the biggest motivation boost

I'm uploading some of my recent stuff to twitter, see if it gets any traction, but holy shit, I expected bad numbers, but not as bad as I am having there rn, I may call it quits and just focus this acc 100% xD

*takes a deep breath* .......fffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu......ck.

YES, IT IS MINE! But to be honest, this game's battle pass leveling system sucks a ton and a half to farm... once and no more. (still worth it tho)

Honestly? Really hard to pinpoint just 10 games that would "define" me, I've played way too many... (and having like 1.5k in my steam acc does not help)

Ok, I gotta post this and anyone trying the new Marvel Rivals event can probably agree with me. FUCK NIGHTMARE IV. After WAY too many attempts, I was finally able to get the title and now I can play this and chill. (Also my friends now are asking me to carry them XD)

Today I´ve let ADHD take the reins for me, and honestly? It's been a nice day! I was able to draw, go for a nice walk, deal with a lot of stuff I was postponing for a while and even repaired my old Steam Controller. I should do this more often XD

All slots are filled, thank you so much for helping now that I'm in a bit of a compromised financial situation, love you all! <3

Comm done for RedShirt on discord of their asura Tanka in a spooky month themed attire. I am spending like thrice the time for these drawings that I used to do, and I think it shows, I'm way too happy with how they are looking :D #gw2 #asura #gw2asura

I have been trying to reach out a bit more lately since I may have lost my job, but I clearly suck at it. From working 6 days a week + routine to not doing anything... I have too much time on my hands and nothing to do with it, it gets kinda lonely, but at least I can fully focus on my drawings! :D

#Asura Power :) Lun ist fertig gezeichnet :D #GuildWars2 #art @guildwars2.com

All right, another comm slot down! Time to work 110% on it!

Full comm done for @liz141.bsky.social of their asura Lizssie, enjoying some good quiet time while the sun goes down... careful tho! That blade is not for show at all! I'm legit proud of this one, went full out and I like to think that it paid off :D

Sketchin' a bit, been a while since I last drew my lalafell

Lineart comm done for a discord peep's Atlyss character once more, it may be a continuation of the previous one...~ I guess dungeon runs can leave people wanting for more afterwards?

After a loooooooooooooong day and night working nonstop on her research, Anjja finally wakes up, barely functional and clothed, it will take a bit to be aware that her brother is also in the room. "Well, she actually went to sleep, small victories." He says, almost used to this.

Little sketch of my asura while waiting for more slots to be filled. She's almost always busy with work or paperwork 24/7, so the rare occassion somebody actually helps her, she's always thankful. Although these moments are always away from prying eyes, she does have her secret spots.

Making assets is for the stream is quite fun, specially making new small animations for different kinds of stream. Maybe I should add small gifs to the commissions available... (I know there is A LOT to improve, and I wish I could post multiple ones)

Let's upload some commission work, starting by this pic of a discord peep's Atlyss character just... you know, lying around...~

I know it's been a long-ass time, due to personal/serious issues that I think are resolved now I'm back to streaming! Drawing one because I've had the damn itch to come back FOR MORE THAN A MONTH! (Also comms may be open, nyehehehe~) www.twitch.tv/grey_edge

All right, tonight I'll do a drawing stream! Last night I went for spoopy games and I need to heal myself from those.... mannequins...

All right! New month, so I can go for more drawing streams again! I dunno if I should go for comm work or just go with the flow like last time... Hmmmm... decisions, decisions...

Like I said, last drawing stream for the month and the last one where I'll give free sketches. Today is just chill and draw... I dunno, something that comes to mind xD www.twitch.tv/grey_edge

I'm gonna do a final drawing stream, this time no comm work, just drawing whatever pops into my mind. It will also be the last one where I give sketches for free, just in case somebody is interested!

tfw you want to meet people in the #ffxivsummerbash but....: - You know no one there - You're an anxious mess who needs several hours just to say "Hi" to a stranger - Your social battery is depleted before you can even try that

I am waiting for the day that somebody redeems the "Fuck you, Lucilius" reward on my stream

And with these, the emotes for @redshirt77.bsky.social are done! I hope you liked it as much as I did making them ^^

Forth day in a row drawing on stream and also giving sketches for anyone interested! 1/3 down, only 2 left to tackle, this time some asura art for a change :D www.twitch.tv/grey_edge

Tonights stream will be a bit shorter and earlier than usual, mostly because I have a little meetup in VR that I do not want to miss! (Mostly because I organized it)

Working on comms and doing some free sketches on stream, day 2 of... dunno how many more? www.twitch.tv/grey_edge

I've noticed that doing art streams is the best way to kick my butt enough to make me focus and work without having to deal with my ADHD, for some reason. And I am not complaining AT ALL, been trying to find a way to deal with that for a while!

After 5 days of Furality, my body asked me to be away from my PC for the first time EVER. It's been quite refreshing and I was able to go back to doing some trad. drawings. (If anyone wants a free sketch, go ahead and ask, tonight is perfect for it!)08

After 4-5, days of a VR Con, this is the first time ever that my body is literally asking me for a time out from my PC. Quite a curious sensation.

Am bored, wanna draw. Anyone wants to offer?

Doddles that I gave out on tonight's stream. A shame that I did not get more matches, it would've been fun to draw more!

If I did a regular drawing stream would people here be interested in it? Been doing it for a few weeks but I've never promoted it around just not to bother peeps

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I MADE IT! IT IS IN! I CANNOT FUCKING BELIEVE IT, IT'S IN. IT'S FUCKING IN!

For the first time, I've entered a drawing contest and I cannot be more damn nervous! It is a small thing, just some emotes, but god damn it, I want to be a finalist!

I just met an old friend from the FC I was a part of years ago, it was nice! But I cannot avoid feeling a bit melancolic. A bittersweet moment that makes me look back at all the people I've met thanks to MMOs, and how much I miss them. I wish I didn't suck so much at keeping up with friends.

Every now and then I go with some friends and doodle the first thing that comes to mind... so here's the result of one of those sessions. Also, I refuse to give context~

I always look out for RP in games, specially in MMOs if I get invested. Sadly to this day I haven't been able to close any of my characters arcs, and even though it is kind of a thorn on my side, it allows me to reimagine those "key scenes" that I always had in mind in my mind, like this one.

I LIVE! It's amazing how little my little purpose was worth in the end, specially if you put crap on top of crap and.... well, my mind is already full of holes, I'm kinda terrified of what may happen in the future (jk) but yeah, here I am to save the day! .... it's the 23rd, did you save it? Good~

Everyone is using the chad lalafell face, I feel like I should hide or I'll end up with it too! BACK, BACK I SAY THOU FOUL CREATURES!

All right, bday time, or balloon day...? But here they don't show it, huh. Welp, it still is! Hope y'all having a nice day~

Due to personal problems, I won't be able to do this week's drawing, I apologize.

There, I'm gonna drop the WIP because I'm actually really happy with it and you can bet that I'm gonna finish this, plus it's been a while since I've drawn my lala "Ever since he joined a new group, he's been up and training nonstop so he can keep up to the point where... well, when he can relax..."

I have something kinda "presentable" for this week, but I wanna finish it, I don't think I'll have it ready but.... would it even count if I don't consider it finished?

All right, I've been proven wrong, tags do make a difference, wow O_O