elementary schools……..

guy sitting next to me on the train reminds me of…. middle school?i cant quite track the memory of smell!

i am baby punch and am just waiting for someone to adopt me and love me

even when i did have a boyfriend in the last 4 yrs, they didnt give me flowers or chocolates on valentines day… 👎

sandra oh💝

im so knee deep in medical drama, im starting to act as if i need to go scrub in for a surgery…..

its feb 1……. wtf

wow strike tomorrow indeed! lets go nyc!!!!

ate a burger too fast and now feel like ill hurl

the guy eating peach rings and i how much i want to ask for one…

when u keep inviting people to things but they never invite you….

in the train atm and am so invested in the conversation of others! will she find the job and find meaning in her life? will other girl find a new dance studio?!!! how will she keep up her consistency!! so many unknowns!

influencers be like didddd uuu knnnowwwww

everyones calm the fuck down

the only population that gives me attention on the street, are like 60-80yr old men….

i beat Thunderblight Ganon all by myself lol

honestly, i wish i was a pet…. being cared by someone…. fed, bathed, cuddled….

generally a tough day. mentally and emotionally, i cant wait for these feelings to pass.

but why is the food so bad…….

so like the world is about blow up, right? but like sloooowly……..

i gotta say, love puerto rico so far

me too

i read that if u wore yoga pants on a plane and the plane happens to go down, yoga pants will melt from heat of explosion or whatever… so thats why i dont wear yoga pants lol

is my flight at 4am yes…. am i tired and confused and feeling fucked up… yess…. am i happy to be traveling… f yrerssss

wow anytime i leave nyc it feels like a dark vortex sucking out my lifeforce. it is the dark side. it is the definition of depression.

i am asking myself again, is this worth it? am i seeking fantasy or am i totally missing the real deal?

moon on the ic= gma dies

first movie i cried to was benji the hunted.. i was 9yrs old. it hit me so deeply when benji saw his owner at the end😭 reunion

oof dave chappelle new stand up is so uncomfortable to watch…

i picked the 2 of cups today, and im so confused why!

but, thats the nice thing about panaesthetics, i can do anything?

should have stuck with science and math, the only real truth out there. instead i went with the most obscure esoteric ineffable intangible subtle subjective whisper of a field…….

ok top 5 fave scifi-space moves: 1. contact, 2. 5th element, 3. 2001 space odyssey, 4. interstellar, 5. ex machina,… in no particular order though, i feel like im missing 1

are there jobs out there where i can sit at a desk get paid decently and look at the sky/deep space? paid to get lost in the cosmos

i mean i want life to be a bit of a Hollywood film- aka contact — aliens come and make contact… and shit happens yea

a tarot reader said i spend too much time on my phone, she was right

how i desperately feel that this life is boring bc political systems make it so, and how i desperately want something ginormous to happen to blow humanity out of their minds, and make it fun again!!!! u know life doesnt have to be sooo restrictive

i listened to some reallly trashy podcast about 3i/Atlas and and about aliens and how the “comet” sent a signal that said “we come in peace and we love u and were sending you love and enlightenment and bblabla” and i was like ommmmmggg im finally going home

reddit people are either super scammy or super naive…..

when u poop at work and then your boss immediately needs to use the bathroom after you…. ugh

tis the season to gold leaf everything

if could do anything today? id to visit some ancient sites… its what i want to do…just see some ancient art/architecture and blow my own mind

how good and bad it feels to humble thyselves…..

i wrote these poems in my whatever again, thinking i was some brilliant rebellious art genius… theyre not that good😂

how does any amy goodman stay sane?

when i dont bring my earbuds to work i might as well call out sick….

commercials are satan .. period

light a candle please

Show me love, baby Show me everything you've got and show me life

new in the soul and new in the hole blessings