sooo it didn’t close but i was there for 30 mins question mark

boutta go to work.. it’s 14 degrees outside .. we only went off level 3 snow emergency a couple hours ago…. i doubt anyone’s coming in for me to serve

i looooove link click

can we manifest that by the grace of god my work closes tmr because the weather conditions and i don’t have to go … ( says man who needs the money )

headache .. shld he doing something productive but all i wanna do is Rot.

bangs: touching my forehead too much hoodie: too tight chest: too existent skin: crawling head: hurts

can’t put my binder on cuz it’s drying and i feel so dysphoric rn my skin is crawling

how am i always accidentally on the wrong account

gahhh

i slept like three hours last night 😋😋😋

the soul eating sadness i have been feeling is pressing down on me like a ton of rocks

i wanna go home and sleep for three days

i’m having such a shitty day and it’s only noon lol

my back hurts n i’m getting weird sharp pains in my bellay

i do not fw the holidays but i’m trying to be a little more festive this year for the people around me

fel asleep.. woke back up.. belly hurts .. sad .. have work in some hours .. sad

i also have work in the morning tmr and i’ve been waking up at noon all weekend because i worked pm i’m gna be so tiredddd

i have work every other day next week .. gahh

i’m doin a lot better today maybe i’m healing (says boy with bpd)

i’m acc upset ab the fact it won’t let me change my handle

it’s awfully cold. like painfully.

u know what.. yea.. life is too short for this. i’m gna move on n i’m gna be okay, no matter what. cause i could die tmr with this weight on my chest & i’m not holding onto that

i got a good schedule next week at work.. all morning + serving shifts.. thank god

gahhh dysphoria is killing me

cleaned some of my room then got overwhelemd n gave up.. i call that a partial sucess, though

trying 2 finds new friends 2 game with.. lookin far n wide.

yesterday was a better day. . . today is gonna be a better day .. . . and everything is gonna be okay

why haven’t i been paid yet.

my eyes are so swollen, i didn’t get out of bed until 4pm and, i feel like i don’t exist. but at least i have durin genshin impact

haha anyway idk who that guy was

anyhow i’m really normal goodnight

AHHHHHHHHHHHH

anyhow… back to staring at my ceiling. goodnight.. maybe..

i lied lol i can’t sleep i’m too busy contemplating the meaning of this grueling life i live

i have had the worst week ever,, i lost all my friends this week and every single day has been hell .. buuuut i got four 5 star things today in genshin today ,, and freminet who i’ve always wanted so bad. so you know what, i’m going to consider today a good day

Megumi Fushiguro

been playin on my ipad. life is good

I GOT MY IPADDD

MY IPAD IS READY FOR PICK UP.

i pad while be ready at 6:30… got an apple pencil.. now i wait..

my ipad got delayed … how is it delayed .. got get the damn box 😭💔😭💔

IPAD IPAD IPAD IPAD TMR

anyway at least i get my ipad tmr

thank giving is a lot less fun when everyone in your family has an eating disorder

after wanting an ipad for like a decade, i bought an ipad . i pick it up tmr. i’m so excited

if i had a nickel for every time someone i just wanted to be friends with and help fucked me over, i’d have enough nickels to pay for my inevitable funeral when i finally end it all

GahhhhHhhhHhhhhHhhhhHhh

cramps r killing me deadass

just bled through on my family’s cloth dining room chairs .. amazing incredible i love my life

i let myself rot all day and do nothing but play video games .. tmr i have to be productive