I've been expanding my experiences and trying to live without fear of judgement and life has been rewarding me greatly for it. So here's me in the shower trying to give ✨️aura✨️ after having a damn good day cutting loose and just being outwardly, unrepentantly, wonderfully me.

Happy mother's day to all the moms out there. Hope you've had the care and acknowledgement that you all deserve 💙 Spent a little time with my mom then some time playing in the dirt to reattach myself to the world today. R.I.P. manicure.

I try to only post positive things here. Its what I want for myself, my friends, my community, even strangers who catch a glimpse of one of my posts. My FFS surgery date that was supposed to be in a couple weeks was just canceled on me and I'm not doing well mentally. I think its time for a break

Sometimes it seems like practicing mindfulness can really have a tangible effect on your life, physically and mentally. Its something I'm working on with myself lately and the results have been very encouraging ^^

That weekend made me happier than Ive been in a very long time. I made some very meaningful connections that will stay in my heart forever. I want to make Seattle my home someday. The community was wonderful and the most inclusive place I've ever been. It was honestly really hard to leave. 🥲

I had a fun night ^^

2-story Manga shop 🫨 Tomcat takes me to the coolest places ^^

My wonderful boyfriend took me to see my first live show, its been a great day~

FFS is scheduled. After years of doctors, therapists, doctors, a psychiatrist, a new therapist, and more doctors... it is finally on the books. ITS HAPPENING 😭😭😭

Happy Trans Day of Visibility, everyone. 💖🤍💙 We've always been here, we always will be here.

My pup can always tell when Im not feeling good. She fwumps on me for cuddles then wriggles herself up to me ^^ It always helps 💙🐾

Finally getting around to playing New Horizons 😆

Good news ^^ the two scary heart issues the doc was worried about were checked off the list and my diagnosis is closer to being made. A biiiiiiig weight is off my shoulders~

Getting my heart checked today. Against all odds... it appears I still have one 🤭

💙💙💙🐆💙💙💙 》Squee《 I just love my new @romieromak.bsky.social album! The Turquoise Lemonade The track Sleeve of Hearts hits home like a firebomb, ngl 🥲 Very much recommended for all my electro-pop/punk-esque guys, thembies, and girlies ^^

Had to cut my stream short due to my pup not feeling good when she got home from the vet but it was fun My baby needs her mama today, poor thing 🥺

Ya girl is about to fire up the stream machine and play some Visions of Mana~ Feel free to pop in and say hi 😘 m.twitch.tv/bou_diran/home

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For when I gotta go Boy-Mode

My new mirror made doing my eye makeup take <10 minutes and I used my new brush set to do a little experimenting. Sometimes I forget how much I love cosmetics ^^ Thanks for bringing that back to my life @phatass416.bsky.social. You bring good energy and fun every time we interact ☺️

I've not had heating for a few weeks and my light fixture in my bathroom shorted out so Ive been making due with a space heater and my phone flashlight... a moot saw on my Throne that I had a small folding vanity mirror with lights built in and very graciously got it for me. Thank you so much 💙🥲

I have several influences and women I look to for inspiration and encouragement in being the best person I can be while being true to who I am; Jessica Kellgrin-Fozard, @jenluv.bsky.social, and of course the illustrious @dylanmulvaney.bsky.social. I've finally got my copy! I feel so much joy~ 🏳️‍⚧️🥰

I try to only post pictures of myself when I'm feeling good and want to share it with the world. It'd been awhile, but today I felt very good about it. Big milestone on the path to my goals achieved~ 🩷🤍🩵🩷🤍🩵🩷🤍🩵

I dont make memes often but felt inspired while standing in line at the ATM in my mini-dress today

I'm not exactly much of an artist compared to my many talented mutuals but thought the Christmas wrapping paper I had was boring so I turned it inside out and drew my friend's cat on it for a gift. It turned out kinda cute ^^

There are some things I really learned to love only after medically transitioning and I keep thinking about how wonderful it is that my heart and mind have opened up so much🩵 Going to do a thread in the comments of this post of all the things that come to mind for me today ^^

I think I just figured something out about myself and my influences growing up... I gotta do a She-go cosplay someday 👀

Nobody can photobomb quite like my Zähne 😊

It just wouldn't be right if I didnt post at least one dirty bathroom mirror selfie every 6 months ☺️

I am like... 70% legs. Its hard to find pants long enough for me so I use it as an excuse to wear thigh high socks quite often 😅

Decided to listen to some Bad Bunny to see what all the fuss is about. Didn't know where to start so I just put it on shuffle. An hour later, Im still shaking my booty ☺️

I am 100% Me no matter what anyone else says or does 😊 www.idrlabs.com/7-identities...

Doing my best to remember to put out good energy into the world. Thank you to the people and pets who give us reminders to be at our best we can be and to appreciate ourselves in spite of the situations we find ourselves in. I appreciate you, too ☺️🫶

my favorite thing is to reply to anyone on the skyline, have we interacted before? probably not… will i respond to your post like we’re besties because i want to? yeahhh

Sometimes I have a no-shave no-makeup day and try to remind myself that I dont always have to go all out to represent my femininity to the world in order to feel my identity is valid. I feel cute today ☺️🏳️‍⚧️

Yesterday, a cashier warned me against possible reproductive harm from a product if I am pregnant and two different employees complimented my dress. It doesn't take much to give me a good day 😌🏳️‍⚧️

My first harvest of anything Ive ever grown myself, in the broiler now and going to be skinned for salsa after ^^ Also, Bluesky needs to be moderated without bigotry and have some compassion for marginalized communities or this will just be another twitter.

Finally getting over a month of being sick, got my dog a new toy to help me keep her entertained. ^^

These super hot summer days are a lot more bearable when its an excuse to wear one of your cute dresses ^^ ☀️💖🤍💙

If you're seeing this, drop an old pic of yourself you still love ^^

A few weeks ago I planted my first plants so I could touch some literal grass and get my fingers in soil to reconnect with nature. They just started flowering and have grown soo much! I'm a good plant mom afterall. 🥲💙🌱

I think I mIght be done with the 4th of July celebrations. Like, forever. I didn't reject this country, it disowned me because it was ashamed to admit being a wealthy, white, conservative man isn't the only thing that matters. You cant rob me of my womanhood, only my life.

Well... my dentist just sent me this. I am determined to figure things out regardless but, wow. Just wow.

I took my mom to her first PRIDE event yesterday and we watched an amazing drag show. The day before that my dad started to refer to me as "he" but stopped himself and said "she" instead. It was the first time he gendered me correctly. I cannot overstate the amount of joy that is in my heart<3

*spoiler for MGSV* I've finally been playing through MGSV and I can't help but find the plot to involve some heavily trans experience analagous elements. A strange infection that turns the body into a grotesque form and the only cure is a medicine with the only downside being infertility hit home.

I'm learning to garden something that I want to eat (instead of screaming into a pillow)

See? I can look professional sometimes lol Came up with a look for this sweater. I think it really suits me~

I'm proud of the fact that I'm at a point in my life where last week I cut 4-5 inches of hair off and nooooobody could tell xD

Name ONE better pillow than a German Shepherd, go ahead. I'll wait. (For cute pictures)

Went into the gas station to get a monster and had someone that looks like the stereotype of what you would think of as a "phobe" give me a smile and hold the door open for me which already had me beaming when I get to the register and run into someone from highschool who had no idea it was me 😁