GDI, I have this damned pomni angst/showtime? angst idea that's been bouncing around in my head for sometime since the finale and I need to get it on paper... BUT I ALSO i need to stop shit posting online and get some work done LOL. 😩😩😩😩😩

I never did get around to properly finishing these, but I'm giving in and posting Pomni and sleepy, messed up Eldritch horror Caine in all their unfinished glory 😣

I lied. Here's more random shit from that page. enjoy ~

some of these care genuinely cracking me up though..

I'm crying lol, what timing. I sat down to sketch last night (something I rarely do in PS anymore) and accidentally drew 2 pages worth of showtime sketches... even though my original idea was some pomni angst T_T sigh.

Why wasn’t the dream sequence portion of this in the show proper? It would have slotted in so well in ep8 before Caine’s crash out in his office— showed us Caine’s deteriorating mental state caused by his failed adventure before his insecurities finally got the best of him… ☹️

I don't usually like cross posting... buuuuut.

😭 bah, I miss bitrot Caine, he'll always have a special place in my heart. Though.. I'd probably say that to all of the weird, bastardized versions of Caine I've managed to spout into existence. 😅

hmm might livestream for a bit... might just keep doodling on my own. 8\

I wish we got to see which of Caine's powers were weakened & how, or even a visual like a cloudy blue eye or something after he parts ways with his Ai brother idk We get to fill in the blanks for ourselves but I'm always a sucker for a visual change in a character to signify character growth lol

Spite😂 I created ocs because I was starved for the kind of content I wanted to see explored. Give them parts of your personality, experiences, things you like about yourself, things you dislike, it doesn't matter. This let's them end up as their own persons + someone you can understand & relate to!

Ehh since I don't know when I'll next sit down to finish this page off, here's the wip version of it in its entirety for now. #tadc

Was screwing around doodling a bit the other day. Please accept some possessed Pomni ... also not surprisingly there's a smattering of random Caines in this...

And to celebrate the TADC finale’s release, I drew this sketch of my OC Lulu watching the film with Caine I’m dedicating this to my dear friends @ym-fa-acc.bsky.social & @doncdesole.bsky.social thank you both for being so kind and for inspiring me to keep drawing despite my pain and limitations 🙏💖✨

*tadc episode 9 spoilers* - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Lol damn, I did NOT think we'd be getting an actual happy ending. Glad I got more manager Gangle LOL and my son beat the allegations LOL. I have been feed well and it feels surreal. ep9 felt more like a celebration than an avantgarde film finale

guess I'm back again heh. hello. I will hopefully get back to my inbox/comments/etc T O T soon

Was screwing around doodling a bit the other day. Please accept some possessed Pomni ... also not surprisingly there's a smattering of random Caines in this...

it's kinda funny how much he's changed from his initial inception which can be seen in the bottom left. LOL office au Caine is like 30% inspiration from current OCs, 60% an OC idea I've had bouncing around in my head for years and 10% og caine. 😂😂 FML i mean the 1st version was also 60% oc idea lol

Lord help me I keep coming back to these drawings. I still can't quite capture the level of crash out I'm aiming for, and I mean like 'babbling nonsense to a room full of people while pacing on top of a conference table' levels of manic episode 😅😅

bee dad and his bee children for bee day #art #tadc #worldbeeday

wip of my baby boy relearning to draw

I guess I'll start with this thing that's been sitting in my drive half finished for a while now because I'm not quiet happy with it LOL.

weird update for anyone who cares haha, but I've been purposely waiting until the show finishes before I dive into my office au HEH. Honestly, I've been waiting to really get into some of my crazier ideas for aus and what have you, until the show is finished. hard to explain why

It's so very sad watching what's been happening to the digital circus. I genuinely wonder if there will be a fandom to even come back to by the time June 19th rolls around... I guess we'll see.

I decided to cheer Caine up with a couple of cute little bees - one of which looks strangely like Pomni, hmm... #tadc #caine #worldbeeday

it's world bee day! 🐝💛 i will draw something new for it but for now take this from a bit ago

caine's so damn stylish #art #tadc

the lesser of the two #tadc #theamazingdigitalcircus #tadcfanart #tadccaine

we're bringing this back gang 😂

some days I think on how ridiculous it must look to people whenever I comment something like " OMG so cute! > w < ;;; " white percy's face plastered as my pfp. lol. in some respects he deserves the torture though, so I guess it's alright.

bzzzzzzz #art #tadc

LOL fml for typing posts so late at night. whatever... I'm not changing it lol gnight

Rip some of my progress on this thanks to photoshop crashing, but I'll drop a wip of the some of the progress on this showtime page #tadc 🫡

livestreaming for a bit www.twitch.tv/donc_desole

-one million wips- what's one more fuck me 😭

Wips of some doodles based on @doncdesole.bsky.social ’s Caine drawings. I like the idea he gets like that after extreme stress and usually it takes him a couple hours to cool down to his normal state, like a meltdown #tadc #theamazingdigitalcircus #pomni #caine #showtime

It's been a minute since I've been able to draw - went back to work on the Eldritch showtime stuff... #tadc

mwahaha I cannot be stopped!! 💜😘

Another sketch I keep forgetting to come back to.. ["Pomni, am I a failure?"] ["Well.... I suppose that would depend on your definition of failure..."]

speaking of human caine, I guess I never posted this sketch here from a while ago...

I feel like I've been caught red-handed 😂 I definitely made my human Caine somewhat classically handsome to visually imply he's a 'showman'. But otherwise, he's meant to toe the line between being almost handsome and painfully average: unreachable & an every-man. He's also an absolute emotional mess

OMG this. Personally, I love any humansona that gives a hint of Caine being capable of competency, but falling short because of stress or self-sabotage. lol

I think I’ve already figured out the twist to this new AU…. this Caine plushie will be revealed to be my own—sick of my constant abuse and smothering—who has run off into the world to join... wait for it... a circus. Look, I even found this picture of him packing his toys ready to leave.

Just like Anme, I couldn’t bear seeing this poor little plushie so sad, hurt and leaking stuffing everywhere, so I drew this rather terrible doodle of Lulu delicately trying to fix him. Caine plushie deserves all of the love and hugs you can give him. ❤️‍🩹

i like to think he just gmod ragdolls and his head clank to the floor like bricks while his eyes roll away. but also here's a doodle i made from my forbidden tumblr account

He's just a widdle guy, please let him into your domicile.

I will protect him with my life Precious little thing😭🙏

Had some health stuff crop up recently so I've been taking it easy since, which sadly means that I don't have anything polished to post just yet. However, please accept some sketches of little homeless plushie Caine instead 🙏❤️

I can never resist a chubby bee.

#showtime #funnybytes #tadc