I peovably wont leave hospital

I have not made it home, seems issues have got in the way 😒

Just had tube yanked out, 14 days to fucking long 🤮

m.imdb.com/title/tt0272... Good movie Robert Redford

I may be home by the weekend 😁 but if this occurs again i wont be doing it, thats the end of the road for me, 17 days nearly in here i cant manage another one

I slept a bit, Nurses woke me to flush my port, so i made them make me a milo haha

Eating rice bubbles for tea as i couldnt bare another broth

Just had a snoozey massage 🥰

I am drinking milo its delicious

Yay its raining, meaning the neighbour doesnt have to water today 😁

The tube up my nose has been spigoted off so now its see if things work 😳😵‍💫

This is not ideal came in nearly two weeks ago at 71 kg but now i am 56 kg they are starving me

Bloody dexamethosone i hate you having trouble sleeping

Big long shower probs too hot but not my bills 🤪 that was knackering

Cuppa time 🙄 exciting might have jelly lol

Just did 20 mins in this 😳

Just had grandkids here, so nice to see them 🥰

Just got sent pic of Winnie, i cried, miss my dog 😭

Wtf @albomp.bsky.social this man is a lunatic

Showered and clean havent slept much today so thats good might mean good snooze tonight

Mmmmm broth 🥴

I am waiting for broth and jelly 🥴

Window view and its open 😁

Sitting around all day is so tiring 🥴 i am bored but not enough to be bothered reading or watching stuff

Louie has checked my house for me 🥰

My gf came and picked me up today, took me for a drive that was nice

Despite the set back and tube all is ok just have to be patient which isnt me lol

Well that didnt last long, ngt is back in nose after a pretty ordinary night, am disappointed but not much i can do

I may not be out tomorrow if my magnesium and potassium dont fix themselves and i need the mag to work so that the potassium fixes itself 🥴 just an assault on my body

I get to pick food now, so here come the awful hospital food pics for you all. Cornflakes was good lets see whats for lunch better not be fish 🤢

Ole Ruddie sticking his neck out there a bit 😂

Fucking hell best food

I may go home tomorrow if the nose tube comes out and my stomach handles food

Gawd Yankyland is becoming truly horrifying

Poo magedon continued for a while just incase you all want more poo updates lol I feel very deflated and empty 😂 #fuckovariancancer

They have these auto inflating deflating beds in here, its a bit sea sick inducing, plus awful to sleep on and sound like theres a vacuum going under it, i have asked for a change of bed as its not the best to sleep on and got hardly any sleep last night 🥴

Just so you all know at 3.55 am i produced poop, small but it was there

Down in stinky pallative care 🙄, i am tired though

Off to pallative care i go, its about the beds, i cant hide in kids ward much longer lol

Son mentioned he washed my pjs 2 washes after he washed his diesel work clothes, all i can smell is diesel now bastard lol with a hint of their washing powder 🥴

I am going for a bath apparently might help my guts heres hoping

Well Docs been hes not happy, no more food back to nil other than ice resting gut more groan not what i wanted to hear

Ooooo shes got a very long lonely time ahead of her 🥴 well deserved to be honest

I am sure hes doing this waiting for me to come home 😪

I just had a milo it was divine

Just had a shower now i need a nap 😒 energy levels at minimal guess this is terminal cancer, i would take a pic of my body and show you what its done to it but you know breakfasts just being had but 45kgs of weight gone its pretty fucking horrendous really, not VAD ready though #fuckovariancancer

These are putrid, taste like chemical crap 🤮

Do premium crackers still exist? Use to love how they had really good chunks of salt on them. Plus been craving brown sliced bread with tasty cheese and spreadable gherkin, food deprived

Whens drumpf going to look for the Lost Arc surely thats on his mind 🙄

Watching Indiana Jones and the Lost Ark, nothing much else to do but watch a classic, giving LoTR's a rest haha