I keep feeling deep seated guilt over not posting a fic in over 100 days.. like Desire was meant to be regularly update and I didnt want it to become like my other fics with no updates for ages but I got really sick and then over a month of recovery and then got really busy and fatigue is a bitch

Last weeks haul heheheh (some are group order claims tho)

my babies

im so anxious I feel sick.

uhm.. so i am still alive, just not really active on here or twitter that much. I promise my fics will continue! im just recovered from a sickness I caught in the first week of feb... Its caused me a writing block/ slump but chap 2 of desire will come!

heavy sighing

So, i finally logged into AO3 today after a long time to find that my password has been leaked in a databreach on another site, and i have to change it. Where is the email? How long ago was this, and why was I only informed when I logged in? This is a PSA to CHANGE YOUR AO3 PASSWORD just in case!

remarkably appropriate meme

oh so my shuffle wants to see me suffer? okay.

I should have never of taken my emotional support mark off my bag last week..

like.. what do you do when you feel like you dont belong anywhere

I really do want to make more friends on this side of the random but I find it really hard. so hard. im not good at making friends and I often dont engage first or message first because im scared that people dont like me but are too nice to say it or that im bothering people.

Mark and nct really helped me get through lockdown. and when he was separated from dream the devastation everyone felt, dream included. im so very sad. but im also happy for him, he deserves to fight for himself and what he wants. but 7 dream forever.

my loooooove

DESIRE - mnsng Chapter One. — please read synopsis and warnings in the bleet below archiveofourown.org/works/77522956

my cuties

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yunsang / something about best friends fucking for the first time and changing the trajectory of their friendship forever... (and yh is a not so subtle lovesick puppy)

holy moly

I wanna add... PLS MIX UP THE ALBUM BATCHES BEFORE DISTRIBUTION. I bought 6!! pop up albums on cb day for gh3 at hmv and had the exact same inclusions for all of them.

I have a short fic about yngi where yh is a priest with dark desires and mg is the mayor's daughter and its very filthy but I removed it from my ao3 bc I got shunned for making yngi straight. I honestly didn't mean anything offensive by it but yeah.. if anyone wants to read it...

woosan kitties 🖤 poor sannie gets so needy when he isn't even in heat...

@atzff.bsky.social I always forget to tag :(

DESIRE - mnsng Chapter One. — please read synopsis and warnings in the bleet below archiveofourown.org/works/77522956

Show Me Your Teeth Pairing: Vampire! HJ 🐿 x Hunter! YH🐶 genre: fantasy?, smut, pwp wc: 5.3k PLEASE READ ALL TAGS/ WARNINGS. archiveofourown.org/works/69068931 (a great time to share to this acc) (not new fic)

THE FANGS THIS IS VAMPIRE JOONG FROM MY FIC

OUUUUUHNNNNGGGGG do i revive my dad joong topaz series? do i? do i work on it after my current wips? do i?

batty day batty day batty day

was meant to write more today. body said no. so im going to read one of the books my daisy got me for my birthday

I will do a post linking all my fics soon

yaoi 🚬🐤

so. I have red and black hair now? and it's giving twenty one pilots breach album cover

currently ascending brb

PLEASE be careful watching the Skin MV if you are photosensitive. There is some flashing in it.

I forgot a few hold on lemme reintroduce Hi, im fell off the couch onto my head at 6 weeks old, decapitated finger, morphine allergy, opiate allergy, pneumonia x3 in 6 months, severe alcohol poisoning, ******* *******, mother plotted to kill me

7 days till batty day

I stole this from Oat <3 Hi, I'm decapitated finger opiate

Everyone who reads fic should make a new years goal to comment on every fic you read if you liked it :) its getting really disheartening to see so many avid readers be silent on work written from dedication

wip wednesday here is a minsang snack

take the minsang pill

thinking abt woo domming his obsessive bodyguards yungi (+)