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can't stop thinking about him

this yaoi cocaine is serious i can’t fall sleep

When I was happily in a relationship I couldn’t listen to my favorite sad bops bc it just didn’t fit the vibe. Now I am single and the lovey dovey shit I used to listen to makes me so fuckin sad it’s sick how funny it is

The last shots going between the two of them????? Like they really get it

How did they not expect this show to take off?? The writing, the acting, the lighting, the costuming, the cinematography, ALL OF IT IS TOO GOOD

couch scene -> club scene

"I should go"

The way Ilya looks at Shane when he says “Oh, you speak Russian now?” juxtaposed with Shane’s panicked “I can’t do this” face minutes later is burned into my souls forever

So time to collectively pass away after that, yeah? (I read the books and I know what happens and it’s STILL HEARTBREAKING AND DEVASTATING AND I WANT TO DIE)

Ilya finally being emotionally vulnerable only for Shane to panic and leave… Shane thinking Ilya took that girl home but he went home alone and thought about Shane…

2.5 hours I can’t fucking wait

Tuna “melt” and ginger ale tonight for my boys ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🔥

Me tonight when they’re cuddling and being all couply, knowing what’s to come

Finished The Long Game god damn it 😭😭😭😭😭😭 why does it have to end, I want to experience them forever

We get a shower scene, tuna melts, riding scene, cuddling, possibly a sleepover… collective passing away on the horizon

My therapist is watching ST5 so she has now named my depression Vecna bc it’s soul sucking so… that’s a fun thing we have going 😂

I would really just like to ****** **** ***** rn, ya know?

It’s kinda crazy to me that historically men have worn pants and commonly have dicks. Like to me it makes more sense to be hanging pipe in a skirt idk

Anyway pt 2 Going out this weekend and I needed to know if makeup is a thing again with my new hair

Anyway

I have officially reached the part where I accept I am grieving my previous relationship lol took long enough. Now I can heal 🩷

You ain’t gotta pray for me

Oh so you want us to cry

Me when someone’s 21: 5-6 years is far too much 🙅🙅 Me when someone is 32-33: heyyy 💁

Slut strand fail straight out the shower 😂😂

My friends in I fueling each others obsessions over hollanov, I never thought I’d see days like this we are livingggggg

Finished Heated Rivalry today 😭😭😭😭 I never wanted it to end. Anyway, on to The Long Game 😂

No but really can we talk about Charlie Heaton bc is he ok 😂😂 he hangs on Joe like… hm

I’m disappointed in the new episode guys I’m not gonna lie

This is the perfect response

Kinda thought I would freak out having short hair but I kinda need it shorter

Dog Mom in the sense that I’ve had my boy for 5 years and I’ll always be his momma.

Oops or!! Drunk right now

My date canceled bc her ex called and she’s still in love with her and wants to try again so guess I’ll get drunk and dye my hair tomorrow instead?

When Ilya calls out to Shane on the balcony before he leaves…… .. . I wanna kms

Every fucking line of this 🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠

What’s he gonna do with all that ass

Gotta stay. Gotta stay.

Can someone tell my brain that I don’t need to be vibrating with anxiety right now? TIA

I hate cancer and dementia and really g*d can go fuck himself if he’s truly up there.

Well I have crash out material for tonight now

Season 5 JK was like “damn no new castmate to flirt with” and Charlie was like “come home”

“We didn’t even kiss”

Watching Heated Rivalry 😳😳😳😳

I feel so so torn.

Whatever you do don’t think about Buddie while listening to Kaleidoscope by Chappell Roan

Conan Gray slaying at the parade?!?

NONE OF IT MAKES SENSE IF THEYRE NOT IN LOVE PLEASE JUST LET THEM BE IN LOVE