The world listened to me. I got a $75 government rebate on my power bill and now my share is only $13 for the month.

Taken at the exact same time 24 hours apart. No wonder my fibro is flaring something fierce today.

hey so if I don’t get a fucking break soon I’m gonna kms

I just got my first speeding fine in the mail from when we were coming back from the funeral. I never speed I don’t even know how it happened 🥲 $500 I can’t afford

someone finished my coffee satchets and didn’t tell me so now my autistic morning routine has been abruptly broken 🥰

Rewatching The Pitt for the 3rd time because I’m stuck in bed in pain. I’m also back in my Noah Wyle phase but that’s unrelated though. No correlation at all.

A big thank you to everyone who replied and sent me messages with advice. I’ve written them down in my journal and have started to incorporate things into my daily routine 💖 I have therapy tomorrow too which will help immensely.

I’m finally not in pain for the first time all day and it only took 2000mg of paracetamol, 7.5mg of oxycodone, 500mg aspirin, 750mg of naproxen, 10mg of rizatriptan, and my heat pack cooking my belly!!

Hello. This is me reaching out for help again. I’m dangerously burnt out and can’t properly rest for the next couple of weeks. Not until mid November. Constant bed rest is no longer an option. Can I please have some suggestions on ways to handle burnout? I’m begging. Please. I’m at my limit.

Hit my Medicare safety net for the first time ever today so now all of my prescriptions are free until Jan 1st fuck yeah

Self care is increasing your mood stabiliser and antipsychotic meds when you’re going through a hard time so you don’t completely crash out 🥰 (Doc said it was okay)

Nothing like a sudden 3 day visit from my grandparents with less than 24 hours notice to really set off the mental breakdown 🙃 my house is a mess, I’m drugged up on endone and bedbound, with a Brisbane road trip planned on the weekend for my brothers birthday.

I seems have endometriosis and need exploratory surgery within the next 3 months, no later than January. I’ve been referred to a chronic pelvic pain clinic. I requested a hysterectomy and my gyno is going to consider it. Big day.

I see my gynaecologist for the first time today

This last fortnight has made me horrifically depressed and it’s clear I have grossly overestimated how much I actually matter to people in person and online. I’m done trying and I give up.

I feel like I’m a really nice person and I’d like to think that I show support for my moots and friends and give them love when they need it. But when it’s my turn to need love and support no one reaches out. I’m sorry but I’m really fucking upset about this.

“I’m gonna go radio silent until tomorrow night while I prepare my house for a rental inspection” Oh okay. I drove 6 hours to attend my uncle’s funeral today and will drive 6 hours home tomorrow and I still intended to message you back while I was away. But sure. Go clean your house xx

Pub dinner for the family reunion

Made it to Yeppoon x

hello again I’m in a hypomanic state but I’m safe and okay. We leave for Yeppoon tomorrow for the funeral. Here is a picture of Altar being sad about me leaving. take care x

I’m having a meltdown this is a lot to deal with very suddenly

Update: - wood fence+steps splintered and damaged - side shade sail structure has collapsed in on itself - all whirlybirds bent and dented - solar panels look dented but we can’t get up to check - solar hot water tank dented Looking at making an insurance claim 🥲 $800 excess yay

Good morning. My uncles funeral finally has a date on the 9th. It’s an early morning service so we’ll have to make it a 3 day road trip. We have less than a week to organise everything 🥲

I am in love with this game!! My GOTY and I’m not even 10 hours into it yet 😍 #GhostOfYotei

Just woke up from a very much needed nap after that storm. Gonna eat dinner and get back into Yotei

My gardens are destroyed 😭

Golf ball sized hail my yard looks like it’s covered in snow

This is the prettiest game I have ever seen oh my god Atsu is stunning #GhostOfYotei

“Hey Raven! How are you tod-“ AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #GhostOfYotei

🎃 October #PromoSky 👻 🌻 Manders/30's ♀️ She/Her ✨ Neurodivergent 💍 Married 🎮 Video Games 📺 Anime 🐈 Cats 💊 Chronic Illness 🧶 Crochet 🎨 Art 💻 Virtual Pet Sites 😊 Positivity 🍁 Canadian 🔮 Tarot 👻 Halloween 🌲 Nature 🧸 Plushies ☺️ Coziness 📚 Bookworm 📝 Studying Italian 🌌 Space ❤️ and 🔃 are appreciated!

Kilt deserved its own comic ✨✨ #ghoap #ghostsoap

Hahahahahaha let it slip that I’m meant to have a date with a girl on the 14th to my mother so I think I just came out?? but maybe not because she didn’t react to it at all? She definitely knows I’m not straight now

Looks like my uncles funeral will be mid-late next week. So… possible funeral 5 hours away on the 10th, a first date in a different city on the 14th, gynaecology appt on the 16th, brother’s birthday 17th, in Brisbane 18th and 19th…. On and on and on and fuckiNG ON.!

!! bing bong ୭ ˚. ᵎᵎˎˊ˗ w/ @mosshroom.bsky.social

You guys will never guess what happened again

Today was my last free therapy session until january and now I gotta pay $100 per session 🥲 will this significantly and negatively impact my mental health? Absolutely. How ironic.

Once again I wake up before therapy and want to cancel my appointment

Old man Leo takes a post-dinner nap

Aaaaaaand my body has shut down. Cannot get out of bed. There is a slight possibility I may have done too much over the last 4 days 🫩

Potential date: “Communication is very important to me in a relationship” *only sends 1 text a day* *never says good night or good morning* *says they’re too busy to message back* *doesn’t initiate flirting*

Highly recommend jerking off for 2 hours as soon as you wake up. I feel so refreshed and in tune with my body for the first time in weeks 😇

Back on my kitchen nightmares shit and I’m gonna say it… the interior decorators rarely ever give the restaurants a good makeover….. some are good! Most are not.

Spent hours and hours rearranging my entire room for my new tv unit. I’m not finished yet but my body has given up for now 😅

Just built my first piece of IKEA furniture and like… people say it’s hard? I love building flat pack furniture and that shit was easy. I could’ve built it without the instructions 🤨

Woke up to a nosebleed, 5 messages from the girl who ghosted me for 2 days, insane pelvic cramping already, and a craving for a triple cheeseburger with extra pickles

hang in there

Did you know they sell baby djungelskog’s at ikea? I didn’t and now I am the proud owner of both big bear and baby bear

Left Brisbane at 8:30am and with some slight detours to IKEA and Taco Bell and 2 hours of standstill traffic, I am finally home.

I am so dead and my feet are on fire and I cannot walk but I had a lot of fun

concert ready 😈