded myself, and burnt out. And what a kick in the head it's been. My kingdom for one flake of serotonin. 🤡

When he wasn't sorry the morning after he killed me.

Honoring our Lord and Savior on this holiest of days 🙏

I just witnessed a murder. My own. 🫣

👉🏻👈🏻

Fred Rodgers on the importance of making something even if other people don't think it's good had me crying this morning. Passing it along for anyone else that might need it.

Cons of my current Lit class: Reading a book a week, plus 6-10 works for our final projects. Pros: I have discovered a shitload of queer fiction that I am thoroughly, 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘭𝘺 enjoying. If anyone has any recs, I need 3 more works for my final project. Poetry, short stories, anything. DM me!

The correct way to play Fortnite.

fuck, man.