when i left the uk i honestly really believed the usa would never voluntarily sink as low as gwb again after he was out. and here we fucking are in the 2026 us of a, we got lower like we're a competitive person forcing ourselves to beat our own limbo high score

i will make a good post on this account for this account one day

why are all the four large doses per day medication organizers so ugly? it's like capitalism decided that if you need more than three med doses in a day you can just get fucked when it comes to owning cute things

appears they deleted my tiktok since when i was showed the new terms and asked to accept my new usa based account terms i just closed out and deleted the app and never redownloaded it

Sometimes Fighting games are good for taking out my anger 🤬 I feel like I need to play more Dead or Alive

People are being disappeared from Massachusetts jails

i'm still alive today, good morning

this photo was taken by me (sooc) (maybe i'll edit it too and post that later)

who is gonna tell the old people still buying sewing, knitting, crochet, etc patterns on etsy that ai has entered that marketplace and that it is not labeled and the products generally do have disappointing results (like i'd expect) does it have to be me because i don't think they'll listen to me

i need a nap and more than a nap i need to be okay

my neck is making more clicking and popping noises than rice krispies in milk right now it's mildly concerning

should i link my links

www.smashmusic.io/profile/e1db... i'm not proud of my current work uploaded there but like whatever

I am robot princess. You should preorder my new record on vinyl before it sells out! It even comes with a poetry book and also I am so very pretty. howibecameinvisible.bandcamp.com/album/dead-w...

i wish i was a lto technician for a media company

thanks for not caring! i love it

This morning I woke up and saw Mittens relaxing on my legs.

happy belated lunar fire horse new year

i appealed the official social security disability cessation decision today; because i finally got medical records i need from 3/4 of some providers i see, and the 4th i'm seeing on monday so i'll have to fax those as an addendum, plus i had to write a thing about it which was daunting but i did ofc

discord sucks i guess send me your email or whatever

alysa liu is so talented wow

Yeah ok buddy

In addition to being absolutely brilliant, amazing & charming in her own right, we all know she was raised by a single dad w/4 siblings and that he came to the US bc of persecution bc of his participation in the ‘89 Tiananmen democracy uprising, right?

This really is a great picture:

are people using teamspeak instead of discord now or what

This is good, I’ll leave it to people who know better than me to say whether the people inside FDA in 2026 are likely to carry through in the right way, or if we will get some dumb ass statement

oh hi. it's me zeliethorn.com lol shamelessly promoting my website that i don't update enough. but coding is hard

earlier this week i saw a different (male) visiting nurse. he asked if i had plans for the week i was looking forward to. i said no. he said he was looking forward to the super bowl. i said "oh yeah, which day is that again?" i forgot it's always on a sunday

The problem with ICE is not “training” or “accountability.” It is the mission of the agency on its face. DHS and ICE didn’t start up until 2003. It doesn’t have to be this way.

i'm disabled but i don't have much of a safety net. my father lives in england. my mother has incurable cancer. my brother lives in south korea a years-long abusive relationship i'm still in the aftermath of has left me almost friendless because of his jealousy + my behaving toxic in response to him

honestly not sure what's happening but i'm not regulated enough to figure it out right now

100bpm is like my average resting but when i was above 150bpm resting while meeting her the other day while also extra stressed about life the nurse in my apartment said if my heart rate remained that high then she would have to send me to the emergency dept of a hospital. she asked about chest pain

i just searched online and i probably have tachycardia or something? like in relation to my anxiety. yesterday i had to meet a new nurse for my annual recertification of my nursing med services. she wouldn't leave until we got my heart rate down from over 150bpm to under 100bpm and she was worried

social security thinks i can suddenly work, that my anxiety isn't disabling now. about 2 hours ago a masculine person came to my front door for a survey unexpectedly. i had a panic attack. do i have to become dead for the usa govt to get that i'm struggling too much? i suspect: yes i don't wanna die

does anyone else who is reading this have a discord server that doesn't want minors joining and if yes is it set to be 18+ only in the settings or no? is that more detrimental than helpful online in this day and age since many adults don't wish to show id to prove they're adults?

here's a bonus from my side account my animal crossing version of a "tinder fishing bro" pic

i grew up in a "doesn't matter how mentally ill you are as long as you get phds" type family. of course there's inherent privilege there but also that's not healthy to put on a child. i'm 33 now; i've medically withdrawn from college on 2 occasions, have 0 degrees, + i am disabled living in poverty.

if i just say "help haha" re: my livelihood and disability status, because i'm genuinely afraid for my future, is some loser gonna interpret it as me wanting to hurt myself? i don't, i want to live, that's the problem

Oh fuck yeah I love this 😭😭😭😭

That tracks

on january 15th, 2026, i took two wildly different photos of my character with my switch in animal crossing: new horizons, which i have been playing a lot lately

people really are fighting so many unseen battles in this day and age

little guys

a sw i follow (goes by charm) gave out the BEST foot care advice on ig; i've been doing it, it's amazing. post-shower: glass callus file, a lot, then "egyptian magic" cream, then stick aquaphor, both applied generously. it's too slippery to walk for a bit but absorbs fast. charm also gets pedicures.

when cool people decide to follow me, i'm like ok, nice! thanks! sorry about my posts!!!